THANK U SO MUCH WAAAA

i hope i can get to the point of gf baking where i can start to wing it too :0

still crazy to me that i used to be on the max dose of vyvanse and zoloft AND drink 300mg of caffeine a day . all things considered im doing a lot better, caffeine is rare for me now, and im on half my previous dose of zoloft, plus im actually taking my heart meds again

that sounds so delicious omg do u have the recipe

GF ??? GIMME

thank u so much joz 🫂

missed u too dolly 🥺🫂🫂🫂

i dont think ill be very active on here anymore. bf is trying to recover from ana, and i don't want to drag him down with me. but i might still vent here if the ed voices get loud haha

so many things are better now but i still find myself longing to relapse. ive slipped into a pattern of gaining rapidly in the week after getting paid, then starving the rest of the month when i run out of food to binge on. it's exhausting.

also im addicted to nicotine now bc of stress lol

things are much, much better between me and bf. we're living together now and have worked thru a lot of important stuff. we've had some disagreements and some irritable moments but we haven't fought or had bpd splits on each other in months

my biggest wl motivation rn isnt even my appearance tho,, i need to lose fat for the warmer months or i will want to rip off my skin