Renée Renegade Angel
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godshawk.bsky.social
Renée Renegade Angel
@godshawk.bsky.social
mutant with a brain like swiss cheese. nothing but long ass legs, big brown eyes and pointy teeth. ice age now, make the North Sea walkable again. I live to bitch and whine
merry Christmas from this old bitch
December 25, 2025 at 1:36 PM
why did you transition, wrong answers only

I thought it would improve my quality of life and connect me with likeminded people where I would find belonging and peace
why did you transition, wrong answers only

i wanted a deal at sheila's wheels.
why did you transition, wrong answers only

Played Fenoxo games too much
December 24, 2025 at 7:15 AM
i ate three spoonfuls of cold beans from a can, frankly i should be worshiped for my perseverance with living.

also i got my grc today lol. idk, a bit of an anticlimax after everything. too anxious to celebrate as such. 13 years of bullshit of a bit of paper?
December 18, 2025 at 7:10 PM
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Dog-whistle and factually incorrect. Ladies, raise your hand if you were sexually assaulted by a boy at school? I’d wager this or a family member is most women’s first experience of sexual violence
December 18, 2025 at 4:15 PM
the week long anxiety attack shows no signs of going away. personally i think that i'm fucked and christmas is cancelled, i can't push to get the last most important people on my list gifts, i can't even eat or feel settled. i'm terrified of getting sectioned over the holidays because i've fucked up
December 17, 2025 at 7:38 AM
the stuff with my sister has me feeling so bad, the kids having contact with me was this dude's red line, and my sister said she felt icky agreeing to that, but she wants her kids. here's the thing- I want my sister to be ok but this guy just really fucking hates me
December 9, 2025 at 9:10 AM
he took the kids and dog and went to his mothers. its so psychotically cruel. he wanted my sister to move out, its her house, she obvs said so, so he took the kids and a bunch of stuff when she was at work. he says shes unfit to be a mother, but also this is temporary, but not for how long
November 7, 2025 at 8:15 PM
that dudes fully spiralling and has decided he's leaving my sister. he told her on the anniversary of our mum's death. ngl I think he's gone crazy, and I hope all the damage can be reversed. he's destroying his own life and hurting a lot of people
November 7, 2025 at 7:12 AM
I woke up relaxed today. talked to my dad yesterday. cried and got a dad hug. accessed some drop in mental health support. gonna get more tomorrow. my dad also gave me some cash because my bank had £2 in it. he'd offered before but I said no, money is evil, but not being able to afford food is worse
November 6, 2025 at 10:05 AM
todays the first day in a week i've not woken up heart pounding
November 5, 2025 at 9:39 AM
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Delighted Mamdani won. Good to wake up to some nice news for once. Gives us all a bit of hope.
November 5, 2025 at 8:17 AM
sry folks I don't mean to just vent personal shit at the moment but I'm just a sad crazy lonely woman in a house with 3 people irl that care about me without any bullshit or strings attached. the ICB cut all my mental health support and I need to get this out of me so I don't just ruminate on it
November 5, 2025 at 12:19 AM
my sisters been mad at me too but I really had to press her to say why. I'm apparently hot and cold, think I'm too cool to hang out, and ignore her children. I am bipolar. she and her husband are always yelling at each other and her children are violent. maybe that's why I stay away. too cool? lmao
November 5, 2025 at 12:16 AM
A good anxious disregulated thing to do is be awake from 6am, not eat anything til 2pm, have some cereal, feel like shit, and then eat a big back of crisps at 6.30 before having a somewhat normal meal an hour later. hydration? don't get me started.
November 4, 2025 at 6:32 PM
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[me, flying up to galactus on a tiny surfboard]: where's your poppy
October 30, 2025 at 8:09 AM
I've received some incel-sounding anime villain speech every few hours today, which is not very low-contact is it. I've tried being accommodating and ignored how angry and upset I am, but I've been trying to salvage something not worth salvaging. he's kind of just horrible. so I blocked him
November 1, 2025 at 2:39 AM
I could be meaner. I could be so much eviler.
October 31, 2025 at 12:53 PM
kicked from d&d and my brother-in-law doesn't want to see me in person anymore. he really is something else. the consequences of not taking Mr big man as seriously as he demands are an anime villain speech and being ostracised. mentally ill mf triggers other mentally ill mf. I'm over it already.
October 31, 2025 at 9:50 AM
d&d cancelled last minute. really peed off by how the dm talks to me ngl. it's really triggering and Ive got gut ache suppressing my crashout. second time in two weeks. he cancelled the session because confirming attendance the week before wasn't enough, I had to confirm today and didn't (was busy)
October 30, 2025 at 8:59 PM
a very successful day so far. I think I can treat myself to world of warcraft all afternoon with zero guilt.
October 30, 2025 at 11:18 AM
my plans to be ready and leave the house today before midday have also failed, but i achieved pretty much all my indoor tasks before doing so, have lunch bubbling in the slow cooker for when i return from errands, and have dinner planned out also, so i can't be disappointed.
October 29, 2025 at 12:32 PM
my my what a crop of bumptious honkys we have today. what evil wizard crawled up peoples' asses in the night? i feel left out
October 29, 2025 at 12:28 PM
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pessimists say it’s 50% empty
The piss tank on the ISS is now 50% full.
October 28, 2025 at 6:13 PM
my plans to be ready and leave the house before midday today have failed. idk why when I wash my hair I'm like 'time to take several hours to dry and straighten it while watching tiktoks'. I'm such a waster
October 28, 2025 at 12:14 PM