alex 🌟
@doctrbenzedrine.bsky.social
31yo 🩷💜💙| lakeffectkid on ao3 | she/her | in danmei hell forever | comics, anime, dnd | ahgase and myday | jiang cheng's wife | xicheng, 🍵🌸, and fengqing lover |
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alex 🌟
@doctrbenzedrine.bsky.social
· Nov 24
people want emotionally and morally complex characters in danmei and are given mu qing and Jiang Cheng and then complain when they're morally grey/complex and throw their toys out of their strollers like babies
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“As it turns out” is absolutely killing me here
December 22, 2025 at 8:22 PM
“As it turns out” is absolutely killing me here
actually annoyed at seeing a tkachuk on my tv screen like yeah fuck off that was 100% a roughing penalty
December 24, 2025 at 12:41 AM
actually annoyed at seeing a tkachuk on my tv screen like yeah fuck off that was 100% a roughing penalty
since my grandmother died and left me money, we are in fact going to the bookstore with it 👏
December 23, 2025 at 10:29 PM
since my grandmother died and left me money, we are in fact going to the bookstore with it 👏
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This one is for all my FengQing lovers 🫣
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I made it last week actually but I didn’t have enough courage to post it ahhhh Anyway I hope you enjoy Feng Xin and Mu Qing having some quality time together 👉👈
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#tgcf #heavenofficialsblessing #fengqing #muqing #fengxin
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I made it last week actually but I didn’t have enough courage to post it ahhhh Anyway I hope you enjoy Feng Xin and Mu Qing having some quality time together 👉👈
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#tgcf #heavenofficialsblessing #fengqing #muqing #fengxin
December 23, 2025 at 6:45 PM
This one is for all my FengQing lovers 🫣
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I made it last week actually but I didn’t have enough courage to post it ahhhh Anyway I hope you enjoy Feng Xin and Mu Qing having some quality time together 👉👈
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#tgcf #heavenofficialsblessing #fengqing #muqing #fengxin
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I made it last week actually but I didn’t have enough courage to post it ahhhh Anyway I hope you enjoy Feng Xin and Mu Qing having some quality time together 👉👈
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#tgcf #heavenofficialsblessing #fengqing #muqing #fengxin
got my hands on mo du and I'm sooo ready to start it
December 23, 2025 at 7:04 PM
got my hands on mo du and I'm sooo ready to start it
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"megachurches are shen yun for white people" is an incredible and damning true statement
for all people make fun of falun gong, it's wild how much this is basically the same thing as shen yun
December 19, 2025 at 11:08 PM
"megachurches are shen yun for white people" is an incredible and damning true statement
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bingy really has the most lethal gap moe out of any existing and future character to ever exist. look at him. he can make your organs explode. he has ripped into his own brain. he is a cutie patootie
December 23, 2025 at 1:51 PM
bingy really has the most lethal gap moe out of any existing and future character to ever exist. look at him. he can make your organs explode. he has ripped into his own brain. he is a cutie patootie
reading a fic and trying to visualize the physics of what angle they're fucking at / how the positions are even possible is a science
December 23, 2025 at 1:08 AM
reading a fic and trying to visualize the physics of what angle they're fucking at / how the positions are even possible is a science
I know it's been said to death but Shane in glasses makes me insane
December 22, 2025 at 11:37 PM
I know it's been said to death but Shane in glasses makes me insane
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Hot and cold #heatedrivalry #hollanov
December 21, 2025 at 2:04 AM
Hot and cold #heatedrivalry #hollanov
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December 20, 2025 at 4:48 PM
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I am not immune to the Canadian Hockey Yaoi™ propaganda
Fic: “L’Appel du Vide” 4.3K | Rated E | Porn with Feelings | Pining while Fucking | PWP | Situationship of All Time | Hey Siri play 'Casual' by Chappell Roan | Canon Compliant
