I just no longer believe it's my job to dig through confusion, inconsistency, or emotional unavailability to find it. No more guessing, no begging or shape shifting. It’s either there or it’s not.
I'm not mining for love. If it's buried that deep, it's not for me.
I just no longer believe it's my job to dig through confusion, inconsistency, or emotional unavailability to find it. No more guessing, no begging or shape shifting. It’s either there or it’s not.
I'm not mining for love. If it's buried that deep, it's not for me.
It’s not productive, but it’s all I’ve got left.
It’s not productive, but it’s all I’ve got left.
we measure the love we have always had, secretly,
for our own bones, the hard knife-edged love
for the warm river of the I, beyond all else; maybe
that is what it means the beauty
of the blue shark cruising toward the tumbling seals.
we measure the love we have always had, secretly,
for our own bones, the hard knife-edged love
for the warm river of the I, beyond all else; maybe
that is what it means the beauty
of the blue shark cruising toward the tumbling seals.
And somehow it’s letting my body feel all of the anger and grief that I’ve been squashing down for years, for everything he has ever done to me.
And somehow it’s letting my body feel all of the anger and grief that I’ve been squashing down for years, for everything he has ever done to me.
What a task
to ask
of anything, or anyone,
yet it is ours,
and not by the century or the year, but by the hours.
What a task
to ask
of anything, or anyone,
yet it is ours,
and not by the century or the year, but by the hours.
But the fact that this season of Bridgerton is a Cinderella retelling has me smitten. So maybe I’m not as bitter as I thought.
But the fact that this season of Bridgerton is a Cinderella retelling has me smitten. So maybe I’m not as bitter as I thought.
Midnight Me: Nope
Midnight Me: Nope
It should have mattered all along.
It should have mattered all along.
28 days
28 days
hand over hand,
fingers scraping at dry rock,
if you make it to a hilltop
(any top, or middle, or somewhere you can rest)
and it is not the view you wanted to see,
Look, first, you are not in the mud
any more--
hand over hand,
fingers scraping at dry rock,
if you make it to a hilltop
(any top, or middle, or somewhere you can rest)
and it is not the view you wanted to see,
Look, first, you are not in the mud
any more--
Choosing joy over approval.
Choosing joy over approval.
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If you continue to support the Harry Potter franchise in any way, you are directly funding the removal of trans people's human rights in the UK.
31 days
31 days
Strawberry surprise, pink linen on white paper
Lavender and cream
Fields of butterflies, reality escapes her
Strawberry surprise, pink linen on white paper
Lavender and cream
Fields of butterflies, reality escapes her