Vanyel
@subservientashes.bsky.social
was vent user subservientashes 2017-2024
nonbinary, transmasc
inter-dimensional god
they/them, 23 y/o, autism + adhd victim
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Kins:
• Vanyel Ashkevron (past life, selfhood)
• Reaver Merrick-Dekker (past life, selfhood)
• Saeran Choi (past life)
nonbinary, transmasc
inter-dimensional god
they/them, 23 y/o, autism + adhd victim
◇
Kins:
• Vanyel Ashkevron (past life, selfhood)
• Reaver Merrick-Dekker (past life, selfhood)
• Saeran Choi (past life)
really can't decide if I like straight or curly more ,,
I like the emo look but the natural wavy is cute too ,, aarrghh
I like the emo look but the natural wavy is cute too ,, aarrghh
January 13, 2026 at 6:36 PM
really can't decide if I like straight or curly more ,,
I like the emo look but the natural wavy is cute too ,, aarrghh
I like the emo look but the natural wavy is cute too ,, aarrghh
well! roblox is dying today I think . I hope . because this is stupid for so many reasons
January 8, 2026 at 6:13 AM
well! roblox is dying today I think . I hope . because this is stupid for so many reasons
was waiting for the professional photos ,,,
here it is!!! 😎🔥
I LOVE IT SO MUCH RAAAHHH ITS PERFECT!!! ITS ME!!! IT LOOKS SO GOOD OH MY GODDDDD IM SO HAPPY
here it is!!! 😎🔥
I LOVE IT SO MUCH RAAAHHH ITS PERFECT!!! ITS ME!!! IT LOOKS SO GOOD OH MY GODDDDD IM SO HAPPY
January 3, 2026 at 8:56 AM
was waiting for the professional photos ,,,
here it is!!! 😎🔥
I LOVE IT SO MUCH RAAAHHH ITS PERFECT!!! ITS ME!!! IT LOOKS SO GOOD OH MY GODDDDD IM SO HAPPY
here it is!!! 😎🔥
I LOVE IT SO MUCH RAAAHHH ITS PERFECT!!! ITS ME!!! IT LOOKS SO GOOD OH MY GODDDDD IM SO HAPPY
TS HURTS BAD !!!!!! HELLPPPPP not done yet
January 2, 2026 at 7:25 PM
TS HURTS BAD !!!!!! HELLPPPPP not done yet
goofy ahh roblox screens i took
December 29, 2025 at 12:12 PM
goofy ahh roblox screens i took
my alt clothing arrived today AAAAA everything looks and fits so good I'm so happy ,,, so gender,,,, !!!!
December 26, 2025 at 8:37 PM
my alt clothing arrived today AAAAA everything looks and fits so good I'm so happy ,,, so gender,,,, !!!!
facial hair is really starting to come in 👀
this is like 4 days without shaving haha
also STARTING to get sideburn hair ugghhh❤️❤️💞💞❤️🔥🔥🔥 I love sideburns ahahah
this is like 4 days without shaving haha
also STARTING to get sideburn hair ugghhh❤️❤️💞💞❤️🔥🔥🔥 I love sideburns ahahah
December 25, 2025 at 8:25 PM
facial hair is really starting to come in 👀
this is like 4 days without shaving haha
also STARTING to get sideburn hair ugghhh❤️❤️💞💞❤️🔥🔥🔥 I love sideburns ahahah
this is like 4 days without shaving haha
also STARTING to get sideburn hair ugghhh❤️❤️💞💞❤️🔥🔥🔥 I love sideburns ahahah
finished the book.
these quotes killed me. gave me chills and had to try not to cry reading this at work 😔✌️✌️
ouch.
these quotes killed me. gave me chills and had to try not to cry reading this at work 😔✌️✌️
ouch.
