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Æ.
@aesthr.com
Call me Esther, Aesthr, or Æ if you want to be extra.

she/her

Artist, writer, photographer, luddite, witch, dyke - Berlin

Art: https://www.aesthr.com
Writing: https://www.selfawaresoup.com

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A classic.
November 21, 2025 at 11:28 PM
6h seminar today on psychodynamic therapy with children

that'll be a lot probably
November 24, 2025 at 8:53 AM
Yearning is when you miss someone from the future
November 23, 2025 at 10:30 PM
Hey, I’m usually three of those things. Sometimes all four even
November 23, 2025 at 9:01 PM
Season 2 of the Sopranos was a bit of a disappointment. I hope the show picks back up again
November 23, 2025 at 6:08 PM
It's freezing cold outside but I also really want falafel for dinner
November 23, 2025 at 5:52 PM
Cutting down 350 photos from this shoot to about 30 and it's really hard because there's so many good ones.

I made it to under 100 so far
I think I did a pretty good photo shoot today (me only behind the camera this time)
November 23, 2025 at 4:32 PM
Suddenly having a "oh fuck, I'm actually writing my thesis, this is it" moment
November 23, 2025 at 4:28 PM
What is a thesis if not an infodump
November 23, 2025 at 4:16 PM
Little treats for the photographer while editing: all the little goof shots that are not usable but capture a cute moment from the shoot
November 23, 2025 at 3:57 PM
I sure hope that was supposed to say "ethical" my dear colleagues Chen and Ho
November 23, 2025 at 1:01 PM
Writing an abstract, how hard could it be?

(it is in fact really hard)
November 23, 2025 at 10:51 AM
You know, being on here has been a lot of fun recently and appreciate that a lot 💜
November 23, 2025 at 10:11 AM
No workout today because back ouchie :/
November 23, 2025 at 9:55 AM
Thinking back in how the friend group I was part of 10 years ago completely disappeared when I transitioned.

If you consider yourself an ally and a friend comes out as trans, you don’t do this to them.

Being freshly out AND alone fucking sucks and rebuilding is incredibly hard.
November 23, 2025 at 9:22 AM
When did American Football become a thing in Germany? That seems so odd.

It’s a sport that really is not played here but a few years ago even some older relatives started watching the Super Bowl.
November 23, 2025 at 8:30 AM
Ok, building vertically is a lot more involved but it is very satisfying once it's done

(this whole building makes Modular Frames from that one iron node)
November 23, 2025 at 12:47 AM
Ah, so now I have a “personality disorder” because I talk back at random misogynists. Cool.
November 22, 2025 at 7:28 PM
Very normal behavior, telling people to "get professional help" because they don't appreciate your unsolicited movie opinions, lacking reading comprehension, and misogyny ...
November 22, 2025 at 7:16 PM
I'm not going to preface every post with "in my opinion" because I expect people to understand that I'm not a fact-dispensing machine but a human being with subjective thoughts and nothing more.

If you can't handle that, that's a you problem.
November 22, 2025 at 7:00 PM
The Canon P rangefinder.

It’s not uncommon but I think it’s underrated since it honestly does most of what many people who buy a Leica actually need and costs 1/10th of that.

And the M39 mount lenses are also much more available and affordable.
November 22, 2025 at 6:33 PM
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Sometimes I imagine trying to tell my younger self about that time the Pope hosted a birthday rave outside of the St. Elizabeth Cathedral and they had a bishop drop the beat with a benediction, and I realize I wouldn't have believed this timeline either.
He said "Amen" straight into the drop

Lmao Pope Leo threw a rave for an archbishop's 75th birthday this is kind of incredible
November 22, 2025 at 6:11 PM
Literally every question (except the kids one because that's difficult for reasons) had a very obvious and strongly pro-polyamory answer to the point where it's difficult to imagine otherwise for myself.

relationship-compass.com
November 22, 2025 at 6:07 PM
Picked up the bass for the first time inna while and my fingers don’t even hurt that badly and I got back into it more or less where I left off
November 22, 2025 at 5:51 PM
I think as Linux enthusiasts we often do a bad job at communicating what all that freedom and control over our devices that we love so much really means.

It may seem that we mean being able to configure everything meticulously and just how we want, which is nice sure, but not that important to many
November 22, 2025 at 4:20 PM