XanSea
@benthicsiren.bsky.social
| 18+ only | she/her, they/them, or it/its | trans | 30s |
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Okay, up and working! Here I am talking with
@williamjtlane.bsky.social about how the use of conspiracies in the narratives of the Souls games led to a broader culture of conspiracy theories within the fandom, and where this all got us (featuring Velka).
@williamjtlane.bsky.social about how the use of conspiracies in the narratives of the Souls games led to a broader culture of conspiracy theories within the fandom, and where this all got us (featuring Velka).
Souls Conspiracy Theories: Why? (with Knight of the Orchards)
YouTube video by Sinclair Lore
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February 3, 2026 at 3:20 AM
Okay, up and working! Here I am talking with
@williamjtlane.bsky.social about how the use of conspiracies in the narratives of the Souls games led to a broader culture of conspiracy theories within the fandom, and where this all got us (featuring Velka).
@williamjtlane.bsky.social about how the use of conspiracies in the narratives of the Souls games led to a broader culture of conspiracy theories within the fandom, and where this all got us (featuring Velka).
if i cannot be beautiful, i will at least create something beautiful
that's all i want, really
that's all i want, really
February 3, 2026 at 1:25 AM
if i cannot be beautiful, i will at least create something beautiful
that's all i want, really
that's all i want, really
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Came from having my friend slap my dick and balls, which is crazy because if my therapy history means anything I don’t get a lot out of CBT.
February 2, 2026 at 3:37 AM
Came from having my friend slap my dick and balls, which is crazy because if my therapy history means anything I don’t get a lot out of CBT.
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I can't claim any particular prescience here, others have had the same read and frankly it's been obvious for a while, but the current news does make me feel very vindicated for going all in on 'The ruling class of empire is a bunch of clear-eyed, shameless, unabashed sexual predators' in SHOWHOUND
January 31, 2026 at 4:52 PM
I can't claim any particular prescience here, others have had the same read and frankly it's been obvious for a while, but the current news does make me feel very vindicated for going all in on 'The ruling class of empire is a bunch of clear-eyed, shameless, unabashed sexual predators' in SHOWHOUND
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presenting: the mine for when you want to kill every member of weezer in a 60 degree arc within a distance of 50 to 100 metres
January 31, 2026 at 12:25 AM
presenting: the mine for when you want to kill every member of weezer in a 60 degree arc within a distance of 50 to 100 metres
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I was formulating a critique of HDG but I think it ultimately just boiled down to "large fandoms that get weird about fandom rules get Like That"
January 27, 2026 at 12:06 PM
I was formulating a critique of HDG but I think it ultimately just boiled down to "large fandoms that get weird about fandom rules get Like That"
holy shit my friends are hot
January 26, 2026 at 10:40 PM
holy shit my friends are hot
okay we've worked thru a big piece of the childhood trauma and surely there's nothing that bad that happened during my adulthood to work through
I SAID SURELY THERE'S NOTHING THAT BAD THAT HAPPENED DURING MY ADULTHOOD -
I SAID SURELY THERE'S NOTHING THAT BAD THAT HAPPENED DURING MY ADULTHOOD -
January 26, 2026 at 5:40 PM
okay we've worked thru a big piece of the childhood trauma and surely there's nothing that bad that happened during my adulthood to work through
I SAID SURELY THERE'S NOTHING THAT BAD THAT HAPPENED DURING MY ADULTHOOD -
I SAID SURELY THERE'S NOTHING THAT BAD THAT HAPPENED DURING MY ADULTHOOD -
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I'm putting together a team.
January 26, 2026 at 11:48 AM
I'm putting together a team.
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Immensely funny to me specially that there's a quarterback named Maye when Maye is the name of an elf OC I've had since 2016 and suddenly her name is all over socials.
January 26, 2026 at 3:36 AM
Immensely funny to me specially that there's a quarterback named Maye when Maye is the name of an elf OC I've had since 2016 and suddenly her name is all over socials.