#HeatedRivalry #Hollanov
archiveofourown.org/works/76224496
Fic: “L’Appel du Vide” 4.3K | Rated E | Porn with Feelings | Pining while Fucking | PWP | Situationship of All Time | Hey Siri play 'Casual' by Chappell Roan | Canon Compliant
#HeatedRivalry #Hollanov
archiveofourown.org/works/76224496
December 22, 2025 at 10:44 PM
I am not immune to the Canadian Hockey Yaoi™ propaganda
Fic: “L’Appel du Vide” 4.3K | Rated E | Porn with Feelings | Pining while Fucking | PWP | Situationship of All Time | Hey Siri play 'Casual' by Chappell Roan | Canon Compliant
#HeatedRivalry #Hollanov
archiveofourown.org/works/76224496
Fic: “L’Appel du Vide” 4.3K | Rated E | Porn with Feelings | Pining while Fucking | PWP | Situationship of All Time | Hey Siri play 'Casual' by Chappell Roan | Canon Compliant
#HeatedRivalry #Hollanov
archiveofourown.org/works/76224496
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Work before the holidays has been soooo intense, but 2 days and I’m free til January 4th 😭❤️ Meanwhile I finally got in the mood over the weekend to continue this 2ha piece I started a year ago 🥲
December 22, 2025 at 11:06 AM
Work before the holidays has been soooo intense, but 2 days and I’m free til January 4th 😭❤️ Meanwhile I finally got in the mood over the weekend to continue this 2ha piece I started a year ago 🥲
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Haha don’t look at me
December 22, 2025 at 6:37 AM
Haha don’t look at me
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December 22, 2025 at 4:17 AM
my feet always feel pinchy/tingly after an iron infusion like why...I'm giving my stupid body what it needs
December 22, 2025 at 3:44 PM
my feet always feel pinchy/tingly after an iron infusion like why...I'm giving my stupid body what it needs
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SHEN YUAN: BIG BROTHERS WILL DROP EVERYTHING AND COME TO SEE YOU IF YOU COLLAPSE W SICKNESS
SHEN JIU: BIG BROTHERS MAKE EMPTY PROMISES TO COME BACK FOR YOU AND LEAVE YOU TO ROT
SHEN JIU: BIG BROTHERS MAKE EMPTY PROMISES TO COME BACK FOR YOU AND LEAVE YOU TO ROT
such a petulant and moe pose... sqq were you even trying? saw yqy and went you're my big brother who will drop everything and come to see me if something's wrong now
December 22, 2025 at 4:43 AM
SHEN YUAN: BIG BROTHERS WILL DROP EVERYTHING AND COME TO SEE YOU IF YOU COLLAPSE W SICKNESS
SHEN JIU: BIG BROTHERS MAKE EMPTY PROMISES TO COME BACK FOR YOU AND LEAVE YOU TO ROT
SHEN JIU: BIG BROTHERS MAKE EMPTY PROMISES TO COME BACK FOR YOU AND LEAVE YOU TO ROT
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wei wuxian is the type of guy who, whenever lwj plans to do anything (and thus spend time occupied with something other than him), would rest a hand on his stomach and go, "/But what about the baby??/" Bro does not have a womb. he will do this in front of anyone. he is shameless
November 13, 2024 at 1:19 PM
wei wuxian is the type of guy who, whenever lwj plans to do anything (and thus spend time occupied with something other than him), would rest a hand on his stomach and go, "/But what about the baby??/" Bro does not have a womb. he will do this in front of anyone. he is shameless
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Brief #wangxian thought for today:
wwx is signed to be on a missed connections reality show, where the constants are all people who've passed through his life at some point that could become a deeper relationship.
lwj, a guy he'd had an 8am course with in uni for exactly 5 weeks until wwx said
wwx is signed to be on a missed connections reality show, where the constants are all people who've passed through his life at some point that could become a deeper relationship.
lwj, a guy he'd had an 8am course with in uni for exactly 5 weeks until wwx said
December 22, 2025 at 12:09 AM
Brief #wangxian thought for today:
wwx is signed to be on a missed connections reality show, where the constants are all people who've passed through his life at some point that could become a deeper relationship.
lwj, a guy he'd had an 8am course with in uni for exactly 5 weeks until wwx said
wwx is signed to be on a missed connections reality show, where the constants are all people who've passed through his life at some point that could become a deeper relationship.
lwj, a guy he'd had an 8am course with in uni for exactly 5 weeks until wwx said
six game win streak that's what's good!!!!!
December 22, 2025 at 2:33 AM
six game win streak that's what's good!!!!!