Nikki M
@humansunflower93.bsky.social
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"I need sun or I will die." She/her. 32. Canada. Queer. Blogger. SW 2011. My blog: http://adorablefluff.blogspot.com/
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humansunflower93.bsky.social
For those that didnt know Im an SW. I dont make content there anymore but I do have my page up and reupload weekly, there's years worth of content. If anybody is interested in following for free or subbing for 5 bucks a month that would be great. Thanks :).

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White woman wearing a pink lace leopard print crop top and pink panties with strawberries on them it says "strawberry community". Headless photo to show body. Posed with her hands up touching her shoulders. White woman wearing a pink lace leopard print crop top and pink panties with strawberries on them it says "strawberry community". Headless photo to show the back.
humansunflower93.bsky.social
This was the only thing that pulled me out of my deep slump today, other than seeing his face :) that helped too.
humansunflower93.bsky.social
I was standing in my dining room taking my meds and I suddenly thought about my crush making me orgasm...omg lmao! This is the first and surely not the last time lol.
humansunflower93.bsky.social
I was standing in my dining room taking my meds and I suddenly thought about my crush making me orgasm...omg lmao! This is the first and surely not the last time lol.
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junoryleejournalism.com
“Hey, how you doing lil' mama? Let me whisper in ya ear
Tell ya something that ya might like to hear…”
A large gummy mouthed creature I guess
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lexibee69.bsky.social
200 til im at zero! Thank you for the 400 so far
lexibee69.bsky.social
I wish i didn't always need help. I am so close to a more permanent safety. I just paid rent and electric which took me to negative 650. Anyone able to get me back up to a dollar?

Venmo is Xander9
Cashapp is lexibee69
PayPal is Xanderbee1

Im sorry I need help again. I reaaly wishh i didnt
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riveroceansea.bsky.social
If any friend
Care if a black trans queen
Live or die
I need 196$ for my
Medicines
I am sick have not
Had them for days
Insulin heart medicine
Blood pressure medicines
If some friend
Can help me
Please
humansunflower93.bsky.social
I wish I was better at being a human woman, my disguise is poorly crafted out of paper mache and paint and I dont feel Im doing this right.
humansunflower93.bsky.social
I took the day off work to rest up after the day I had yesterday BUT TODAY WAS WORSE HAHAHAHAHAHA nice.
humansunflower93.bsky.social
Im at a stage in my life where I'm conflicted, I wouldnt date my exs again but when I think of my future, I ask myself: what does a new bf look like? Feel like? Can I see myself with someone? Honestly I don't imagine anything, it comes up blank, at least at this point and it's a very scary feeling.
humansunflower93.bsky.social
Lord, if you bless me with love, please bring me a new man, I do not want a man of my past, thank you. Amen.
humansunflower93.bsky.social
Ya, he so badly wanted to put weight on like I did and I felt bad for him I really did but I couldn't simply give weight to him.
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oregonthedm.bsky.social
One of the coolest stripes I've seen on a cat
humansunflower93.bsky.social
I dont know the last time I cried in such pain, my heart is heavy but my eyes are heavier......it rains, it really rains today.
humansunflower93.bsky.social
I miss you on occasion but I do not grieve anymore.
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intelectconfig.wtf
forget nudes, just send me pictures of your bare shoulder
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im-all-id.me
Bluesky taught me the joy of blocking. I block people everywhere now. I just blocked an ex boyfriend on duolingo. I can't stop.
humansunflower93.bsky.social
Sigh. Im suddenly so sad things didnt work out, even as friends. I rarely think of him these days and even more rarely miss him.

Such is life.
humansunflower93.bsky.social
Tho I wish we didnt have beef about the weight, we were on the same page, neither of us want to be rail thin, I sympathize with him, I used to be that skinny in my youth.
humansunflower93.bsky.social
At any weight I could possibly be, even if I weighed less than him, it sits on my body different and Im shorter than him, so I will always be larger looking than him, if he stays the weight I remember him as.
humansunflower93.bsky.social
Tho I wish we didnt have beef about the weight, we were on the same page, neither of us want to be rail thin, I sympathize with him, I used to be that skinny in my youth.
humansunflower93.bsky.social
At any weight I could possibly be, even if I weighed less than him, it sits on my body different and Im shorter than him, so I will always be larger looking than him, if he stays the weight I remember him as.
humansunflower93.bsky.social
I also dont believe we could really compare our weights, every one carries weight differently that and he's about 6ft, so it wouldnt make sense.
humansunflower93.bsky.social
At any weight I could possibly be, even if I weighed less than him, it sits on my body different and Im shorter than him, so I will always be larger looking than him, if he stays the weight I remember him as.
humansunflower93.bsky.social
I also dont believe we could really compare our weights, every one carries weight differently that and he's about 6ft, so it wouldnt make sense.
humansunflower93.bsky.social
My ex bf was envious because I weighed more than him, well he cant be envious now Im skinnier than Ive been in years and likely the same size as him at this point.
humansunflower93.bsky.social
If were were together at my largest he wouldve hated my guts, more than I think he did anyway LMAO yikes.
humansunflower93.bsky.social
I didn't even weigh that much more than him when we were together, I didnt really put the weight on until a couple years later, I wasnt my biggest until 2023.
humansunflower93.bsky.social
I also dont believe we could really compare our weights, every one carries weight differently that and he's about 6ft, so it wouldnt make sense.
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