Ash's Thoughts 📘
@ashanashdiary.bsky.social
What the mind of a broken-hearted person looks like.
Posts Will Contain: Violence, Satan, Mental Health, Disorders, Depression, Self-hatred, & more. You HAVE, been warned.
Posts Will Contain: Violence, Satan, Mental Health, Disorders, Depression, Self-hatred, & more. You HAVE, been warned.
Block me if you want.. i just hope & pray that you'll understand me one day.
Take care friend. 😮💨❤️🩹
Take care friend. 😮💨❤️🩹
September 21, 2024 at 5:37 AM
Block me if you want.. i just hope & pray that you'll understand me one day.
Take care friend. 😮💨❤️🩹
Take care friend. 😮💨❤️🩹
But i guess that wasn't lookes at that way. I guess i was too annoying about trying to care for you & help you understand things.
Esp since as a friend, if i see smth that i think isn't right. Then i should speak up. & so i did. & then i got shut out.. so which it is? You want me to talk or not?
Esp since as a friend, if i see smth that i think isn't right. Then i should speak up. & so i did. & then i got shut out.. so which it is? You want me to talk or not?
September 21, 2024 at 5:36 AM
But i guess that wasn't lookes at that way. I guess i was too annoying about trying to care for you & help you understand things.
Esp since as a friend, if i see smth that i think isn't right. Then i should speak up. & so i did. & then i got shut out.. so which it is? You want me to talk or not?
Esp since as a friend, if i see smth that i think isn't right. Then i should speak up. & so i did. & then i got shut out.. so which it is? You want me to talk or not?
But if things take a turn on you & it hurts you... Don't say that you weren't warned. Because i did my best to be a good friend that i am able to be. But clearly u had more important things to do than take my advice into consideration..
Bc as an adult, it's my job to teach & protect the best i can.
Bc as an adult, it's my job to teach & protect the best i can.
September 21, 2024 at 5:33 AM
But if things take a turn on you & it hurts you... Don't say that you weren't warned. Because i did my best to be a good friend that i am able to be. But clearly u had more important things to do than take my advice into consideration..
Bc as an adult, it's my job to teach & protect the best i can.
Bc as an adult, it's my job to teach & protect the best i can.
It hurts watching this..
I've tried to be nice, i've tired to be patient, i've tried to tell & warn u but u just don't listen..
Still complaining abt not hving more ppl on here, Went behind Matt's back.. i can't.
I tried to help, but u clearly dont want it. So i'll take the hint & leave.
I've tried to be nice, i've tired to be patient, i've tried to tell & warn u but u just don't listen..
Still complaining abt not hving more ppl on here, Went behind Matt's back.. i can't.
I tried to help, but u clearly dont want it. So i'll take the hint & leave.
September 21, 2024 at 5:31 AM
It hurts watching this..
I've tried to be nice, i've tired to be patient, i've tried to tell & warn u but u just don't listen..
Still complaining abt not hving more ppl on here, Went behind Matt's back.. i can't.
I tried to help, but u clearly dont want it. So i'll take the hint & leave.
I've tried to be nice, i've tired to be patient, i've tried to tell & warn u but u just don't listen..
Still complaining abt not hving more ppl on here, Went behind Matt's back.. i can't.
I tried to help, but u clearly dont want it. So i'll take the hint & leave.
I don't want to block u or mute certain *WORDS & ACCS*, but i feel like i hv no choice.
I tried so painfully hard to be patient for you, bc i know how young you are. But this constant back to back nonsense & even tending to disregard anything i tell you that what you're doing is wrong.. im done. 🥲
I tried so painfully hard to be patient for you, bc i know how young you are. But this constant back to back nonsense & even tending to disregard anything i tell you that what you're doing is wrong.. im done. 🥲
September 21, 2024 at 5:26 AM
I don't want to block u or mute certain *WORDS & ACCS*, but i feel like i hv no choice.
I tried so painfully hard to be patient for you, bc i know how young you are. But this constant back to back nonsense & even tending to disregard anything i tell you that what you're doing is wrong.. im done. 🥲
I tried so painfully hard to be patient for you, bc i know how young you are. But this constant back to back nonsense & even tending to disregard anything i tell you that what you're doing is wrong.. im done. 🥲
How can you get all sad whenever i leave, but yet you continue to do stuff that pains me.. I WANT to talk to you & be with you on here but ur making it so hard & difficult for me to enjoy ur company on here..
I feel like leaving once again, but for good.. I'm literally so sick of this.. it hurts 💔
I feel like leaving once again, but for good.. I'm literally so sick of this.. it hurts 💔
September 21, 2024 at 5:22 AM
How can you get all sad whenever i leave, but yet you continue to do stuff that pains me.. I WANT to talk to you & be with you on here but ur making it so hard & difficult for me to enjoy ur company on here..