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good luck grub
January 24, 2026 at 10:50 AM
good luck grub
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X-Men led me to believe that being an adult would mean I live in a cool base with a found family of hot misfits in cool costumes and have awesome powers, and I don’t have awesome powers.
January 23, 2026 at 2:15 AM
X-Men led me to believe that being an adult would mean I live in a cool base with a found family of hot misfits in cool costumes and have awesome powers, and I don’t have awesome powers.
comic's on break while I focus on other stuff, but I still need to draw so have a doll.
January 24, 2026 at 5:05 AM
comic's on break while I focus on other stuff, but I still need to draw so have a doll.
Bad brain day. Dysphoria spike over small stuff. I'll get thru it but blegh.
Feels deeply silly because intellectually I know this isn't rational, but the feeling is still there.
Feels deeply silly because intellectually I know this isn't rational, but the feeling is still there.
January 21, 2026 at 4:05 PM
Bad brain day. Dysphoria spike over small stuff. I'll get thru it but blegh.
Feels deeply silly because intellectually I know this isn't rational, but the feeling is still there.
Feels deeply silly because intellectually I know this isn't rational, but the feeling is still there.
YESTERDAY WAS MY 5 YEAR HRTIVERSARY AND I FORGOR
January 21, 2026 at 2:24 PM
YESTERDAY WAS MY 5 YEAR HRTIVERSARY AND I FORGOR
caught between "i would look so much hotter if i lost a bunch of weight" and "i would look hotter if i gained a bunch of weight"
(the real answer is probably "wait another 5 years for the fat to finish redistributing")
(the real answer is probably "wait another 5 years for the fat to finish redistributing")
January 21, 2026 at 2:08 PM
caught between "i would look so much hotter if i lost a bunch of weight" and "i would look hotter if i gained a bunch of weight"
(the real answer is probably "wait another 5 years for the fat to finish redistributing")
(the real answer is probably "wait another 5 years for the fat to finish redistributing")
anyways bsky.app/profile/xanm...
debating starting a sideblog just for posting magic thoughts/notes/whatever.
January 19, 2026 at 6:55 PM
anyways bsky.app/profile/xanm...
debating starting a sideblog just for posting magic thoughts/notes/whatever.
January 19, 2026 at 6:20 PM
debating starting a sideblog just for posting magic thoughts/notes/whatever.
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countermeasure\ablation
January 19, 2026 at 4:03 PM
countermeasure\ablation
the problem is people keep wanting to put me in leadership positions and that is absolutely a bad idea
January 18, 2026 at 1:36 PM
the problem is people keep wanting to put me in leadership positions and that is absolutely a bad idea
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beetles can walk on top of each other but not up walls so they collect in little pits like this unless theres enough of them to spill over. luckily, pits are are likely to receive neighboring spores.. so theres often food down there
January 13, 2026 at 2:11 AM
beetles can walk on top of each other but not up walls so they collect in little pits like this unless theres enough of them to spill over. luckily, pits are are likely to receive neighboring spores.. so theres often food down there
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new discord scam going around where you click on a link that /looks/ like a discord url, and it takes you to discord.
stay safe out there..
stay safe out there..
January 12, 2026 at 9:15 AM
new discord scam going around where you click on a link that /looks/ like a discord url, and it takes you to discord.
stay safe out there..
stay safe out there..
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do you think elizabeth holmes has played heaven will be mine
January 10, 2026 at 11:56 PM
do you think elizabeth holmes has played heaven will be mine
"why can't there be a rich asshole who supports trans people, why couldn't we get one of those?" i say as the monkey's paw punches me square in the dick
you're never going to believe who she's flirting with in the replies
January 12, 2026 at 8:06 AM
"why can't there be a rich asshole who supports trans people, why couldn't we get one of those?" i say as the monkey's paw punches me square in the dick