/!\ adam /!\
@z3r-0.bsky.social
/!\ TW E.D VENT /!\
23 • it/he • MDNI • rel4pse
165~5'5 • 55,8~122,8 • 20.5
23 • it/he • MDNI • rel4pse
165~5'5 • 55,8~122,8 • 20.5
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- 23m, it/he, agendr‽
- 4n4-r, arf¡d, xcd, aut¡sm
- perpetually either "trying to recxver" or actively rel4ps¡ng.
- been disxrdered since long enough that I don't remember living without it.
↓st4ts and d¡et below↓
- 23m, it/he, agendr‽
- 4n4-r, arf¡d, xcd, aut¡sm
- perpetually either "trying to recxver" or actively rel4ps¡ng.
- been disxrdered since long enough that I don't remember living without it.
↓st4ts and d¡et below↓
ive been checked out sorry. rationing my meds cuz I think I lost a box so I went a day without and im only taking 1 for the next two days. it's put me waaaay down but ill get a refill soon so im not too worried
December 15, 2025 at 11:01 AM
ive been checked out sorry. rationing my meds cuz I think I lost a box so I went a day without and im only taking 1 for the next two days. it's put me waaaay down but ill get a refill soon so im not too worried
I broke at the 22h40min mark. I felt really ill and ended up fashioning myself something very lowc4l, high volume. also everything else sounded nauseating
December 12, 2025 at 8:39 PM
I broke at the 22h40min mark. I felt really ill and ended up fashioning myself something very lowc4l, high volume. also everything else sounded nauseating
55,2 but like... im actively f4sting and probably dehydrated so I know I shouldn't count it... but it's still exciting!!!
December 12, 2025 at 7:32 PM
55,2 but like... im actively f4sting and probably dehydrated so I know I shouldn't count it... but it's still exciting!!!
I need to shave my head again. male pattern b4ldness is kicking my ass
December 12, 2025 at 5:11 PM
I need to shave my head again. male pattern b4ldness is kicking my ass
oooooh tonight my brother is away, my mum's working and my sibling and I will be home alone! I can cook them something quick and continue my fast!!!!!
December 12, 2025 at 5:05 PM
oooooh tonight my brother is away, my mum's working and my sibling and I will be home alone! I can cook them something quick and continue my fast!!!!!
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18hrs strong?!?!?!? I might actually get to 20 or 24 or longeeerrr!?!
December 12, 2025 at 3:55 PM
18hrs strong?!?!?!? I might actually get to 20 or 24 or longeeerrr!?!
f4sting + only drank one cup of cxffee. excited to we¡gh in!!!
December 12, 2025 at 2:12 PM
f4sting + only drank one cup of cxffee. excited to we¡gh in!!!
started a fast. im under no illusion that it'll last much longer than 14hrs or smth but maybe? yk, maybe I don't feel too bad when i wake up and I push it to like 18/20hrs. maybe no one cooks for me in the evening and I can go 30smth hours? it'd be nice to st4rve properly for once 🤷🏻♂️
December 12, 2025 at 12:56 AM
started a fast. im under no illusion that it'll last much longer than 14hrs or smth but maybe? yk, maybe I don't feel too bad when i wake up and I push it to like 18/20hrs. maybe no one cooks for me in the evening and I can go 30smth hours? it'd be nice to st4rve properly for once 🤷🏻♂️
thinking about doing a pretty long fast (for me) but im not sure I'd stick with it... I need someone irl to keep me accountable but ppl will freak out the second I utter the word
December 11, 2025 at 12:20 AM
thinking about doing a pretty long fast (for me) but im not sure I'd stick with it... I need someone irl to keep me accountable but ppl will freak out the second I utter the word
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Anyone got 20$ they can venmo me I'll pay you back by Sunday at the latest
December 10, 2025 at 11:43 PM
Anyone got 20$ they can venmo me I'll pay you back by Sunday at the latest
trying a new tracker that feels like it's just lying... like wdym ive burned 2,5k today?