I feel like leaving once again, but for good.. I'm literally so sick of this.. it hurts 💔
I feel like leaving once again, but for good.. I'm literally so sick of this.. it hurts 💔
I SHOULD'VE LISTENED TO MYSELF & LEAVE FOR GOOD! I'M SUCH AN F-ING IDIOT!!! I HATE MYSELF
September 18, 2024 at 9:51 PM
I SHOULD'VE LISTENED TO MYSELF & LEAVE FOR GOOD! I'M SUCH AN F-ING IDIOT!!! I HATE MYSELF
I just need to go breathe.. because i can't.
September 18, 2024 at 9:50 PM
I just need to go breathe.. because i can't.
I wish i was numb to pain..
September 18, 2024 at 8:37 PM
I wish i was numb to pain..
But dude i seriously feel like crying because of how scared i was.. His creepy face horrifys me.. i hate it. He even looked around, had his eyes open wide, looked at me for a good solid 10 seconds- Like just leave stuff outside my room atp & screw off-
Keep your creepy self away from me & my room..
Keep your creepy self away from me & my room..
September 18, 2024 at 8:33 PM
But dude i seriously feel like crying because of how scared i was.. His creepy face horrifys me.. i hate it. He even looked around, had his eyes open wide, looked at me for a good solid 10 seconds- Like just leave stuff outside my room atp & screw off-
Keep your creepy self away from me & my room..
Keep your creepy self away from me & my room..
I'm trying my best to calm down & breathe.. i asked God to help me. Thank you. Sorry for my stress..
September 18, 2024 at 8:28 PM
I'm trying my best to calm down & breathe.. i asked God to help me. Thank you. Sorry for my stress..
*just distract yourself Ash, he's just a creep.. At least he didn't touch you & didn't stay for long. I need to relax before it starts hurting more.*
Had to block my door up bc i srsly don't want him coming back. My room is supposed to be my safe space. But now im scared that he'll do this more..
Had to block my door up bc i srsly don't want him coming back. My room is supposed to be my safe space. But now im scared that he'll do this more..
September 18, 2024 at 8:18 PM
*just distract yourself Ash, he's just a creep.. At least he didn't touch you & didn't stay for long. I need to relax before it starts hurting more.*
Had to block my door up bc i srsly don't want him coming back. My room is supposed to be my safe space. But now im scared that he'll do this more..
Had to block my door up bc i srsly don't want him coming back. My room is supposed to be my safe space. But now im scared that he'll do this more..
Great.. now i need to take my Asprin thanks to that -ick.. my blood is boiling because of the trauma flashbacks he gave me.. gosh i actually want to hate him so bad..
September 18, 2024 at 8:10 PM
Great.. now i need to take my Asprin thanks to that -ick.. my blood is boiling because of the trauma flashbacks he gave me.. gosh i actually want to hate him so bad..
Nah dude, i'm actually so uncomfortable. My heart is heavy. Thanks you creepy frick. Now you killed my mood.. screw you.
September 18, 2024 at 8:05 PM
Nah dude, i'm actually so uncomfortable. My heart is heavy. Thanks you creepy frick. Now you killed my mood.. screw you.
But thank you regardless
September 18, 2024 at 8:03 PM
But thank you regardless
Ah, well i'm poor & even if i wasn't, i don't want to spend money on games unless it's for my Nintendo. Which, tbf, i kinda regret getting still since i had no idea Animal Crossing stopped updating until it was too late, & now i barely play it. So ya, i rather be smart with my money than throwing'em
September 18, 2024 at 8:03 PM
Ah, well i'm poor & even if i wasn't, i don't want to spend money on games unless it's for my Nintendo. Which, tbf, i kinda regret getting still since i had no idea Animal Crossing stopped updating until it was too late, & now i barely play it. So ya, i rather be smart with my money than throwing'em
Paid as in, paid access?
September 18, 2024 at 7:58 PM
Paid as in, paid access?
Wasn't it via Github or smth? Can't fully remember tho.
September 18, 2024 at 6:55 PM
Wasn't it via Github or smth? Can't fully remember tho.
I had a feeling that was the case, so i understand.
& yeah go right ahead. I'd love to hear them. 💙
& yeah go right ahead. I'd love to hear them. 💙
September 18, 2024 at 6:19 PM
I had a feeling that was the case, so i understand.
& yeah go right ahead. I'd love to hear them. 💙
& yeah go right ahead. I'd love to hear them. 💙
I feel so selfish with this because i'm the one that brought it up..
Now my mind is making me think that coming back was a bad idea, because i'm making a "bad impact" again..
So now i'm debating if i should've listened or not..
Now my mind is making me think that coming back was a bad idea, because i'm making a "bad impact" again..
So now i'm debating if i should've listened or not..
September 18, 2024 at 6:17 PM
I feel so selfish with this because i'm the one that brought it up..
Now my mind is making me think that coming back was a bad idea, because i'm making a "bad impact" again..
So now i'm debating if i should've listened or not..
Now my mind is making me think that coming back was a bad idea, because i'm making a "bad impact" again..
So now i'm debating if i should've listened or not..
