Echinorlax
@echinorlax.bsky.social
Shut-in, #ASD, #Spoonie, mistakenly assigned as human at birth
Trying to find a way to thrive in... this (gestures widely to whole world)
*Freshly moved, Under Construction, spoon-levels low*
Trying to find a way to thrive in... this (gestures widely to whole world)
*Freshly moved, Under Construction, spoon-levels low*
To be clear, that's the only SANE thing left to do. There's also the insane alternative of just trudging on, the alternative I am going with, obviously. I don't think there's a single sane thing left in my live and I am a bit tired of it.
December 1, 2024 at 8:55 PM
To be clear, that's the only SANE thing left to do. There's also the insane alternative of just trudging on, the alternative I am going with, obviously. I don't think there's a single sane thing left in my live and I am a bit tired of it.
Yet, my premeeting anxiety pales in comparison with confusion I feel now. I feel like I am disintegrating. Panic attack is inbound.
How messed up my brain has to be to be in such disarray over a fact something good happened? Can this mess ever be sorted out? (2/2)
😵💫
How messed up my brain has to be to be in such disarray over a fact something good happened? Can this mess ever be sorted out? (2/2)
😵💫
February 19, 2024 at 4:01 PM
Yet, my premeeting anxiety pales in comparison with confusion I feel now. I feel like I am disintegrating. Panic attack is inbound.
How messed up my brain has to be to be in such disarray over a fact something good happened? Can this mess ever be sorted out? (2/2)
😵💫
How messed up my brain has to be to be in such disarray over a fact something good happened? Can this mess ever be sorted out? (2/2)
😵💫
The timetable is tight, but I keep my fingers crossed!
February 3, 2024 at 7:18 PM
The timetable is tight, but I keep my fingers crossed!
Reposted by Echinorlax
That's my main gripe with such called superheros:
They never appear to target the real problems, and when they do, they suspiciously always become supervillains.
They never appear to target the real problems, and when they do, they suspiciously always become supervillains.
January 28, 2024 at 11:12 PM
That's my main gripe with such called superheros:
They never appear to target the real problems, and when they do, they suspiciously always become supervillains.
They never appear to target the real problems, and when they do, they suspiciously always become supervillains.
Posting on bsky is also a proof of low in "low functioning" moving away from zero. And let's keep this account positive. Also, judging by percentage, this is a Critter account now :D
I think I'll start with C3, because, obviously, I was already hooked and I *need* to know what went next :P
(4/4)
I think I'll start with C3, because, obviously, I was already hooked and I *need* to know what went next :P
(4/4)
October 28, 2023 at 10:13 AM
Posting on bsky is also a proof of low in "low functioning" moving away from zero. And let's keep this account positive. Also, judging by percentage, this is a Critter account now :D
I think I'll start with C3, because, obviously, I was already hooked and I *need* to know what went next :P
(4/4)
I think I'll start with C3, because, obviously, I was already hooked and I *need* to know what went next :P
(4/4)
I am quite disappointed, though, it took only several months for the ability to feel negative emotions, like anger, to return - and it took seventeen months for me to feel consumption of art emotionally fulfilling again, even a little.
I could have used that boost in the healing, y' know? (3/)
I could have used that boost in the healing, y' know? (3/)
October 28, 2023 at 10:09 AM
I am quite disappointed, though, it took only several months for the ability to feel negative emotions, like anger, to return - and it took seventeen months for me to feel consumption of art emotionally fulfilling again, even a little.
I could have used that boost in the healing, y' know? (3/)
I could have used that boost in the healing, y' know? (3/)
I got interested around the time C3 started and it was a great entry point that got me completely hooked, but a total mental breakdown put it on hold in March '22, followed by gradual and slow af journey from near catatonia to apathy to low functioning - and it's very low-low, but it's there. (2/)
October 28, 2023 at 10:08 AM
I got interested around the time C3 started and it was a great entry point that got me completely hooked, but a total mental breakdown put it on hold in March '22, followed by gradual and slow af journey from near catatonia to apathy to low functioning - and it's very low-low, but it's there. (2/)