December 10, 2025 at 9:15 PM
trying a new tracker that feels like it's just lying... like wdym ive burned 2,5k today?
btw of any1 is interested in becoming fr¡ends on F¡nch, here's my guy and code
RYHVNY326W
RYHVNY326W
December 10, 2025 at 1:46 PM
btw of any1 is interested in becoming fr¡ends on F¡nch, here's my guy and code
RYHVNY326W
RYHVNY326W
god taking care of a k¡tten is exhausting
December 8, 2025 at 10:31 PM
god taking care of a k¡tten is exhausting
im not even restr¡ct¡ng that much but I feel so weak and tired??? like chill I'm on 1,5k almost, why is my body being a fking drama queen bro?
December 8, 2025 at 12:41 PM
im not even restr¡ct¡ng that much but I feel so weak and tired??? like chill I'm on 1,5k almost, why is my body being a fking drama queen bro?
I love that whenever you try to buy any low cost winter gear they're always surrounded by actual flames in the adverts lmao
December 8, 2025 at 10:11 AM
I love that whenever you try to buy any low cost winter gear they're always surrounded by actual flames in the adverts lmao
I wanna read but I keep thinking about random stuff and getting distracted
December 8, 2025 at 10:06 AM
I wanna read but I keep thinking about random stuff and getting distracted
somehow I ended up with a way more chaotic sn4ck btw. just a piece of plain whole whe3t txast with 5 p!ckles?? anyway I h4te myself now cuz that was 12 over and I didn't even like it ಠ_ಠ
I might cut up an xrange in small little bits and have it super slow with chxpsticks. I need to check if I can affxrd it tho
December 8, 2025 at 9:52 AM
somehow I ended up with a way more chaotic sn4ck btw. just a piece of plain whole whe3t txast with 5 p!ckles?? anyway I h4te myself now cuz that was 12 over and I didn't even like it ಠ_ಠ
im already hngry again after d¡nner but idk what kinda sn4ck would tide me over until tomorrow. like im hngry enough that I know I won't fall asleep but I don't really want to have anything?
December 7, 2025 at 10:24 PM
im already hngry again after d¡nner but idk what kinda sn4ck would tide me over until tomorrow. like im hngry enough that I know I won't fall asleep but I don't really want to have anything?
also it's my job to cxxk tonight and im about to make it everyone else's problem
December 7, 2025 at 6:52 PM
also it's my job to cxxk tonight and im about to make it everyone else's problem
as a kid I used to think adults who never indulged in b¡nge eat¡ng must be bored asf and constantly holding in the urge to break... now i understand that this was a feeling born out of disxrder but I find some irony in the fact that I'm the type of guy to eat a carrot as a snack and nothing else
December 7, 2025 at 6:46 PM
as a kid I used to think adults who never indulged in b¡nge eat¡ng must be bored asf and constantly holding in the urge to break... now i understand that this was a feeling born out of disxrder but I find some irony in the fact that I'm the type of guy to eat a carrot as a snack and nothing else
I don't know if I hate it or not T.T
December 7, 2025 at 4:32 PM
I don't know if I hate it or not T.T
thinking about sh4ving my be4rd...
December 7, 2025 at 2:46 PM
thinking about sh4ving my be4rd...
I think I'll be back to 55 soon-ish. I lost 1.3kilx this week so hopefully I can stay on track and be below 55 for Chr¡stm4s
December 7, 2025 at 2:32 PM
I think I'll be back to 55 soon-ish. I lost 1.3kilx this week so hopefully I can stay on track and be below 55 for Chr¡stm4s
like 463 for one me4l is a bit much 0_0. the upside is that I feel so guilty that I get severe fxxd aversion and I feel full til like 6pm at which point it does feel good st4rv¡ng til 8-9pm
I have to be redo some calculations for my breakf4st cuz I'm having way too much compared to the rest of my day...
December 7, 2025 at 1:02 PM
like 463 for one me4l is a bit much 0_0. the upside is that I feel so guilty that I get severe fxxd aversion and I feel full til like 6pm at which point it does feel good st4rv¡ng til 8-9pm