only cool update i have is im done w all my surgeries and my ostomy is gone and a string of other highly misfortunate events that i cant get into bc i dont feel like crying but my stomach looks like this now
November 23, 2025 at 8:28 PM
only cool update i have is im done w all my surgeries and my ostomy is gone and a string of other highly misfortunate events that i cant get into bc i dont feel like crying but my stomach looks like this now
i forgot bsky existed im ngl
November 23, 2025 at 8:22 PM
i forgot bsky existed im ngl
idk anyone who uses grindr and doesnt come out terribly mentally damaged at the end of it
April 11, 2025 at 2:54 AM
idk anyone who uses grindr and doesnt come out terribly mentally damaged at the end of it
people are so fucking rude. i made a post in my ostomy group about having to dump my ostomy bag outside while fishing today and some mf is like "that is so disgusting and disrespectful you should have known better to have a ziploc bag to dump into if you dont have toilet access etc etc" like jesus-
March 29, 2025 at 8:51 PM
people are so fucking rude. i made a post in my ostomy group about having to dump my ostomy bag outside while fishing today and some mf is like "that is so disgusting and disrespectful you should have known better to have a ziploc bag to dump into if you dont have toilet access etc etc" like jesus-
every time i start to think about if i want a relationship with anyone i start to feel kind of a sense of dread about it which kind of sucks but im also not gonna go into anything knowing i feel that in the background of my mind like thats kinda fucked up i think
March 26, 2025 at 4:04 AM
every time i start to think about if i want a relationship with anyone i start to feel kind of a sense of dread about it which kind of sucks but im also not gonna go into anything knowing i feel that in the background of my mind like thats kinda fucked up i think
i draw all my strength from pretty girls who are nice to me
March 9, 2025 at 4:50 AM
i draw all my strength from pretty girls who are nice to me
girl i started to have a small crush on at the very tail end of manny and i's relationship when i had emotionally checked out of it but made myself forget it bc she lives states away and we rarely interacted and it felt useless to have any sort of interest has been talking to me a lot the past-
March 9, 2025 at 3:01 AM
girl i started to have a small crush on at the very tail end of manny and i's relationship when i had emotionally checked out of it but made myself forget it bc she lives states away and we rarely interacted and it felt useless to have any sort of interest has been talking to me a lot the past-
im like 60% sure i fucking hurt myself being back at work today and yesterday. im so worried i fucked myself DESPITE ABIDING BY MY RESTRICTIONS and that its going to do me real harm or fuck with my next surgery. im going to scream
March 7, 2025 at 5:28 AM
im like 60% sure i fucking hurt myself being back at work today and yesterday. im so worried i fucked myself DESPITE ABIDING BY MY RESTRICTIONS and that its going to do me real harm or fuck with my next surgery. im going to scream
doing this surgery and recovering from it is the hardest fucking thing ive ever done in my life and if u know me well enough, youd know thats saying a lot considering i have been through enough hardship for at least 5 lifetimes in my 29 years. im so over it. please god please i want it to be over
March 7, 2025 at 5:27 AM
doing this surgery and recovering from it is the hardest fucking thing ive ever done in my life and if u know me well enough, youd know thats saying a lot considering i have been through enough hardship for at least 5 lifetimes in my 29 years. im so over it. please god please i want it to be over
had a brief moment where i considered going back to self-harming but then diamonds and pearls came on spotify and i was like nvm im normal now
March 2, 2025 at 12:57 AM
had a brief moment where i considered going back to self-harming but then diamonds and pearls came on spotify and i was like nvm im normal now
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when mark mothersbaugh said "i poop, i pee..... help me" i FELT that
February 27, 2025 at 3:30 AM
when mark mothersbaugh said "i poop, i pee..... help me" i FELT that
texts from ur dad that make ur heart happy (had to document)
February 26, 2025 at 7:22 PM
texts from ur dad that make ur heart happy (had to document)
my dad really likes corrido
February 22, 2025 at 7:35 PM
my dad really likes corrido
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fuck it pic of my stoma on main. my stupid glossy pink donut. my pseudo-asshole for the next 6-12 months until my jpouch and ileo-reversal surgeries. i hate this fucking thing. all it does is fart and output during bag changes and bag emptyings
February 18, 2025 at 11:21 PM
fuck it pic of my stoma on main. my stupid glossy pink donut. my pseudo-asshole for the next 6-12 months until my jpouch and ileo-reversal surgeries. i hate this fucking thing. all it does is fart and output during bag changes and bag emptyings
ever since surgery im kind of mentally struggling to sleep alone and idk why. i think probably too many changes that affect every little thing i do now, including how i sleep, and i just dont like feeling alone w it. so sleepy and wanna nap but tfw no one to lay and fall asleep with
February 11, 2025 at 7:56 PM
ever since surgery im kind of mentally struggling to sleep alone and idk why. i think probably too many changes that affect every little thing i do now, including how i sleep, and i just dont like feeling alone w it. so sleepy and wanna nap but tfw no one to lay and fall asleep with
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i b usin humor a lot but underneath it all i uhh really fucking hate having an ostomy. i hate the way it feels emotionally and especially phsyically. seeing my stoma makes me panic and cry. i already had major body issues that are now 100x worse. i fucking pray to god my future jpouch is successful
February 11, 2025 at 5:02 AM
i b usin humor a lot but underneath it all i uhh really fucking hate having an ostomy. i hate the way it feels emotionally and especially phsyically. seeing my stoma makes me panic and cry. i already had major body issues that are now 100x worse. i fucking pray to god my future jpouch is successful
my fav thing about these pics of me freshly woken up from surgery is that i do not remember taking a single one of them
February 10, 2025 at 6:16 AM
my fav thing about these pics of me freshly woken up from surgery is that i do not remember taking a single one of them
the fact that i still have WEEKS of feeling this way depresses me. i cant work and none of this qualifies for short term disability so my money situation is about to be a huge headache
February 6, 2025 at 9:26 PM
the fact that i still have WEEKS of feeling this way depresses me. i cant work and none of this qualifies for short term disability so my money situation is about to be a huge headache
i hate this post-op shit, man. i constantly hurt and feel like shit. i can barely get up and move around. i hate needing help with every little thing. i hate being confined to my bed and rly only being able to get up to pee or empty my ostomy bag, and even that feels like a huge feat of strength
February 6, 2025 at 9:25 PM
i hate this post-op shit, man. i constantly hurt and feel like shit. i can barely get up and move around. i hate needing help with every little thing. i hate being confined to my bed and rly only being able to get up to pee or empty my ostomy bag, and even that feels like a huge feat of strength
i keep forgetting i have bluesky wwwwwwwhh
February 6, 2025 at 9:22 PM
i keep forgetting i have bluesky wwwwwwwhh
she seems today on my all you see til i violence and movies and sex on tv
January 28, 2025 at 4:45 AM
she seems today on my all you see til i violence and movies and sex on tv