ren 💫
@unrelentingf0rce.bsky.social
she/they | 29 | non-binary | chronically ill | 💍
equestrian, photographer, gamer, writer.
anime, manga, history, and music lover.
occasional twitch streamer.
gacha has my heart (and my wallet).
gaming account: @aura-whispers.bsky.social
equestrian, photographer, gamer, writer.
anime, manga, history, and music lover.
occasional twitch streamer.
gacha has my heart (and my wallet).
gaming account: @aura-whispers.bsky.social
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ren 💫
@unrelentingf0rce.bsky.social
· Jul 8
hi hi 👋
my name is Ren. i’m a photographer, equestrian, lover of anime, video games, and history.
i’m chronically ill and disabled. i have hashimoto’s, dysautonomia, cptsd, anxiety, and am hyper-mobile. i use a mobility aid.
i’ll be posting my journey with chronic illnesses & disability here!
my name is Ren. i’m a photographer, equestrian, lover of anime, video games, and history.
i’m chronically ill and disabled. i have hashimoto’s, dysautonomia, cptsd, anxiety, and am hyper-mobile. i use a mobility aid.
i’ll be posting my journey with chronic illnesses & disability here!
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"Lock in"? bitch I'm locked out. I made too many attempts and now I can't access my brain for 24 hours.
July 18, 2025 at 6:28 PM
"Lock in"? bitch I'm locked out. I made too many attempts and now I can't access my brain for 24 hours.
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Hot take but I think it's ok for people to seek validation online. It's ok for people to take selfies. It's ok for people to talk about fears. It's ok for people to share their achievements. People aren't attention seeking, they are being vulnerable and self loving. We need self love & community.
July 18, 2025 at 5:39 PM
Hot take but I think it's ok for people to seek validation online. It's ok for people to take selfies. It's ok for people to talk about fears. It's ok for people to share their achievements. People aren't attention seeking, they are being vulnerable and self loving. We need self love & community.
tell me why my abusive ex’s mother called me mid therapy session.
i then texted my therapist as soon as i got out of our session when i saw the missed call, because i was super triggered.
this is the 2nd time this has happened. texted & told her to please delete my number. it’s been 8 years ma’am.
i then texted my therapist as soon as i got out of our session when i saw the missed call, because i was super triggered.
this is the 2nd time this has happened. texted & told her to please delete my number. it’s been 8 years ma’am.
July 18, 2025 at 8:54 PM
tell me why my abusive ex’s mother called me mid therapy session.
i then texted my therapist as soon as i got out of our session when i saw the missed call, because i was super triggered.
this is the 2nd time this has happened. texted & told her to please delete my number. it’s been 8 years ma’am.
i then texted my therapist as soon as i got out of our session when i saw the missed call, because i was super triggered.
this is the 2nd time this has happened. texted & told her to please delete my number. it’s been 8 years ma’am.
my anxiety the last 6 months has been getting worse and worse. and honestly i don’t even know what the catalyst was. i think it was the sudden, traumatic passing of my dog coupled with wedding stress, tripled with my autoimmune issues quadrupled with no longer being able to ride my horse/exercise.
July 15, 2025 at 7:31 AM
my anxiety the last 6 months has been getting worse and worse. and honestly i don’t even know what the catalyst was. i think it was the sudden, traumatic passing of my dog coupled with wedding stress, tripled with my autoimmune issues quadrupled with no longer being able to ride my horse/exercise.
me: laying down, trying to get comfortable for a nap
thyroid nodule: hey what if i just pressed up against your trachea and made it so hard for you to get comfy?
me: please don’t
thyroid nodule: hehe too bad
thyroid nodule: hey what if i just pressed up against your trachea and made it so hard for you to get comfy?
me: please don’t
thyroid nodule: hehe too bad
July 12, 2025 at 11:56 PM
me: laying down, trying to get comfortable for a nap
thyroid nodule: hey what if i just pressed up against your trachea and made it so hard for you to get comfy?
me: please don’t
thyroid nodule: hehe too bad
thyroid nodule: hey what if i just pressed up against your trachea and made it so hard for you to get comfy?
me: please don’t
thyroid nodule: hehe too bad
views from last week
July 11, 2025 at 6:41 PM
views from last week
hanging with my mom because she’s recovering from surgery. we’re watching history documentaries together about the bermuda triangle 🤣
July 11, 2025 at 6:39 PM
hanging with my mom because she’s recovering from surgery. we’re watching history documentaries together about the bermuda triangle 🤣
i was in therapy earlier today and i was just talking about my trauma like every other session, and i had this painful realization after talking about a very specific thing and i was like “holy shit. i don’t know how i’m still alive.” and it was because of the 750% more-likely statistic.
