a beast full of bees
@saintofbeasts.bsky.social
ryn, 30s, they/them, too tired for this OR that
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about me:
- late 30s adult who has been around the internet most of my life
- unlikely to share much personal unless bsky build in a lock/limited audience feature
- historically have been fannish, not currently active
- moderately into paranormal & woo stuff
- late 30s adult who has been around the internet most of my life
- unlikely to share much personal unless bsky build in a lock/limited audience feature
- historically have been fannish, not currently active
- moderately into paranormal & woo stuff
p forgot she had a thing tonight, so she will be out of the house now until 10-10:30ish. i have one more client for the day and then i suspect.... Cleaning
February 14, 2026 at 12:46 AM
p forgot she had a thing tonight, so she will be out of the house now until 10-10:30ish. i have one more client for the day and then i suspect.... Cleaning
Not sure if it's the lighting in here or the this afternoon shave, but it's got me playing a game of "who is that strange dog in the mirror" with my phone camera.
February 13, 2026 at 2:30 AM
Not sure if it's the lighting in here or the this afternoon shave, but it's got me playing a game of "who is that strange dog in the mirror" with my phone camera.
woo hoo, clocked off from the agency job for the next week!
February 12, 2026 at 11:47 PM
woo hoo, clocked off from the agency job for the next week!
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I've been awake for two hours. I need to get up, pee, and eat something.
February 11, 2026 at 7:31 PM
I've been awake for two hours. I need to get up, pee, and eat something.
mid-week therapy check-in session for bad brains resulted in my therapist telling me i need to whine more gang
February 11, 2026 at 5:30 AM
mid-week therapy check-in session for bad brains resulted in my therapist telling me i need to whine more gang
Brainfog is intense today
February 10, 2026 at 10:23 PM
Brainfog is intense today
24 hour comic day
February 8, 2026 at 8:56 AM
24 hour comic day
rough therapy session, talking about medical fatphobia, health, pain, and trauma. scheduled an extra session next week.
February 8, 2026 at 3:09 AM
rough therapy session, talking about medical fatphobia, health, pain, and trauma. scheduled an extra session next week.
Someone stick me through a pasta roller please
a person is using a pasta maker to make pasta .
Alt: a person is using a pasta maker to make pasta
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February 7, 2026 at 2:12 AM
Someone stick me through a pasta roller please
typo from my notes: chillnician (i wish)
February 6, 2026 at 9:15 PM
typo from my notes: chillnician (i wish)
having some complicated emotions. my brother's partner reached out to me about writing a letter of support and love for him to receive during a religious retreat at the end of the month.
February 6, 2026 at 9:00 PM
having some complicated emotions. my brother's partner reached out to me about writing a letter of support and love for him to receive during a religious retreat at the end of the month.
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I am full of persistent self loathing today and I am ready for my brain to let go of that bone!!!
February 5, 2026 at 7:58 AM
I am full of persistent self loathing today and I am ready for my brain to let go of that bone!!!
I think it's notable that I worked 4ish hours at agency job yesterday on my day off and now I'm back on my day on and horribly painfully depressed and fatigued
February 4, 2026 at 8:04 PM
I think it's notable that I worked 4ish hours at agency job yesterday on my day off and now I'm back on my day on and horribly painfully depressed and fatigued
I sure do wish reading and thinking about writing and words didn't so quickly go from fun & joyous to overwhelming and inspiring self hatred for not writing
February 4, 2026 at 7:13 PM
I sure do wish reading and thinking about writing and words didn't so quickly go from fun & joyous to overwhelming and inspiring self hatred for not writing
I wonder what it's like to make your way day to day without decision paralysis and fatigue
February 4, 2026 at 7:56 AM
I wonder what it's like to make your way day to day without decision paralysis and fatigue
medical fatphobia // got told that my problem is i'm a fat fatty who needs to lose weight!!! and now i have to sign onto my job working with folks with EDs and pretend i'm OK!!!
February 3, 2026 at 6:36 PM
medical fatphobia // got told that my problem is i'm a fat fatty who needs to lose weight!!! and now i have to sign onto my job working with folks with EDs and pretend i'm OK!!!
Many of them, Le Grand Dérangement brought them to the US, not sure what brought them from France to Acadia though
Genuinely curious: If your family is American, what brought them here?
Mine: religious nuttery & primogeniture
Mine: religious nuttery & primogeniture
February 3, 2026 at 1:30 AM
Many of them, Le Grand Dérangement brought them to the US, not sure what brought them from France to Acadia though
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big fat hairy men. you understand.
February 3, 2026 at 12:24 AM
big fat hairy men. you understand.
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and may i never forget the big fat hairy genderqueer people, either
February 3, 2026 at 12:48 AM
and may i never forget the big fat hairy genderqueer people, either
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let the record state that big fat hairy women, too
February 3, 2026 at 12:46 AM
let the record state that big fat hairy women, too
I got a work on less cussing in session now that I'm working with teenagers again
February 2, 2026 at 9:31 PM
I got a work on less cussing in session now that I'm working with teenagers again
Struggling with feeling thoroughly inept and insufficient today
February 1, 2026 at 10:20 PM
Struggling with feeling thoroughly inept and insufficient today
therapy homework:
- Remember that your feelings about [] are all justified emotions.
- Keep up the good work grounding and returning the moment.
- Remember that your feelings about [] are all justified emotions.
- Keep up the good work grounding and returning the moment.
February 1, 2026 at 3:20 AM
therapy homework:
- Remember that your feelings about [] are all justified emotions.
- Keep up the good work grounding and returning the moment.
- Remember that your feelings about [] are all justified emotions.
- Keep up the good work grounding and returning the moment.