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West Philadelphia's premier schedule 2 mech pilot. They/them, but a transsexual woman for the purposes of misogyny.
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foxglove.bsky.social
Thoughts on Ancillary Justice, if you've read it?
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foxglove.bsky.social
Yeah definitely the same for me.
foxglove.bsky.social
An endless series of high-G maneuvers lately.
foxglove.bsky.social
Anyway it's okay to be a little weird and busted because it means you aren't dead. Nobody is inventing the machine that makes you into one of the Evangelion girls. Thank god. Remember how Evangelion ended?
foxglove.bsky.social
Getting older can take the edge off this, or amplify it, too. Depends on how you can keep things in perspective. Not craving a perfection that never really existed in yourself and others is hard, but also instinctive, if you can deal with age.
foxglove.bsky.social
And that's not even getting into the lost time. The resentment can manifest as negative stereotyping that comes as the flipside to the positive stereotyping of the gender/sex you "are." That can be incredibly toxic.
foxglove.bsky.social
Like... People don't assume I'm a per se woman (except when I'm dressed as a schlubby Fargo character, somehow.) People in the know pick up on it, but that's about it. It took a lot of work to think of my old self as someone who kept us alive, not someone who abused me by occupying my body.
foxglove.bsky.social
I think that a lot of this, on a sort of macro, cultural-enforcement level, is how much it fucking sucks trying to rebuild oneself after being forced into adulthood without trans care. It turns the body horror and amplified body issues outward into a sex-pessimism.
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this is old but no joke one of the reasons why i have said i am terrible for some degree of pre-transes is that i just cant truck with the "but what if im not pretty" anxiety because like. well what if. what if its fine to be kind of a weird looking woman who sucks. what if thats worth Being Happy.
cyberstalin.bsky.social
"boys are ugly but girls are perfect" is actually more misogynist than anything else cuz....why am I allowed to be ugly? Why can't my trans girlfriends be ugly slobs? Why can't a black girl show up with unkempt hair in a messy bun? Why is "ugliness" the realm of men?
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foxglove.bsky.social
Never let it be said that I don't have a flair for the dramatic.
foxglove.bsky.social
Thinking about getting a Devilman Crybaby tattoo on my hand.
foxglove.bsky.social
I have so much half-done writing that's largely attributable to the Oshii GitS movies, Use of Weapons, Ancillary Justice, Genocidal Organ, and Kathe Koja's early stuff. They'd probably diagnose me with so much cool shit.
foxglove.bsky.social
I want to pick Oshii's brain about Innocence probably more than any other creator/work besides maybe insane Catholic horror movie guys.
foxglove.bsky.social
I've started like three essays about Batou's strange ontological dominance by how alien the Major is in a way he can't really process.
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erininthemorning.com
Here is the text of the bill: Department of Defense funds are what will be targeted/blocked.
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erininthemorning.com
The Senate has just passed the military NDAA containing 2 anti-trans provisions: a surgery ban using federal funds (dependents too), and a sports ban on military academy spaces.

This will be the STARTING point for negotiations with the House, which has even worse provisions.

Only 20 Dems opposed.
foxglove.bsky.social
Are you, like, in charge of tweets? Why does she have to apologize to you?
foxglove.bsky.social
People still doing this act in 2025 are so weird. You got everything you wanted in the last year, and all you can do is flail around in five year-old esoteric Twitter bullshit to salve the fact that it didn't magically stop at the trannies.
foxglove.bsky.social
It's fucked-up that she made me disappear.
foxglove.bsky.social
The immortal images are bitcrunching their brains like a reverse-portrait of Dorian Gray.