July 11, 2025 at 1:48 AM
i was in therapy earlier today and i was just talking about my trauma like every other session, and i had this painful realization after talking about a very specific thing and i was like “holy shit. i don’t know how i’m still alive.” and it was because of the 750% more-likely statistic.
today is one of those days where everything feels incredibly fake and time is an illusion and the day flew by even though you didn’t do anything at all and suddenly it’s 3:30pm and you haven’t even had breakfast yet.
July 9, 2025 at 7:23 PM
today is one of those days where everything feels incredibly fake and time is an illusion and the day flew by even though you didn’t do anything at all and suddenly it’s 3:30pm and you haven’t even had breakfast yet.
“why yes, i would be very interested in this donut. thank you so much.” —Firefly
July 8, 2025 at 10:28 PM
“why yes, i would be very interested in this donut. thank you so much.” —Firefly
wondering if i should go see my horse today. highly considering it, even thought i’m not feeling 100% (barely 50%, but oh well).
i know seeing her will make me feel better. maybe i’ll bring my camera, too. editing is always enjoyable 🤔
i know seeing her will make me feel better. maybe i’ll bring my camera, too. editing is always enjoyable 🤔
July 8, 2025 at 4:54 PM
wondering if i should go see my horse today. highly considering it, even thought i’m not feeling 100% (barely 50%, but oh well).
i know seeing her will make me feel better. maybe i’ll bring my camera, too. editing is always enjoyable 🤔
i know seeing her will make me feel better. maybe i’ll bring my camera, too. editing is always enjoyable 🤔
hi hi 👋
my name is Ren. i’m a photographer, equestrian, lover of anime, video games, and history.
i’m chronically ill and disabled. i have hashimoto’s, dysautonomia, cptsd, anxiety, and am hyper-mobile. i use a mobility aid.
i’ll be posting my journey with chronic illnesses & disability here!
my name is Ren. i’m a photographer, equestrian, lover of anime, video games, and history.
i’m chronically ill and disabled. i have hashimoto’s, dysautonomia, cptsd, anxiety, and am hyper-mobile. i use a mobility aid.
i’ll be posting my journey with chronic illnesses & disability here!
July 8, 2025 at 4:50 PM
hi hi 👋
my name is Ren. i’m a photographer, equestrian, lover of anime, video games, and history.
i’m chronically ill and disabled. i have hashimoto’s, dysautonomia, cptsd, anxiety, and am hyper-mobile. i use a mobility aid.
i’ll be posting my journey with chronic illnesses & disability here!
my name is Ren. i’m a photographer, equestrian, lover of anime, video games, and history.
i’m chronically ill and disabled. i have hashimoto’s, dysautonomia, cptsd, anxiety, and am hyper-mobile. i use a mobility aid.
i’ll be posting my journey with chronic illnesses & disability here!
Reposted by ren 💫
One day you're based, the next day you're cringe, that's life
July 6, 2025 at 3:51 PM
One day you're based, the next day you're cringe, that's life
can’t tell if i’m sick (again) or just flaring from being on my feet for hours on saturday. either way, i feel like trash again, and i can’t do anything about it until my insurance kicks in.
i’m scared to do anything with medicaid right now, especially with what just happened with the bill.
i’m scared to do anything with medicaid right now, especially with what just happened with the bill.
