CyanideFIlledCandy
@cyanidefilledcandy.bsky.social
She/Her
I make videos and other things.
Etsy: https://cfcsymone.etsy.com
YT: https://www.youtube.com/@cyanidefilledcandy2
Kick: kick.com/cyanidefilledcandy
Twitch: twitch.tv/cyanidefilledcandy
I make videos and other things.
Etsy: https://cfcsymone.etsy.com
YT: https://www.youtube.com/@cyanidefilledcandy2
Kick: kick.com/cyanidefilledcandy
Twitch: twitch.tv/cyanidefilledcandy
I'm still thoroughly pissed off at my new therapist.
I'm in crisis, but answering every question the best my fogged brain can, clearly struggling and stumbling my words, and because I couldn't answer ONE question at the END of intake, I am "non-compliant"?
Like....BITCH!
I'm in crisis, but answering every question the best my fogged brain can, clearly struggling and stumbling my words, and because I couldn't answer ONE question at the END of intake, I am "non-compliant"?
Like....BITCH!
December 13, 2025 at 10:30 AM
I'm still thoroughly pissed off at my new therapist.
I'm in crisis, but answering every question the best my fogged brain can, clearly struggling and stumbling my words, and because I couldn't answer ONE question at the END of intake, I am "non-compliant"?
Like....BITCH!
I'm in crisis, but answering every question the best my fogged brain can, clearly struggling and stumbling my words, and because I couldn't answer ONE question at the END of intake, I am "non-compliant"?
Like....BITCH!
Dude....I never knew it would be THIS freaking hard to play my games on a second monitor... (._.)
((Maybe because it's literally never been this hard to play games on a second monitor!! WTF?!!))
((Maybe because it's literally never been this hard to play games on a second monitor!! WTF?!!))
December 12, 2025 at 1:39 AM
Dude....I never knew it would be THIS freaking hard to play my games on a second monitor... (._.)
((Maybe because it's literally never been this hard to play games on a second monitor!! WTF?!!))
((Maybe because it's literally never been this hard to play games on a second monitor!! WTF?!!))
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can draw pretty much anybody you want me to. will be fully colored. comment here or message me if you're interested. will be running these for about 3 weeks
#ych #yourcharacterhere #ychcomm
#ych #yourcharacterhere #ychcomm
December 10, 2025 at 8:36 AM
can draw pretty much anybody you want me to. will be fully colored. comment here or message me if you're interested. will be running these for about 3 weeks
#ych #yourcharacterhere #ychcomm
#ych #yourcharacterhere #ychcomm
You know....it is so genuinely cool seeing how far some of my favorite YouTubers have come.
Like I remember YEARS ago when JSE was playing like the first iteration of Coffee Tycoon and kinda jokingly mentioned starting a coffee company.....only to do just that a few years later. :)
Like I remember YEARS ago when JSE was playing like the first iteration of Coffee Tycoon and kinda jokingly mentioned starting a coffee company.....only to do just that a few years later. :)
December 11, 2025 at 11:48 PM
You know....it is so genuinely cool seeing how far some of my favorite YouTubers have come.
Like I remember YEARS ago when JSE was playing like the first iteration of Coffee Tycoon and kinda jokingly mentioned starting a coffee company.....only to do just that a few years later. :)
Like I remember YEARS ago when JSE was playing like the first iteration of Coffee Tycoon and kinda jokingly mentioned starting a coffee company.....only to do just that a few years later. :)
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As someone with severe chronophobia, I thank you. :3 💜
December 10, 2025 at 6:40 PM
As someone with severe chronophobia, I thank you. :3 💜
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would anyone like to be my first order in a bit? 🥹🫶🏼
hii everybun 🩷🎀 a small heads up that both chibi and jumbo Valentine are getting close to selling out! I've got only 5 jumbo and just 3 chibis left for grabs! 🥺
I'm so grateful for the support on these kitties! tysm always 🌸🩷😭
strawbunnycake.com
I'm so grateful for the support on these kitties! tysm always 🌸🩷😭
strawbunnycake.com
December 10, 2025 at 3:06 PM
would anyone like to be my first order in a bit? 🥹🫶🏼
Dude, I never thought fucking South Park would make me cry...
