alex 🌟
@doctrbenzedrine.bsky.social
31yo 🩷💜💙| lakeffectkid on ao3 | she/her | in danmei hell forever | comics, anime, dnd | ahgase and myday | jiang cheng's wife | xicheng, 🍵🌸, and fengqing lover |
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alex 🌟
@doctrbenzedrine.bsky.social
· Nov 24
people want emotionally and morally complex characters in danmei and are given mu qing and Jiang Cheng and then complain when they're morally grey/complex and throw their toys out of their strollers like babies
reading a fic and trying to visualize the physics of what angle they're fucking at / how the positions are even possible is a science
December 23, 2025 at 1:08 AM
reading a fic and trying to visualize the physics of what angle they're fucking at / how the positions are even possible is a science
I know it's been said to death but Shane in glasses makes me insane
December 22, 2025 at 11:37 PM
I know it's been said to death but Shane in glasses makes me insane
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Hot and cold #heatedrivalry #hollanov
December 21, 2025 at 2:04 AM
Hot and cold #heatedrivalry #hollanov
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December 20, 2025 at 4:48 PM
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I am not immune to the Canadian Hockey Yaoi™ propaganda
Fic: “L’Appel du Vide” 4.3K | Rated E | Porn with Feelings | Pining while Fucking | PWP | Situationship of All Time | Hey Siri play 'Casual' by Chappell Roan | Canon Compliant
#HeatedRivalry #Hollanov
archiveofourown.org/works/76224496
Fic: “L’Appel du Vide” 4.3K | Rated E | Porn with Feelings | Pining while Fucking | PWP | Situationship of All Time | Hey Siri play 'Casual' by Chappell Roan | Canon Compliant
#HeatedRivalry #Hollanov
archiveofourown.org/works/76224496
December 22, 2025 at 10:44 PM
I am not immune to the Canadian Hockey Yaoi™ propaganda
Fic: “L’Appel du Vide” 4.3K | Rated E | Porn with Feelings | Pining while Fucking | PWP | Situationship of All Time | Hey Siri play 'Casual' by Chappell Roan | Canon Compliant
#HeatedRivalry #Hollanov
archiveofourown.org/works/76224496
Fic: “L’Appel du Vide” 4.3K | Rated E | Porn with Feelings | Pining while Fucking | PWP | Situationship of All Time | Hey Siri play 'Casual' by Chappell Roan | Canon Compliant
#HeatedRivalry #Hollanov
archiveofourown.org/works/76224496
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Work before the holidays has been soooo intense, but 2 days and I’m free til January 4th 😭❤️ Meanwhile I finally got in the mood over the weekend to continue this 2ha piece I started a year ago 🥲
December 22, 2025 at 11:06 AM
Work before the holidays has been soooo intense, but 2 days and I’m free til January 4th 😭❤️ Meanwhile I finally got in the mood over the weekend to continue this 2ha piece I started a year ago 🥲
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Haha don’t look at me
December 22, 2025 at 6:37 AM
Haha don’t look at me
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December 22, 2025 at 4:17 AM
my feet always feel pinchy/tingly after an iron infusion like why...I'm giving my stupid body what it needs
December 22, 2025 at 3:44 PM
my feet always feel pinchy/tingly after an iron infusion like why...I'm giving my stupid body what it needs
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SHEN YUAN: BIG BROTHERS WILL DROP EVERYTHING AND COME TO SEE YOU IF YOU COLLAPSE W SICKNESS
SHEN JIU: BIG BROTHERS MAKE EMPTY PROMISES TO COME BACK FOR YOU AND LEAVE YOU TO ROT
SHEN JIU: BIG BROTHERS MAKE EMPTY PROMISES TO COME BACK FOR YOU AND LEAVE YOU TO ROT
such a petulant and moe pose... sqq were you even trying? saw yqy and went you're my big brother who will drop everything and come to see me if something's wrong now
December 22, 2025 at 4:43 AM
SHEN YUAN: BIG BROTHERS WILL DROP EVERYTHING AND COME TO SEE YOU IF YOU COLLAPSE W SICKNESS
SHEN JIU: BIG BROTHERS MAKE EMPTY PROMISES TO COME BACK FOR YOU AND LEAVE YOU TO ROT
SHEN JIU: BIG BROTHERS MAKE EMPTY PROMISES TO COME BACK FOR YOU AND LEAVE YOU TO ROT
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wei wuxian is the type of guy who, whenever lwj plans to do anything (and thus spend time occupied with something other than him), would rest a hand on his stomach and go, "/But what about the baby??/" Bro does not have a womb. he will do this in front of anyone. he is shameless
November 13, 2024 at 1:19 PM
wei wuxian is the type of guy who, whenever lwj plans to do anything (and thus spend time occupied with something other than him), would rest a hand on his stomach and go, "/But what about the baby??/" Bro does not have a womb. he will do this in front of anyone. he is shameless
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Brief #wangxian thought for today:
wwx is signed to be on a missed connections reality show, where the constants are all people who've passed through his life at some point that could become a deeper relationship.
