Vanyel
@subservientashes.bsky.social
was vent user subservientashes 2017-2024
nonbinary, transmasc
inter-dimensional alien creature
they/them, 22 y/o, autism + adhd victim
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Kins:
• Vanyel Ashkevron (past life, selfhood)
• Reaver Merrick-Dekker (past life, selfhood)
• Saeran Choi (past life)
nonbinary, transmasc
inter-dimensional alien creature
they/them, 22 y/o, autism + adhd victim
◇
Kins:
• Vanyel Ashkevron (past life, selfhood)
• Reaver Merrick-Dekker (past life, selfhood)
• Saeran Choi (past life)
Pinned
MY CXMMISSION IS DONE MY CXMMISSION IS DONE YESSS YESS YIPPEEE
this is my character Lyricide!!!
I'M IN LOVE WITH IT , THE VIBE IS PERFECT . THANK YOU @entzuendung.bsky.social
please check out their art it's gorgeous and freaky and ethereal and !!!!! so fucking cool!!!!
this is my character Lyricide!!!
I'M IN LOVE WITH IT , THE VIBE IS PERFECT . THANK YOU @entzuendung.bsky.social
please check out their art it's gorgeous and freaky and ethereal and !!!!! so fucking cool!!!!
okay but like literally
November 25, 2025 at 11:46 AM
okay but like literally
started playing roblox forsaken and I am such an elliot main i love this goofy little pizza man I love him
#roblox #forsaken #robloxforsaken #forsakenelliot
#roblox #forsaken #robloxforsaken #forsakenelliot
November 25, 2025 at 11:42 AM
started playing roblox forsaken and I am such an elliot main i love this goofy little pizza man I love him
#roblox #forsaken #robloxforsaken #forsakenelliot
#roblox #forsaken #robloxforsaken #forsakenelliot
problem solved ✌️✌️ was brave and called the other pharmacy and they got a shipment today 😎✌️✌️
November 24, 2025 at 7:16 PM
problem solved ✌️✌️ was brave and called the other pharmacy and they got a shipment today 😎✌️✌️
GAHHH IT HAPPENED TO ME
my pharmacy is out of adderall ??
like what do I do ??? this fucking sucks like . wtf
my pharmacy is out of adderall ??
like what do I do ??? this fucking sucks like . wtf
November 24, 2025 at 3:07 PM
GAHHH IT HAPPENED TO ME
my pharmacy is out of adderall ??
like what do I do ??? this fucking sucks like . wtf
my pharmacy is out of adderall ??
like what do I do ??? this fucking sucks like . wtf
nsfw
kinda funny kinda just yapping
kinda funny kinda just yapping
November 23, 2025 at 10:30 AM
nsfw
kinda funny kinda just yapping
kinda funny kinda just yapping
just discovered him but I fucking love jhariah his music style scratches my brain perfectly
November 21, 2025 at 6:14 PM
just discovered him but I fucking love jhariah his music style scratches my brain perfectly
random memory
the one time I ever snuck out as a teenager was because my mom and her bf were arguing badly, and my bf at the time lived down the road and let me come over. his mom wasn't very happy lol
I was terrified of ever getting in trouble so yk I was desperate
the one time I ever snuck out as a teenager was because my mom and her bf were arguing badly, and my bf at the time lived down the road and let me come over. his mom wasn't very happy lol
I was terrified of ever getting in trouble so yk I was desperate
November 21, 2025 at 3:58 AM
random memory
the one time I ever snuck out as a teenager was because my mom and her bf were arguing badly, and my bf at the time lived down the road and let me come over. his mom wasn't very happy lol
I was terrified of ever getting in trouble so yk I was desperate
the one time I ever snuck out as a teenager was because my mom and her bf were arguing badly, and my bf at the time lived down the road and let me come over. his mom wasn't very happy lol
I was terrified of ever getting in trouble so yk I was desperate
But did you raise a tool,
or a hand?
Tell me, did you raise a man?
I have nightmares of being anchored down;
Come back home when you have some sense;
You can throw your life away,
Just not at my expense;
You're not the son I raised.
or a hand?
Tell me, did you raise a man?
I have nightmares of being anchored down;
Come back home when you have some sense;
You can throw your life away,
Just not at my expense;
You're not the son I raised.
November 19, 2025 at 6:10 AM
But did you raise a tool,
or a hand?
Tell me, did you raise a man?
I have nightmares of being anchored down;
Come back home when you have some sense;
You can throw your life away,
Just not at my expense;
You're not the son I raised.
or a hand?
Tell me, did you raise a man?
I have nightmares of being anchored down;
Come back home when you have some sense;
You can throw your life away,
Just not at my expense;
You're not the son I raised.
November 19, 2025 at 3:56 AM
my dearest,
you better never forgive me,
because if you,
forget what I've done,
I'll
do
it
again.
you better never forgive me,
because if you,
forget what I've done,
I'll
do
it
again.
November 18, 2025 at 7:01 PM
my dearest,
you better never forgive me,
because if you,
forget what I've done,
I'll
do
it
again.
you better never forgive me,
because if you,
forget what I've done,
I'll
do
it
again.
oh my god oh my god Sebastian is going to get here today omg omg ofmfog txkdnskd
November 18, 2025 at 3:02 PM
oh my god oh my god Sebastian is going to get here today omg omg ofmfog txkdnskd
all social interaction is a game. all spoken word is just an act. it's all a performance. none of it is real.
