Waking up achey & weak af cause I did too much yesterday prepping tinctures for myself. Knew this was coming but it still sucks every time. The irony of having to push myself to make medicine I need to get somewhat better. Rude

This world has been so violent to my natural way of being I’m having to relearn to remember in real time how to let my body do what it wants.

After years of suppression, healthy impulses to stim are so quiet they can be hard to notice.
#AuDHD

I get triggered by something & don’t know what to do to calm down. Then I remember - stimming. The answer for folks like me is always to stim. That is my body’s built in system to release distress.

The generic self-care advice is for neurotypicals. Let’m keep it.
#AuDHD #ADHD #actuallyautistic

Y’all I was in the trenches, but hello I’m back to saying thoughts on here.

my immune system is attacking my heart and no one thought hmm, maybe this is something?

tell me why i only found out today by looking through my medical history in the health portal that my c-reactive protein is elevated. i've been trying to convince my primary that i have lupus and need specialized care. they keep ignoring me, calling it anxiety. Meanwhile THE LABS ARE THERE.

Yes….that’s why I specified which one I was referring to.

You don’t have the info I’m looking for. So there’s no point in going back & forth anymore. Someone already on it will fill me in.

I’m talking about the first one run/built by Rudy. I think there’s something else going on . I’m seeing multiple people who’ve been on here for a grip talking about being on a new app & getting excited.

But wait - it sounded like they were saying it’s something separate from the feed. What’s this other app & migration business??

I’m seeing lots of confusing words about migration this & *tech word I dunno* that. I’m a humanities baby. Somebody give me simple steps pls 😭

Promise I scrolled first tryna figure it out!

Me tryna figure out how to get on there:

They say that the older you get, the more conservative you become. I think that's only applicable if you're also experienced relative stability and are insulated from the dynamics of the world to some degree (hence a want to conserve that atmosphere).

Happy Fade in the Water Day to all who celebrate.

(Sorry, deleted this earlier by accident.)

I wish somebody would look me in my eye while I’m going through the bowels of hell & say “I been thru hell and I shook it off after awhile”. IM SORRY?!? Ole girl JUST found out her entire marriage a lie & they pep talkin her like all she did was stub her toe. Merciful!

Watching Tina’s family not know how to just validate her feelings while she grieved a vicious betrayal - never gets any easier.

So much bad theology in the way of them showing up well for her, when she found out about Teddy cheating.

Retraction - I still feel a lil bad. Tina, Erica & Warryn’s communication is just that terrible. Meanwhile they stay harpin on professionalism 😭

Now by S3 Mitch is acting up from (my assumption) being sick of their shit. That’s where he went wrong - lashing out & getting petty instead of dropping them as clients.
Ugh. At least I don’t have to feel bad for him anymore. They all in the mud together now smh

To be fair they stressed me out when it first aired - in an I’m invested kinda way. Now being 10+ years older while rewatching only makes their mess that much clearer.

Genuinely baffling. I’m laughing in semi-shock damn near every episode.

If you don’t want to feel bad for a yt man don’t rewatch Mary Mary. I know it dropped on Tubi but consider this your fair warning 😭

Their communication was so horrendous. They had NO boundaries & poor Mitch was just tryna do his damn job. A MESS.
Oh & Warren is included in that “they”. Good Lord!

This is spectacular

“I’m not anti-Semitic at all, but I am anti-Zionist. I don’t believe they have the right, after 3,000 years, to reclaim the land with western bombs and guns on biblical injunction.”
― James Baldwin, born on this day.

So much fun.

Y'all, I collaborated with @lilhazzy.bsky.social on a logo for business cards and it's so cute! i love the details and how it represents me and my home. She is a dream to work with and has skills. I highly recommend working with her for any design needs.