song lan suffering hours
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rachel, she/her, 30's. gay murder boy enthusiast. mostly mdzs (yi city sun, xiyao moon) and other BLs https://archiveofourown.org/users/tilwesink/works
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i think he would really get a kick out of a lot of the adaptations tbh
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why is it every time i attend a drag show for these specific bitches i gotta hold props for half the show
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thru the power of faith and song lan’s gigantic dick
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so apparently there is a dyke kink event happening in the basement and i’ve just realized that’s what specifically for my wristband is for so the bouncer looked at me and said “yes, this is what you are here for, not the drag queens upstairs” 💀
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love being a local; there was supposed to be a cover tonight (it’s pride whatever 🙄) so i reached for my wallet but the bouncer just grabbed my wrist and slapped a wristband on it 😂
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pray for all of my drag friends this week, my favorite just posted her schedule and she’s doing three performances in a row at three different bars TONIGHT. i am only attending one. godspeed bitch happy pride
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also from the yi city feed, there are dozens of us! DOZENS

i literally never see hate anymore to the point i legit forget anyone doesn’t like xue yang lol. it really sucks they made fandom awful for you! yi city is the best place here you should come hang out if you want
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This is what i made for the problematic bang this year, it's uhhhh yeah. also the art is SO good
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It's time for @problematicbigbang.bsky.social posting!

INFATUATION
SXX, 7k, M
💀Song Lan is still here, thousands of years later
💀Immortality will do a number on you
💀Is he doomed to repeat the same mistakes?

archiveofourown.org/works/66600631

Including ART HERE: www.tumblr.com/minimumviabl...
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it’s so laid back, honestly. the mods are the most chill
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The creation period is really long too, so if you have a lot of stuff going on through the new year, don't worry about it!
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I had a lot of fun doing this over the spring/summer this year and I'd love for more MDZS folks to come participate! It's a nice little inclusive community and an excuse to go wild making something fucked up lol
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songxue are desperately trying to escape the tropes but he keeps dragging them back in
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this will be going on my exchange prompts and if no one writes it, i will write it for myself
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hallmark holiday movie but it's songxuexiao and at least two of them are hyper aware of the genre they are in and they hate it
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i think about this video every year. he gets it, he understands www.tiktok.com/@mattketaian...
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it is pride week in my city so i have repeated this reference to everyone who's asked if I have any plans and it's the straights laugh and the gays just nod sagely, eye bags already covered in concealer
lady gaga says no sleep bus club another club plane next place on the screen
Alt: lady gaga says no sleep bus club another club plane next place on the screen
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why must i have Job why can i not simply Write Blorbos
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That sounds so fun!! I would love to make the craft night at mine but it's unfortunately on a night I have another obligation
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the people who claim to hate these spaces have been maybe once in the past 10 years and it was for a big once a year pride event, like obviously that's gonna be huge and overwhelming. congrats on remembering that you're gay once a year, some of us are here 24/7/365
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Things happening at the gay bars in my city this week that are not DJ dance parties or drag shows:
- crafting/diy project night
- show and tell
- amateur talent show
- tv show watch parties
- afternoon tea
- bingo
- various fundraisers

and also just chilling on the patio at all opening hours
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every time an older queer person who literally never hangs out with the community and hardly leaves their house asks me what there is to do that isn't a bar I want to scream. Listen To Me. The bars are a social place. They are not Loud Music Dance Hookup Alcohol 100% of the time.
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I mean it does say "probs" not "definitely" which I think leaves room for interpretation either way

also not mine, someone at autostraddle made it like 15 years ago 😂