That was not on my life bingo card, but here we are. What a world...
That was not on my life bingo card, but here we are. What a world...
December 10, 2025 at 1:07 AM
Dude, I never thought fucking South Park would make me cry...
That was not on my life bingo card, but here we are. What a world...
That was not on my life bingo card, but here we are. What a world...
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![theory of chronic illness [a venn diagram the yellow circle says my life and the red circle says my illness and where they meet int he middle is the ideal]
the reality of chronic illness [venn diagram - red circle is my illness and a tiny yellow circle inside of it says my life]
the truth of chronic illness - [a blue circle that says 'i spend at home in or bed' and a tiny blue circle inside of it says 'times people see me and think i'm doing great'](https://cdn.bsky.app/img/feed_thumbnail/plain/did:plc:dbzmdmsaz6lkhb4tv3culzme/bafkreifn3lsamw7l7vnwxyduuytszj2igkhrwipf2ajsc3426akubeagfm@jpeg)
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Why is the grown up, Goth version of my first Tomogachi here?!! (O_o)
December 7, 2025 at 7:53 PM
Why is the grown up, Goth version of my first Tomogachi here?!! (O_o)
I swear the Universe hates it when I'm even slightly at peace because the moment I feel like I can breathe a little, everything explodes again... -_-
Suffice it to say that if I did continue on to work, I would've wound up institutionalized because I had a TERRIBLE mental breakdown.
Suffice it to say that if I did continue on to work, I would've wound up institutionalized because I had a TERRIBLE mental breakdown.
December 7, 2025 at 1:51 PM
I swear the Universe hates it when I'm even slightly at peace because the moment I feel like I can breathe a little, everything explodes again... -_-
Suffice it to say that if I did continue on to work, I would've wound up institutionalized because I had a TERRIBLE mental breakdown.
Suffice it to say that if I did continue on to work, I would've wound up institutionalized because I had a TERRIBLE mental breakdown.
*Living in this man-made hellscape
December 7, 2025 at 1:50 PM
*Living in this man-made hellscape
You know, this has actually been on my mind constantly the past few weeks.
A sign, perhaps? 👀
A sign, perhaps? 👀
I've slapped together approximately 173 pages of material that aims to teach programming a personal website with HTML and CSS to artists, animators, writers, music producers, etc.
F*ck It, Let's Make a Website Part 1 is now live ✨
Go here to read: bit.ly/filmawPartOne
More info below 👇
F*ck It, Let's Make a Website Part 1 is now live ✨
Go here to read: bit.ly/filmawPartOne
More info below 👇
December 7, 2025 at 11:09 AM
You know, this has actually been on my mind constantly the past few weeks.
A sign, perhaps? 👀
A sign, perhaps? 👀
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You can be anything you want.
Be the thing in the swamp.
Be the witch in the bog.
Be the ghost in the attic.
Be the horror in the forest.
Be the light in the darkness, drawing travelers towards their inevitable and messy doom.
Be the thing in the swamp.
Be the witch in the bog.
Be the ghost in the attic.
Be the horror in the forest.
Be the light in the darkness, drawing travelers towards their inevitable and messy doom.
December 7, 2025 at 3:41 AM
You can be anything you want.
Be the thing in the swamp.
Be the witch in the bog.
Be the ghost in the attic.
Be the horror in the forest.
Be the light in the darkness, drawing travelers towards their inevitable and messy doom.
Be the thing in the swamp.
Be the witch in the bog.
Be the ghost in the attic.
Be the horror in the forest.
Be the light in the darkness, drawing travelers towards their inevitable and messy doom.
So, I'm 35.