lwj, a guy he'd had an 8am course with in uni for exactly 5 weeks until wwx said
wwx is signed to be on a missed connections reality show, where the constants are all people who've passed through his life at some point that could become a deeper relationship.
lwj, a guy he'd had an 8am course with in uni for exactly 5 weeks until wwx said
December 22, 2025 at 12:09 AM
Brief #wangxian thought for today:
wwx is signed to be on a missed connections reality show, where the constants are all people who've passed through his life at some point that could become a deeper relationship.
lwj, a guy he'd had an 8am course with in uni for exactly 5 weeks until wwx said
wwx is signed to be on a missed connections reality show, where the constants are all people who've passed through his life at some point that could become a deeper relationship.
lwj, a guy he'd had an 8am course with in uni for exactly 5 weeks until wwx said
six game win streak that's what's good!!!!!
December 22, 2025 at 2:33 AM
six game win streak that's what's good!!!!!
I finished the long game and it really hit the spot
December 22, 2025 at 2:14 AM
I finished the long game and it really hit the spot
I swear all of this is just intensive research for the hockey xicheng fic, trust the process
December 22, 2025 at 12:39 AM
I swear all of this is just intensive research for the hockey xicheng fic, trust the process
nj devils alternate jerseys are emo kid bait and I'm upset at myself for wanting one purely for looks
December 22, 2025 at 12:28 AM
nj devils alternate jerseys are emo kid bait and I'm upset at myself for wanting one purely for looks
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xichen is having such a bad time and he's not even in the timeloop poor guy
December 21, 2025 at 11:43 PM
xichen is having such a bad time and he's not even in the timeloop poor guy
my grandmother died and maybe that's why I felt kinda off today, like there was a big shift in the universe or something
December 21, 2025 at 11:31 PM
my grandmother died and maybe that's why I felt kinda off today, like there was a big shift in the universe or something
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🐇 New Fic Alert:
The Homosexual Introvert's Guide to Heterosexual Speed Dating
🛻 MDZS, Wangxian
🛻 44,295 words
🛻 Fandom Trumps Hate
🛻 Speed Dating
🛻 Threat of Labubu
archiveofourown.org/works/76150411
The Homosexual Introvert's Guide to Heterosexual Speed Dating
🛻 MDZS, Wangxian
🛻 44,295 words
🛻 Fandom Trumps Hate
🛻 Speed Dating
🛻 Threat of Labubu
archiveofourown.org/works/76150411
December 21, 2025 at 8:06 PM
🐇 New Fic Alert:
The Homosexual Introvert's Guide to Heterosexual Speed Dating
🛻 MDZS, Wangxian
🛻 44,295 words
🛻 Fandom Trumps Hate
🛻 Speed Dating
🛻 Threat of Labubu
archiveofourown.org/works/76150411
The Homosexual Introvert's Guide to Heterosexual Speed Dating
🛻 MDZS, Wangxian
🛻 44,295 words
🛻 Fandom Trumps Hate
🛻 Speed Dating
🛻 Threat of Labubu
archiveofourown.org/works/76150411
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December 21, 2025 at 12:01 PM