November 18, 2025 at 11:43 AM
all social interaction is a game. all spoken word is just an act. it's all a performance. none of it is real.
men kissing awakens the beast in me
November 18, 2025 at 4:02 AM
men kissing awakens the beast in me
I love this dumb game so much lmao
November 17, 2025 at 7:08 PM
I love this dumb game so much lmao
i am like a revolving door
switching identities
switching perspectives
switching lives
switch switch switch
revolving around the core indefinitely
an infinite amount of doors
an infinite amount of perspectives
but does the core matter
or does it revolve like a door
switching identities
switching perspectives
switching lives
switch switch switch
revolving around the core indefinitely
an infinite amount of doors
an infinite amount of perspectives
but does the core matter
or does it revolve like a door
November 17, 2025 at 1:08 PM
i am like a revolving door
switching identities
switching perspectives
switching lives
switch switch switch
revolving around the core indefinitely
an infinite amount of doors
an infinite amount of perspectives
but does the core matter
or does it revolve like a door
switching identities
switching perspectives
switching lives
switch switch switch
revolving around the core indefinitely
an infinite amount of doors
an infinite amount of perspectives
but does the core matter
or does it revolve like a door
I did send him an amazon gift card though and got a response eeehehehehe
he made a wishlist so other people bought him stuff that he's going to open on stream
kinda parasocial but whatever he writes cool books ehehehe I like our little community of freaks
he made a wishlist so other people bought him stuff that he's going to open on stream
kinda parasocial but whatever he writes cool books ehehehe I like our little community of freaks
November 16, 2025 at 7:45 AM
I did send him an amazon gift card though and got a response eeehehehehe
he made a wishlist so other people bought him stuff that he's going to open on stream
kinda parasocial but whatever he writes cool books ehehehe I like our little community of freaks
he made a wishlist so other people bought him stuff that he's going to open on stream
kinda parasocial but whatever he writes cool books ehehehe I like our little community of freaks
my favorite author (quil carter, fallocaust books) was supposed to do a birthday livestream today but he moved it to tomorrow but I'll be at work I'm so sad 😭😭
maybe I can listen at least but I wanted to interact 😔😔 oh well
maybe I can listen at least but I wanted to interact 😔😔 oh well
November 16, 2025 at 7:43 AM
my favorite author (quil carter, fallocaust books) was supposed to do a birthday livestream today but he moved it to tomorrow but I'll be at work I'm so sad 😭😭
maybe I can listen at least but I wanted to interact 😔😔 oh well
maybe I can listen at least but I wanted to interact 😔😔 oh well
ugh i love wearing boy clothes . so effortless , so comfy , yet still adorable ?? UGHHH 💞💞
fucking love this sweater more boys need to wear sweaters NOW !!!
fucking love this sweater more boys need to wear sweaters NOW !!!
November 15, 2025 at 4:45 AM
ugh i love wearing boy clothes . so effortless , so comfy , yet still adorable ?? UGHHH 💞💞
fucking love this sweater more boys need to wear sweaters NOW !!!
fucking love this sweater more boys need to wear sweaters NOW !!!
nsfw kinda
skipped my T dose yesterday because I am SO tired of being horny ALL THE TIME
leave me alone please 😭🙏🙏🙏!!!
it's everyday man I can't do it I need a break!! it's too much!!! 😭🙏🙏🙏 being a boy is hard!!! literally 😭😭😭😭😭
also I just don't like taking it on thursday thats a stupid day
skipped my T dose yesterday because I am SO tired of being horny ALL THE TIME
leave me alone please 😭🙏🙏🙏!!!
it's everyday man I can't do it I need a break!! it's too much!!! 😭🙏🙏🙏 being a boy is hard!!! literally 😭😭😭😭😭
also I just don't like taking it on thursday thats a stupid day
November 14, 2025 at 8:19 AM
nsfw kinda
skipped my T dose yesterday because I am SO tired of being horny ALL THE TIME
leave me alone please 😭🙏🙏🙏!!!
it's everyday man I can't do it I need a break!! it's too much!!! 😭🙏🙏🙏 being a boy is hard!!! literally 😭😭😭😭😭
also I just don't like taking it on thursday thats a stupid day
skipped my T dose yesterday because I am SO tired of being horny ALL THE TIME
leave me alone please 😭🙏🙏🙏!!!
it's everyday man I can't do it I need a break!! it's too much!!! 😭🙏🙏🙏 being a boy is hard!!! literally 😭😭😭😭😭
also I just don't like taking it on thursday thats a stupid day
the body of a god should be worshipped, anything less is deserving of death
November 14, 2025 at 4:01 AM
the body of a god should be worshipped, anything less is deserving of death
say my name like the word of god
November 12, 2025 at 10:32 AM
say my name like the word of god
Reposted by Vanyel
testosterone is turning my hands so sexy holy shit
November 11, 2025 at 6:10 PM
testosterone is turning my hands so sexy holy shit
eeeheeheheh my sebastian plush shipped 💞💞💞💞💞💞
November 10, 2025 at 2:35 PM
eeeheeheheh my sebastian plush shipped 💞💞💞💞💞💞