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Gethsemane 🍂🤍
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♡ 25 || God loves me, pray, pray, pray
♡ he/she
♡ Almost Human Hikikomori Devil
• jobless, disabled, plural, latino, queer
✖️ TW for mentally ill venting. Topics include ed/sh, traumatic events, and delusions/dreams. Plz block, don't report.
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thinking about the random off color comment the gi doctor made

me starting testosterone 5 years ago might be related to my chrons that I started experiencing this past year

yes YES because that makes sense. that makes soo much sense. who knew testosterone gave you different dna 🥰
November 25, 2025 at 11:58 AM
I got a chrons diagnosis
lame
November 21, 2025 at 5:36 PM
in the mental place where everytime I feel bad about being fat I want to eat more food
I hate it when this shit happens, I should have known it would
control yourself control yourself con trol
November 19, 2025 at 5:13 PM
got to meet and pet a cat :> that was pretty cool
November 17, 2025 at 5:54 PM
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thanks for fucking with my head, come again soon!
November 17, 2025 at 3:07 PM
fighting the urges
November 17, 2025 at 2:13 PM
some of my moots post the most beautiful pics of food, and my dinner tonight is laughable:
taco meat eaten by the spoonful with a few hot cheetos eaten as a chaser 😂
November 16, 2025 at 3:28 AM
re-reading my old d@nny phantøm fanfic from when i was 16 like "ok ok i like it picasso"
i didn't remember my comment responses 😂 or what i wrote, so that was a trip to go through
if anyone wants to see into the mind of a mentally ill t33n, lmk and i'll send the link lol
November 12, 2025 at 5:49 PM
we're all fractals of each other
everything that exists is a piece of each other and a piece of itself, everything is reflected within itself and each other
magnified, microscopic everything reflects and echoes on a scale unimaginable
November 11, 2025 at 4:40 PM
I used to cut my ankles when I was a kid and I'm trying not to go do it
November 9, 2025 at 12:38 AM
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you're an angel, i'm a dog.
November 9, 2025 at 12:29 AM
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Me watching people call me
November 7, 2025 at 1:36 PM
things to do to help me get back in a starving mood for winter:
-watch ssvsss and other shows
-read my stockpile of ed books I've had downloaded
-gather more winter spo
-listen to holiday music and think of a time that wasn't real
November 7, 2025 at 2:16 AM
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November 7, 2025 at 1:22 AM
I fucking got back to 200lbs. I was 188 and now I'm 200. God I'm fucking fat fat fat I got too comfortable again
Get your head back in the fucking game man
November 6, 2025 at 2:10 PM
i keep forgetting i pierced my own ear today
i dont remember why i did it
November 6, 2025 at 5:54 AM
oh i hate candy i need to practice some self control fr
November 5, 2025 at 4:23 AM
found so many cool vintage cameras that I was thinking my brother would like for Christmas,,
and then I remember nothing I do for him is ever good enough
November 4, 2025 at 3:26 PM
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just because you are soft doesn't mean you are not a force. honey and wildfire are both the color gold.
November 4, 2025 at 2:45 PM
i binge ate so much i gained ten pounds this past week
i hate myself, ive felt sick and awful
November 4, 2025 at 1:59 AM
been having too much fashion fun in pokez 🥺
November 3, 2025 at 2:54 AM
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November 2, 2025 at 4:27 PM
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I need an entire lifetime of being 9 years old or i will never recover
November 2, 2025 at 1:08 AM
okay so its either the flu or my appendix, he told me to keep a close eye on a pain spoy and go to the ER if it gets really bad
seems like everyone is sick rn 😢 i'm at the doctor rn because my wife made me go, i get pizza after if im good
October 31, 2025 at 11:36 PM
seems like everyone is sick rn 😢 i'm at the doctor rn because my wife made me go, i get pizza after if im good
October 31, 2025 at 9:52 PM