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Ash Kestis
@rainbowshortstack.bsky.social
She/her. Internalized misogyny fuels my feminist rage. Left-winger. Coffee lover. Bistitchual. Jedi. Less panic, more disco. Metaphorically auditioning for PC in a Remedy game (I’m a writer, goddamnit). I play video games sometimes.
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It’s here! I’m so excited, I can’t wait to bask in the glow of this collection. Probably with all the rest of the lights in the room turned off.
🚨 Remedy Games fans, be advised: FBC Zine: Volume 3 is now available! 🚨

Download your free, digital, screen-reader accessible PDF copy of the zine here from our carrd. We hope you enjoy this year's volume!

fbczine.carrd.co#zines

#AlanWake #ControlRemedy #FBCFirebreak #FBCZine
*takes vitamin*
*wakes up to a lil bit of sunlight*
*suddenly finds energy to brush hair*

Shit, I might be a plant.
January 8, 2026 at 2:54 PM
Reposted by Ash Kestis
There are a lot of half-formed notions of Renee Good circulating right now. This poem is the most accurate artifact of her we have access to; a piece of her soul that remains in the world. Read her words and become her for a moment; let her live in you. So long as men can breathe & eyes can see.
ON LEARNING TO DISSECT FETAL PIGS
By Renee Nicole Macklin Good

i want back my rocking chairs,

solipsist sunsets,

& coastal jungle sounds that are tercets from cicadas and pentameter from the hairy legs of

cockroaches.

i’ve donated bibles to thrift stores
January 8, 2026 at 11:50 AM
Reposted by Ash Kestis
Twin Peaks: Laura and Donna dancing in a video recording.
January 8, 2026 at 12:00 AM
Reposted by Ash Kestis
[Stand for Renee Nicole Good. May her death radicalize you further.]
January 8, 2026 at 2:50 AM
I'm exhausted and furious. Time to take up a sword and/or lightsaber.
January 8, 2026 at 3:55 AM
I know somethin's goin on in the sky, I am simultaneously spiraling and wondering how old friends are doing and I prefer to wear my computer glasses all over the house because my eyes are irritated and so am I
January 7, 2026 at 3:20 AM
This only JUST rolled across my feed today, for the first time ever, and did I cry because it was cool and reminded me how much I fuckin love this game? Hell yeah!
youtu.be/n6gGE9kxe1M
SLIDE INTO THE VOID | Control Song feat. Cami-Cat
YouTube video by The Stupendium
youtu.be
January 6, 2026 at 2:17 AM
This is the only platform I can use to say that I was so busy this morning, I didn't even have COFFEE until 12:30, and it'll just pass right by everyone's awareness, the way it should.
January 5, 2026 at 6:28 PM
Reposted by Ash Kestis
forget the long arc of history bending towards justice, I need the rube goldberg machine of inexorable consequence to endgame the kind of profoundly ironic yet blackly hilarious karmic downfall that would’ve had ancient greek theatergoers hollering at the chorus
January 3, 2026 at 12:28 PM
Reposted by Ash Kestis
Marco Rubio is reportedly saying Maduro will stand trial in US courts.

Which means it’s now the US administration’s position that US courts can hold foreign presidents, but not the US president, accountable for crimes.
January 3, 2026 at 10:52 AM
Well, shitfuck
January 3, 2026 at 4:58 PM
Something so cool and fun about re-upping my WeaponUp subscription for the year🤘 ⚔️
January 2, 2026 at 3:58 AM
I did this video last year (lol) but I finally started the game that was definitely made specifically for me...finally 😬
www.youtube.com/live/fGhJd3W...
Lost in the (Coruscant) sauce (Jedi Survivor part 1)
YouTube video by Ash is on the internet sometimes
www.youtube.com
January 1, 2026 at 8:16 PM
Song in my head when I woke up was "Die Young," so if that's how we feel going into the year 🤘
January 1, 2026 at 8:04 PM
Is it weird to call something my GotY when the year is almost over and the game's been out for like three years anyway? And I just started it? Idc I'm fucking doing it
December 30, 2025 at 4:27 AM
I had no fucking clue Brigitte Bardot was even still alive until the tribute posts. Please stop expecting every girl you know to know everyfuckingthing about everyone
December 30, 2025 at 12:04 AM
I saw For Good again...why was No Good Deed an even bigger punch in the chest the second time
December 29, 2025 at 3:44 AM
When life gives you machine overrides, save the world with your friends!
www.youtube.com/live/DYoGaVB...
Yeeting myself bodily into the future-FINALE (Horizon Forbidden West part 35)
YouTube video by Ash is on the internet sometimes
www.youtube.com
December 28, 2025 at 6:49 AM
My dude got me a nice desktop mic for the holiday, and this tells me I'm obviously not talking enough

Prepare to be sick of me, I guess!
December 27, 2025 at 12:21 AM
I resent the implication that everyone only celebrates the solstice in anticipation of the warmer seasons. That's entirely the wrong way to look at it, and you aren't living in the present. Please think a lil bit.
December 21, 2025 at 6:45 PM
Started a new game on a new console that I haven't yet finished on the old one. I have so much respect for how much progress I've made, now. And how much effort went into making the whole dang thing.
December 19, 2025 at 5:05 AM
Tfw you did a thing that you really ought to be proud of, but that thought keeps getting drowned out by the incessant WAAAAAAAAHH of impostor syndrome
December 18, 2025 at 6:18 AM
Reposted by Ash Kestis
Ich hope thou knowest that thou art a miracle. Your being heere doth make the worlde a bettir place. Plese be kynde to yourselfe. Give helpe when you kan, and aske for helpe when you neede.
December 15, 2025 at 12:03 AM
I'm not ashamed of how many times I watched a specific reel today. Sometimes, you just gotta.
December 17, 2025 at 3:12 AM
The shape of the inside of my mind changes a bit, depending on how I see myself in relation to the outside world. There was a chunk of time where it was Aperture Labs. Now, I'm pretty sure I'm living in the FBC, but the internal lockdown hasn't been lifted.
December 16, 2025 at 3:11 AM