a beast full of bees
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a beast full of bees
@saintofbeasts.bsky.social
ryn, 30s, they/them, too tired for this OR that
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about me:

- late 30s adult who has been around the internet most of my life
- unlikely to share much personal unless bsky build in a lock/limited audience feature
- historically have been fannish, not currently active
- moderately into paranormal & woo stuff
p forgot she had a thing tonight, so she will be out of the house now until 10-10:30ish. i have one more client for the day and then i suspect.... Cleaning
February 14, 2026 at 12:46 AM
Not sure if it's the lighting in here or the this afternoon shave, but it's got me playing a game of "who is that strange dog in the mirror" with my phone camera.
February 13, 2026 at 2:30 AM
woo hoo, clocked off from the agency job for the next week!
February 12, 2026 at 11:47 PM
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true story
February 12, 2026 at 6:21 PM
I've been awake for two hours. I need to get up, pee, and eat something.
February 11, 2026 at 7:31 PM
mid-week therapy check-in session for bad brains resulted in my therapist telling me i need to whine more gang
February 11, 2026 at 5:30 AM
Brainfog is intense today
February 10, 2026 at 10:23 PM
24 hour comic day
February 8, 2026 at 8:56 AM
rough therapy session, talking about medical fatphobia, health, pain, and trauma. scheduled an extra session next week.
February 8, 2026 at 3:09 AM
Someone stick me through a pasta roller please
a person is using a pasta maker to make pasta .
Alt: a person is using a pasta maker to make pasta
media.tenor.com
February 7, 2026 at 2:12 AM
typo from my notes: chillnician (i wish)
February 6, 2026 at 9:15 PM
having some complicated emotions. my brother's partner reached out to me about writing a letter of support and love for him to receive during a religious retreat at the end of the month.
February 6, 2026 at 9:00 PM
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April 21, 2025 at 2:46 PM
I am full of persistent self loathing today and I am ready for my brain to let go of that bone!!!
February 5, 2026 at 7:58 AM
I think it's notable that I worked 4ish hours at agency job yesterday on my day off and now I'm back on my day on and horribly painfully depressed and fatigued
February 4, 2026 at 8:04 PM
I sure do wish reading and thinking about writing and words didn't so quickly go from fun & joyous to overwhelming and inspiring self hatred for not writing
February 4, 2026 at 7:13 PM
I wonder what it's like to make your way day to day without decision paralysis and fatigue
February 4, 2026 at 7:56 AM
medical fatphobia // got told that my problem is i'm a fat fatty who needs to lose weight!!! and now i have to sign onto my job working with folks with EDs and pretend i'm OK!!!
February 3, 2026 at 6:36 PM
Many of them, Le Grand Dérangement brought them to the US, not sure what brought them from France to Acadia though
Genuinely curious: If your family is American, what brought them here?
Mine: religious nuttery & primogeniture
February 3, 2026 at 1:30 AM
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big fat hairy men. you understand.
February 3, 2026 at 12:24 AM
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and may i never forget the big fat hairy genderqueer people, either
February 3, 2026 at 12:48 AM
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let the record state that big fat hairy women, too
February 3, 2026 at 12:46 AM
I got a work on less cussing in session now that I'm working with teenagers again
February 2, 2026 at 9:31 PM
Struggling with feeling thoroughly inept and insufficient today
February 1, 2026 at 10:20 PM
therapy homework:
- Remember that your feelings about [] are all justified emotions.
- Keep up the good work grounding and returning the moment.
February 1, 2026 at 3:20 AM