Venom
@venomsys.bsky.social
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They/Them DID System Bodily 24 Married Lesbian Polyfragmented Fictive-heavy Nonbinary sapphic Luka truther 🏳️‍⚧️👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩 Current Hosts: 🐳 Jax, 🦚 Felix, 💟 Evan MINORS DNI
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💟 soft wife who makes you gentle
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Getting really into cheese
🦚 Yay chicken!
We (Felix and Evan) are too focused on choreographing Candy Store from Heathers
Idk how you guys are attracted to your headmates we're too focused on surviving and not killing each other
You should post the things that make you happy anywhere and everywhere that you go to express yourself. Your account is a megaphone, a diary, and a scrap book all at once.
[Arlecchino]

• They/He/She
• Late 20’s
• Role: Protector, Caretaker, Trauma Holder
• Source: Arlecchino from Genshin Impact
• Tag: 🔭
a white haired anime character with a red rose in his hand
ALT: a white haired anime character with a red rose in his hand
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[Ashera]

• They/He/It
• Early 20’s
• Role: Symptom Holder, Protector
• Source: Wanderer from Genshin Impact
• Tag: 🦋
a cartoon character with a blue hat is standing in a field of flowers
ALT: a cartoon character with a blue hat is standing in a field of flowers
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💟 I DELETED THE ENTIRE FUCKING HEADMATE INTRO THREAD AND NOT JUST MY FUCKING POST ON IT GODDAMN IT FUCK MY LIFE I AM GOING TO EAT A FUCKING HAMSTER AT THIS RATE FUCK
💟 Fuck it. This one’s too funny to leave in the DID server /ij
Evan
• He/Him
• Tag 💟
• Source: Multifictive - Jax from TADC, Ivan from Alnst, HABIT from EMH, JD from Heathers (movie)
Reading that just grossed me out
Every alnst fictive in the brain so far has memories that don’t align with their source to some extent, but the entire core of who I am is so different. My struggles aren’t about unrequited attraction, it’s about fear vs trust, learning to value family over survival
🟪 Finally bit the bullet and read my own wiki page 🙃
Shocked how a lot of events or elements are the same as I remember but with completely different context or details.
I know multifictives tend to have more canon-divergent memories, but… bleh
These are good too
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Before you buy Girl Scout cookies you should know they support transgender girls and reject donations from anti-transgender organizations. Then buy a couple more boxes
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reminder that pomni is not a clown, she's a jester. kaufmo is a clown.
Nah this one’s coming off Twitter
🟪 My wife is so nice to me
🟪 The duality of man (only two songs that make me feel anything)
🦚 I think maybe it’s time to try Zoloft again

Being unmedicated for so long felt like something to be proud of, but there’s no pride to be taken in neglecting your health. Just because I’m able to function without meds, doesn’t mean it’s the best way to live. Treatment is part of being an adult.
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Gluing myself to front as a constant distraction and relying solely on muscle memory to operate on autopilot may have been an effective masking technique for work and day to day life, but it doesn’t seem to have proved beneficial in the long run. I still need to feel more myself, but I’m learning.
May also be why I’m stuck in my early 20’s when I should be like a decade and a half older
🦚 I think that maybe running from my trauma and adapting what I thought was Default Venom Personality to fill in the gaps of myself that I couldn’t remember fully may have been why I crashed out so hard after staying in front for two weeks straight immediately upon realizing my own existence.