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@feraldeer.bsky.social
deer | 30 | they+ | 🔞
2025 concerts: ghost (7/11, 7/18, 7/19), mcr (7/26, 7/27), AFI (10/18), Warped Orlando
2026: ghost (1/24)
2025 concerts: ghost (7/11, 7/18, 7/19), mcr (7/26, 7/27), AFI (10/18), Warped Orlando
2026: ghost (1/24)
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for all my faults, i can never say that i am not loved or wanted
i am loved dearly and wanted ferociously and i deserve to have that in my life and i am so lucky to be able to hold that in my heart
i am loved dearly and wanted ferociously and i deserve to have that in my life and i am so lucky to be able to hold that in my heart
back to sleep
November 26, 2025 at 10:37 AM
back to sleep
me: why am i having a stress reaction again? my eyelids are swollen. weird.
me also: three consecutive stress dreams that wake me up with chest pains at 4:30am
me also: three consecutive stress dreams that wake me up with chest pains at 4:30am
November 26, 2025 at 10:34 AM
me: why am i having a stress reaction again? my eyelids are swollen. weird.
me also: three consecutive stress dreams that wake me up with chest pains at 4:30am
me also: three consecutive stress dreams that wake me up with chest pains at 4:30am
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give it up for Henry yall
November 25, 2025 at 5:57 PM
give it up for Henry yall
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A friend's oc is like an oc-in-law to me
November 21, 2025 at 8:57 PM
A friend's oc is like an oc-in-law to me
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I dont WANT a robust crafting system! DEBUST it. NOW.
November 26, 2025 at 3:23 AM
I dont WANT a robust crafting system! DEBUST it. NOW.
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January 15, 2025 at 4:06 AM
what in the cofronting
November 26, 2025 at 3:06 AM
what in the cofronting
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🍁“…I simply am.” 🍁
(It only felt right to make a proper piece for a creature so pretty inside and out. 🧡
Goddamn I love this movie.)
[ #draikyart #frankenstein #dgtfrankenstein #thecreature ]
(It only felt right to make a proper piece for a creature so pretty inside and out. 🧡
Goddamn I love this movie.)
[ #draikyart #frankenstein #dgtfrankenstein #thecreature ]
November 26, 2025 at 2:07 AM
🍁“…I simply am.” 🍁
(It only felt right to make a proper piece for a creature so pretty inside and out. 🧡
Goddamn I love this movie.)
[ #draikyart #frankenstein #dgtfrankenstein #thecreature ]
(It only felt right to make a proper piece for a creature so pretty inside and out. 🧡
Goddamn I love this movie.)
[ #draikyart #frankenstein #dgtfrankenstein #thecreature ]
NO MORE PONDERING
I WISH TO BE IGNORANT OF MY OWN EXISTENCE
NOW IS THE TIME OF STUPIDITY
I WISH TO BE IGNORANT OF MY OWN EXISTENCE
NOW IS THE TIME OF STUPIDITY
November 26, 2025 at 1:19 AM
NO MORE PONDERING
I WISH TO BE IGNORANT OF MY OWN EXISTENCE
NOW IS THE TIME OF STUPIDITY
I WISH TO BE IGNORANT OF MY OWN EXISTENCE
NOW IS THE TIME OF STUPIDITY
pluraltalk will cease when the brain ceases to plural
November 26, 2025 at 12:56 AM
pluraltalk will cease when the brain ceases to plural
We're introspective tonight. A lot of shit has happened.
November 26, 2025 at 12:41 AM
We're introspective tonight. A lot of shit has happened.
I'm not trying to be like "wahh I'm unlikable" because that's just factually untrue. People usually like me well enough and I have a ton of friends.
But having this condition means that there are some personalities that cannot navigate social situations and do more harm than good because they're>
But having this condition means that there are some personalities that cannot navigate social situations and do more harm than good because they're>
November 26, 2025 at 12:40 AM
I'm not trying to be like "wahh I'm unlikable" because that's just factually untrue. People usually like me well enough and I have a ton of friends.