I have officially fufilled my contractual obligation to my brother. :p
I have officially fufilled my contractual obligation to my brother. :p
December 5, 2025 at 7:41 PM
So, I'm 35.
I have officially fufilled my contractual obligation to my brother. :p
I have officially fufilled my contractual obligation to my brother. :p
How the hell you introduce a flex pay option for a low income apartment complex and have it be based on credit? 🤦🏾♀️🖕
December 3, 2025 at 10:21 PM
How the hell you introduce a flex pay option for a low income apartment complex and have it be based on credit? 🤦🏾♀️🖕
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God, I hate it when tech is designed stupidly. I get needing to be at my job's location to clock in....but not to clock out.
Bitch, if you thinking I'm driving back to my job just to clock out, you have batty. 😐
Bitch, if you thinking I'm driving back to my job just to clock out, you have batty. 😐
November 30, 2025 at 3:42 AM
God, I hate it when tech is designed stupidly. I get needing to be at my job's location to clock in....but not to clock out.
Bitch, if you thinking I'm driving back to my job just to clock out, you have batty. 😐
Bitch, if you thinking I'm driving back to my job just to clock out, you have batty. 😐
So one of my accounts got hacked. :/
I seriously don’t get why. I have literally nothing on there. The account was made so my friends and I could RP and that's IT.
Why someone would feel the need to steal an account of personal writing of OCs is beyond me, but... 🤷🏾♀️
I seriously don’t get why. I have literally nothing on there. The account was made so my friends and I could RP and that's IT.
Why someone would feel the need to steal an account of personal writing of OCs is beyond me, but... 🤷🏾♀️
November 26, 2025 at 12:28 PM
So one of my accounts got hacked. :/
I seriously don’t get why. I have literally nothing on there. The account was made so my friends and I could RP and that's IT.
Why someone would feel the need to steal an account of personal writing of OCs is beyond me, but... 🤷🏾♀️
I seriously don’t get why. I have literally nothing on there. The account was made so my friends and I could RP and that's IT.
Why someone would feel the need to steal an account of personal writing of OCs is beyond me, but... 🤷🏾♀️
I feel like "I have no mouth and I must scream" is a good summary of my life... :/
(Or maybe "I have a mouth, but I can't scream".)
(Or maybe "I have a mouth, but I can't scream".)
November 22, 2025 at 3:45 AM
I feel like "I have no mouth and I must scream" is a good summary of my life... :/
(Or maybe "I have a mouth, but I can't scream".)
(Or maybe "I have a mouth, but I can't scream".)
On another note, I gotta stop logging into social media when I'm already pissed because it is a guarantee I'm going to see some stupidity that makes me madder and I tend to be a little more likely to respond instead of ignoring it like normal.
It's not like anyone is going to actually read it.
It's not like anyone is going to actually read it.
November 20, 2025 at 1:26 AM
On another note, I gotta stop logging into social media when I'm already pissed because it is a guarantee I'm going to see some stupidity that makes me madder and I tend to be a little more likely to respond instead of ignoring it like normal.
It's not like anyone is going to actually read it.
It's not like anyone is going to actually read it.
LRS
I will never forget how an artist had a meltdown and had to stay at a mental hospital because a so-called "ally" and "advoccate" forced them to go into graphic detail about their assault and retriggered her so that she could have "permission" to make her vent art.
I will never forget how an artist had a meltdown and had to stay at a mental hospital because a so-called "ally" and "advoccate" forced them to go into graphic detail about their assault and retriggered her so that she could have "permission" to make her vent art.
November 20, 2025 at 1:17 AM
LRS
I will never forget how an artist had a meltdown and had to stay at a mental hospital because a so-called "ally" and "advoccate" forced them to go into graphic detail about their assault and retriggered her so that she could have "permission" to make her vent art.
I will never forget how an artist had a meltdown and had to stay at a mental hospital because a so-called "ally" and "advoccate" forced them to go into graphic detail about their assault and retriggered her so that she could have "permission" to make her vent art.
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