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Gethsemane 🍂🤍

@bugluv00.bsky.social

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♡ 25 || God loves me, pray, pray, pray ♡ he/she/they ♡ Almost Human Hikikomori Godshard • jobless, disabled, plural, latino, and queer ✖️ TW for mentally ill venting. Topics include ed/sh, traumatic events, and delusions/dreams. Plz block, don't report.

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Gethsemane 🍂🤍 @bugluv00.bsky.social · 19d

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Gethsemane 🍂🤍 @bugluv00.bsky.social · 2h

too much candy again 😮‍💨 a true addiction

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Tana 🍂 @justmostlymemes.bsky.social · 16h

Everyday

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Gethsemane 🍂🤍 @bugluv00.bsky.social · 17h

for over a year now I keep coming back to Cernunnos
cernunnos cernunnos cernunnos
everytime I think I must be silly

Gethsemane 🍂🤍 @bugluv00.bsky.social · 17h

the repeated symbols I've seen in dreams:
forests, trees, a white stag, the triskelion, spirals everywhere and in everything, neon spider webs

been like this for years, I really think something is trying to reach out and speak to me

Gethsemane 🍂🤍 @bugluv00.bsky.social · 17h

I keep thinking about if things get too bad,,
I want to go to Ireland and herd sheep, that'd be pretty lovely

Gethsemane 🍂🤍 @bugluv00.bsky.social · 17h

...cabbage...

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Gethsemane 🍂🤍 @bugluv00.bsky.social · 1d

need to be skinny
need to be skinny
need to be skinny for once in my life
skinny

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Gethsemane 🍂🤍 @bugluv00.bsky.social · 1d

was so excited for no fucking reason

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. . . simply bpd ➶ @simplybpd.bsky.social · 1d

i'd give anything to feel like one whole person again.

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Gethsemane 🍂🤍 @bugluv00.bsky.social · 1d

I kinda like it, it's almost the same feeling as eating really spicy food

Gethsemane 🍂🤍 @bugluv00.bsky.social · 1d

I didn't know guitars make your fingies hurt so bad!!

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Gethsemane 🍂🤍 @bugluv00.bsky.social · 2d

Thank you sweet friend 🥺💗 I'm here for you too, I need people to be around for 🫂 My lovely wife helped me get a cheap guitar so I could start learning to play
My fingers hurt but I learned 3 chords. It's not much but I'm proud!
You need to stay safe too Dolly 💗 your presence here on earth is so pure

Gethsemane 🍂🤍 @bugluv00.bsky.social · 2d

Maybe you guys could all find a new friend to add to your entourage! Someone who's small and that you could keep with you in your pocket or on your finger maybe :)) That way you have a protector for outside.
I keep my Spiderman action figures in my pockets, they keep me safe and no one knows :>

Gethsemane 🍂🤍 @bugluv00.bsky.social · 2d

Your stuffies will protect you!! Remember, the scary things can't hurt you because your squishy stalwart knights will come to your aid! You may not think it, but they're having a great spiritual battle the likes of which we've never seen! They're known for winning too. Plushies always do. :>

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bambi plath @dollyeyes.bsky.social · Jan 30

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Gethsemane 🍂🤍 @bugluv00.bsky.social · 2d

you're very kind for saying something Dolly, thank you 🫂 you have a very caring heart. idk what's been wrong with me the past few days i've just been feeling so off

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Gethsemane 🍂🤍 @bugluv00.bsky.social · 2d

i cant handle this man, i love her so much but she never wants to talk to me

Gethsemane 🍂🤍 @bugluv00.bsky.social · 2d

why is it that when she wants to get something done and over with, we have to go do it even if i'm really stressed and we can take a second on it
but if i say we should get something done because we have a time limit on it i'm just so fucking annoying and keep repeating myself

Gethsemane 🍂🤍 @bugluv00.bsky.social · 2d

plz forgive me for being weird on the tl everyone

Gethsemane 🍂🤍 @bugluv00.bsky.social · 2d

just talk about your ed like a normal person 😂😂 because that's normal

Gethsemane 🍂🤍 @bugluv00.bsky.social · 2d

god I stress myself OUT

Gethsemane 🍂🤍 @bugluv00.bsky.social · 2d

I think I should delete my account 😂 Idk what's up with me, maybe I want to further isolate myself?
I left all my group chats months ago and haven't talked to anyone but my wife, my mom, and the peeps here.
Sometimes my brain tells me you all want me to kill myself and I really don't know why.

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Gethsemane 🍂🤍 @bugluv00.bsky.social · 2d

DAMN you're good, I bet you could probably sell a whole rendered piece for around $180-200 depending on what it was.
You got a style people will buy 100%, I'm not good enough for commissions lemme tell ya 😂

Gethsemane 🍂🤍 @bugluv00.bsky.social · 2d

i miss waking summer up and tucking him in, i miss singing to him, i miss his cute little tap taps when he was excited for food

Gethsemane 🍂🤍 @bugluv00.bsky.social · 2d

The gods of Appalachia granted me with the most wonderous of visions, let it work please 🙏🙏🙏 I feel this was a grand musical knowledge I was gifted