But having this condition means that there are some personalities that cannot navigate social situations and do more harm than good because they're>
But having this condition means that there are some personalities that cannot navigate social situations and do more harm than good because they're>
one aspect of trauma i don't really hear about is developing emotional amnesia about once-close relationships
it's very frustrating
you become avoidant and sometimes you even know you're doing it but the feelings are inaccessible
it's very frustrating
you become avoidant and sometimes you even know you're doing it but the feelings are inaccessible
November 26, 2025 at 12:07 AM
one aspect of trauma i don't really hear about is developing emotional amnesia about once-close relationships
it's very frustrating
you become avoidant and sometimes you even know you're doing it but the feelings are inaccessible
it's very frustrating
you become avoidant and sometimes you even know you're doing it but the feelings are inaccessible
ik people with DID/OSDD seem to have everything on lock or w/ with our cute aestheticized carrds and emoji keys but i promise you that none of us know what the fuck is happening
we are all just trying to make it less weird for other people
i gave up doing that bc almost none of us gaf
we are all just trying to make it less weird for other people
i gave up doing that bc almost none of us gaf
November 25, 2025 at 11:58 PM
ik people with DID/OSDD seem to have everything on lock or w/ with our cute aestheticized carrds and emoji keys but i promise you that none of us know what the fuck is happening
we are all just trying to make it less weird for other people
i gave up doing that bc almost none of us gaf
we are all just trying to make it less weird for other people
i gave up doing that bc almost none of us gaf
DID is ass bc i think if we just fully integrated the resultant personality would be wholly likable instead of us being fragmented into some likable personalities and others who should never see the light of day (by their own admission)
November 25, 2025 at 11:55 PM
DID is ass bc i think if we just fully integrated the resultant personality would be wholly likable instead of us being fragmented into some likable personalities and others who should never see the light of day (by their own admission)
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November 25, 2025 at 11:33 PM
honestly it's probably better to leave most of it for organic discovery in roleplay bc when you have a character with a lot of complexity and deep lived experiences infodumping about it can make it feel like Too Much
November 25, 2025 at 11:25 PM
honestly it's probably better to leave most of it for organic discovery in roleplay bc when you have a character with a lot of complexity and deep lived experiences infodumping about it can make it feel like Too Much
me when i save all my oc lore for organic discovery in roleplay which results in me chomping at the bit over the tiniest discussion bc i keep having to be vague 💔💔💔
god i want to yap but No Spoilers but
god i want to yap but No Spoilers but
November 25, 2025 at 11:22 PM
me when i save all my oc lore for organic discovery in roleplay which results in me chomping at the bit over the tiniest discussion bc i keep having to be vague 💔💔💔
god i want to yap but No Spoilers but
god i want to yap but No Spoilers but
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“You’ll be visited by three spirits”
November 25, 2025 at 12:00 AM
“You’ll be visited by three spirits”
tomorrow. things did not work out so... tomorrow.
I get my new glasses today! Finally, two pairs...
November 25, 2025 at 10:51 PM
tomorrow. things did not work out so... tomorrow.
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you're all so brave remember that
November 25, 2025 at 10:43 PM
you're all so brave remember that
can't make up my mind on whether neo yokio is actually funny or not
it's a terrible show but keeps making me laugh so maybe it's not terrible???
it's a terrible show but keeps making me laugh so maybe it's not terrible???
November 25, 2025 at 10:44 PM
can't make up my mind on whether neo yokio is actually funny or not
it's a terrible show but keeps making me laugh so maybe it's not terrible???
it's a terrible show but keeps making me laugh so maybe it's not terrible???
i love having friends with plex bc i never have to pirate anything myself
November 25, 2025 at 10:33 PM
i love having friends with plex bc i never have to pirate anything myself
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You ever get so artblocked you rotoscope your favourite ghouls kissing?
#thebandghost #namelessghouls #ghostbc #bandghost #ghostband #alphaghoul #ifritghoul
#rotoscope #art #animation
#thebandghost #namelessghouls #ghostbc #bandghost #ghostband #alphaghoul #ifritghoul
#rotoscope #art #animation
September 11, 2025 at 8:36 PM
You ever get so artblocked you rotoscope your favourite ghouls kissing?
#thebandghost #namelessghouls #ghostbc #bandghost #ghostband #alphaghoul #ifritghoul
#rotoscope #art #animation
#thebandghost #namelessghouls #ghostbc #bandghost #ghostband #alphaghoul #ifritghoul
#rotoscope #art #animation