Interesting thing with my SSRI meds and dreams is when I do have an anxiety based dream that requires me to do something I'm forced to in it, I'm finding my reaction to be almost zombified. I notice I have no emotion (no anxiety or fear) in that moment and wake up shortly after noticing this.
December 22, 2025 at 12:51 PM
Interesting thing with my SSRI meds and dreams is when I do have an anxiety based dream that requires me to do something I'm forced to in it, I'm finding my reaction to be almost zombified. I notice I have no emotion (no anxiety or fear) in that moment and wake up shortly after noticing this.
As an evening treat, I sometimes allow myself a bowl of cereal. In the future, Raisin Bran will be my evening treat, but this will do for now. Does this offend anyone?
December 16, 2025 at 1:35 AM
As an evening treat, I sometimes allow myself a bowl of cereal. In the future, Raisin Bran will be my evening treat, but this will do for now. Does this offend anyone?
I started new medication a few weeks ago to help manage my anxiety and depression. Over the weeks, I've been reflecting on how it's working, ways I'm managing any spikes in anxiety that start, and even what I want to do with this new baseline. One thing I miss is drawing and making art.
December 14, 2025 at 10:52 PM
I started new medication a few weeks ago to help manage my anxiety and depression. Over the weeks, I've been reflecting on how it's working, ways I'm managing any spikes in anxiety that start, and even what I want to do with this new baseline. One thing I miss is drawing and making art.
I’m trying to make it a habit to practice my PowerShell usage and better remember some easy commands so I can get basic network and hardware/software information on a machine I’m working on, rather than using the Windows UI all the time.
December 11, 2025 at 4:32 PM
I’m trying to make it a habit to practice my PowerShell usage and better remember some easy commands so I can get basic network and hardware/software information on a machine I’m working on, rather than using the Windows UI all the time.
Dripping wet this morning. Lubed up from the street. I do have to say, the bike lanes were clear and this was the best ride I’ve had in the last two weeks.
December 10, 2025 at 3:53 PM
Dripping wet this morning. Lubed up from the street. I do have to say, the bike lanes were clear and this was the best ride I’ve had in the last two weeks.
I was over here thinking at most a full fursuit was maybe $2k or $3k. A quick web search proved that I was wrong. A partial averages around ~$3k. Good to know… Expectations has been set.
December 9, 2025 at 8:41 PM
I was over here thinking at most a full fursuit was maybe $2k or $3k. A quick web search proved that I was wrong. A partial averages around ~$3k. Good to know… Expectations has been set.
I had a good time at Midwest FurFest this year. Something that I'll want to do in the future is network more before going again. I found myself alone most of the time, and me initially starting my SSRI didn't really help. Eventually, it will but for now, I have a couple more weeks of side effects.
December 7, 2025 at 11:07 PM
I had a good time at Midwest FurFest this year. Something that I'll want to do in the future is network more before going again. I found myself alone most of the time, and me initially starting my SSRI didn't really help. Eventually, it will but for now, I have a couple more weeks of side effects.