December 23, 2025 at 8:28 AM
finished the book.
these quotes killed me. gave me chills and had to try not to cry reading this at work 😔✌️✌️
ouch.
these quotes killed me. gave me chills and had to try not to cry reading this at work 😔✌️✌️
ouch.
some pics of my fit for the christmas work party today 😎🔥 had to make sure I was the gayest one there
ugh I wish I looked more masc though. blehhh
ugh I wish I looked more masc though. blehhh
December 21, 2025 at 6:09 AM
some pics of my fit for the christmas work party today 😎🔥 had to make sure I was the gayest one there
ugh I wish I looked more masc though. blehhh
ugh I wish I looked more masc though. blehhh
this page brought up some memories
sh tw in the replies
sh tw in the replies
December 19, 2025 at 11:47 AM
this page brought up some memories
sh tw in the replies
sh tw in the replies
I relate to this character so much it makes me nauseous
I mean obviously I've deeply related to a character but . this is current life me . I never see this. this is how my thoughts work ,, and , just everything,,, ive never seen someone like me
I mean obviously I've deeply related to a character but . this is current life me . I never see this. this is how my thoughts work ,, and , just everything,,, ive never seen someone like me
December 17, 2025 at 11:51 AM
I relate to this character so much it makes me nauseous
I mean obviously I've deeply related to a character but . this is current life me . I never see this. this is how my thoughts work ,, and , just everything,,, ive never seen someone like me
I mean obviously I've deeply related to a character but . this is current life me . I never see this. this is how my thoughts work ,, and , just everything,,, ive never seen someone like me
thank you youtube
December 15, 2025 at 11:49 AM
thank you youtube
omg this color looks SO hot
supposed to be a little more purple but fuck it we ball 😎✌️
supposed to be a little more purple but fuck it we ball 😎✌️
December 14, 2025 at 7:56 AM
omg this color looks SO hot
supposed to be a little more purple but fuck it we ball 😎✌️
supposed to be a little more purple but fuck it we ball 😎✌️
the fit is so peak 😔🙏🔥 inspired by my old roblox avatar 🔥🔥🔥
(this shirt is so funny to me I'm not serious dw)
(this shirt is so funny to me I'm not serious dw)
December 12, 2025 at 5:40 PM
the fit is so peak 😔🙏🔥 inspired by my old roblox avatar 🔥🔥🔥
(this shirt is so funny to me I'm not serious dw)
(this shirt is so funny to me I'm not serious dw)
okay but like literally
November 25, 2025 at 11:46 AM
okay but like literally
started playing roblox forsaken and I am such an elliot main i love this goofy little pizza man I love him
#roblox #forsaken #robloxforsaken #forsakenelliot
#roblox #forsaken #robloxforsaken #forsakenelliot
November 25, 2025 at 11:42 AM
started playing roblox forsaken and I am such an elliot main i love this goofy little pizza man I love him
#roblox #forsaken #robloxforsaken #forsakenelliot
#roblox #forsaken #robloxforsaken #forsakenelliot
November 19, 2025 at 3:56 AM
oh my god oh my god Sebastian is going to get here today omg omg ofmfog txkdnskd
November 18, 2025 at 3:02 PM
oh my god oh my god Sebastian is going to get here today omg omg ofmfog txkdnskd
I love this dumb game so much lmao
November 17, 2025 at 7:08 PM
I love this dumb game so much lmao
I did send him an amazon gift card though and got a response eeehehehehe
he made a wishlist so other people bought him stuff that he's going to open on stream
kinda parasocial but whatever he writes cool books ehehehe I like our little community of freaks
he made a wishlist so other people bought him stuff that he's going to open on stream
kinda parasocial but whatever he writes cool books ehehehe I like our little community of freaks
November 16, 2025 at 7:45 AM
I did send him an amazon gift card though and got a response eeehehehehe
he made a wishlist so other people bought him stuff that he's going to open on stream
kinda parasocial but whatever he writes cool books ehehehe I like our little community of freaks
he made a wishlist so other people bought him stuff that he's going to open on stream
kinda parasocial but whatever he writes cool books ehehehe I like our little community of freaks
ugh i love wearing boy clothes . so effortless , so comfy , yet still adorable ?? UGHHH 💞💞
fucking love this sweater more boys need to wear sweaters NOW !!!
fucking love this sweater more boys need to wear sweaters NOW !!!
November 15, 2025 at 4:45 AM
ugh i love wearing boy clothes . so effortless , so comfy , yet still adorable ?? UGHHH 💞💞
fucking love this sweater more boys need to wear sweaters NOW !!!
fucking love this sweater more boys need to wear sweaters NOW !!!
testosterone is turning my hands so sexy holy shit
November 11, 2025 at 6:10 PM
testosterone is turning my hands so sexy holy shit