July 7, 2025 at 3:25 PM
can’t tell if i’m sick (again) or just flaring from being on my feet for hours on saturday. either way, i feel like trash again, and i can’t do anything about it until my insurance kicks in.
i’m scared to do anything with medicaid right now, especially with what just happened with the bill.
i’m scared to do anything with medicaid right now, especially with what just happened with the bill.
okay. today i have therapy for the first time in 2.5 weeks because Life decided to become a living hell and i wasn’t able to do anything but travel between my mom, grandpa, and my own doctors appointments. i’m anxious to go back, but i’m going to see my horse when i’m done. so it’ll be okay.
July 3, 2025 at 5:27 PM
okay. today i have therapy for the first time in 2.5 weeks because Life decided to become a living hell and i wasn’t able to do anything but travel between my mom, grandpa, and my own doctors appointments. i’m anxious to go back, but i’m going to see my horse when i’m done. so it’ll be okay.
i am so so tired. gonna try to visit my horse today. i think it’ll make me feel better.
July 2, 2025 at 4:26 PM
i am so so tired. gonna try to visit my horse today. i think it’ll make me feel better.
me? farming for phainon until maintenance kicks me out of the game?
absolutely yes.
gimme gimme 🙌
absolutely yes.
gimme gimme 🙌
July 1, 2025 at 7:44 PM
me? farming for phainon until maintenance kicks me out of the game?
absolutely yes.
gimme gimme 🙌
absolutely yes.
gimme gimme 🙌
some cute creatures 🫶🐶
July 1, 2025 at 5:48 AM
some cute creatures 🫶🐶
me at 2:15am: so anyways, i started flaring
i’m so frustrated, i want to cry. i can’t lay down because my chest hurts, but if i fall asleep sitting up, i’ll hurt my neck even more. it’s a lose-lose, but i need to sleep.
i’m so frustrated, i want to cry. i can’t lay down because my chest hurts, but if i fall asleep sitting up, i’ll hurt my neck even more. it’s a lose-lose, but i need to sleep.
May 27, 2025 at 6:19 AM
me at 2:15am: so anyways, i started flaring
i’m so frustrated, i want to cry. i can’t lay down because my chest hurts, but if i fall asleep sitting up, i’ll hurt my neck even more. it’s a lose-lose, but i need to sleep.
i’m so frustrated, i want to cry. i can’t lay down because my chest hurts, but if i fall asleep sitting up, i’ll hurt my neck even more. it’s a lose-lose, but i need to sleep.
my blood pressure was so good this morning. it jumped up midday so i took my meds and i’ve been laying low and reading manga. i was feeling super sleepy a little while ago, did a recheck, and it’s in the 90/50 range & my chest is starting to hurt 🫤
i hate having dysautonomia. it’s so frustrating.
i hate having dysautonomia. it’s so frustrating.
May 26, 2025 at 8:00 PM
my blood pressure was so good this morning. it jumped up midday so i took my meds and i’ve been laying low and reading manga. i was feeling super sleepy a little while ago, did a recheck, and it’s in the 90/50 range & my chest is starting to hurt 🫤
i hate having dysautonomia. it’s so frustrating.
i hate having dysautonomia. it’s so frustrating.
got to ride for the first time in almost 3 months today. my chronic illnesses finally let me trot around a bit. and of course, princess was perfect 🥰
May 25, 2025 at 6:45 PM
got to ride for the first time in almost 3 months today. my chronic illnesses finally let me trot around a bit. and of course, princess was perfect 🥰
who gave her the right to be so cute!!!!!!!
May 25, 2025 at 7:18 AM
who gave her the right to be so cute!!!!!!!
half the power went out in my apt. naturally my parents are away and my husband is at work, and my sister and i were never taught how to reset the circuit breaker.
this is the second weird electrical thing i’ve had happen today. now i’m blaming myself for the first potentially causing this one.
this is the second weird electrical thing i’ve had happen today. now i’m blaming myself for the first potentially causing this one.
May 24, 2025 at 1:28 AM
half the power went out in my apt. naturally my parents are away and my husband is at work, and my sister and i were never taught how to reset the circuit breaker.
this is the second weird electrical thing i’ve had happen today. now i’m blaming myself for the first potentially causing this one.
this is the second weird electrical thing i’ve had happen today. now i’m blaming myself for the first potentially causing this one.