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26. suffering 24/7 & screaming into the void constantly. mostly chill🌷obsessed with things in my head btw
喜欢搞oc但不会画画的社畜一个，时常在脑袋里发疯
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喜欢搞oc但不会画画的社畜一个，时常在脑袋里发疯
kidelder.tumblr.com
#oc
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@invus.bsky.social
· Dec 2
always looking for moots !!
ノ kpop + taylor swift
ノ kdrama / cdrama
ノ webtoons
ノ making oc / writing / rp
ノ love and deepspace
ノ chinese culture (always happy to share + learn)
ノ pinterest + tumblr addict
ノ gaming even tho i don't game (resident evil, arkham series etc)
ノ eng/中/한
ノ kpop + taylor swift
ノ kdrama / cdrama
ノ webtoons
ノ making oc / writing / rp
ノ love and deepspace
ノ chinese culture (always happy to share + learn)
ノ pinterest + tumblr addict
ノ gaming even tho i don't game (resident evil, arkham series etc)
ノ eng/中/한
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the only response anti-communists have to “don’t you want reliable, resilient, & inexpensive electricity in your home?” is either bizarre levels of Sinophobia/ racism or rancid appeals to chauvinism / fascistic nationalism.
November 3, 2025 at 5:21 PM
the only response anti-communists have to “don’t you want reliable, resilient, & inexpensive electricity in your home?” is either bizarre levels of Sinophobia/ racism or rancid appeals to chauvinism / fascistic nationalism.
im cry guangdong can never escape the cockroaches now that they have the biggest ones
Guangzhou International Airport was designed to look like an eye. But due to budgetary issue, one half of it was axed. Now it looks like a cockroach.
December 4, 2025 at 7:43 AM
im cry guangdong can never escape the cockroaches now that they have the biggest ones
been quite a bit of negativity here but i finally have my one (1) linabell plushie and one (1) plushie keychain
December 4, 2025 at 5:38 AM
been quite a bit of negativity here but i finally have my one (1) linabell plushie and one (1) plushie keychain
i once saw someone on xhs said that when you're in a period of uncertainty in your life, or when you're feeling unsure etc, it's recommended to go study history.
that saying has stuck in my head ever since i saw it and i do think it makes sense and it works.
that saying has stuck in my head ever since i saw it and i do think it makes sense and it works.
December 4, 2025 at 5:29 AM
i once saw someone on xhs said that when you're in a period of uncertainty in your life, or when you're feeling unsure etc, it's recommended to go study history.
that saying has stuck in my head ever since i saw it and i do think it makes sense and it works.
that saying has stuck in my head ever since i saw it and i do think it makes sense and it works.
once again thinking about this fr, how many times are people going to tell me one thing and make me feel exactly the opposite yet i still could not give up at all
if they do, they are doing a very good job of not making me feel or think like they do
December 3, 2025 at 2:20 AM
once again thinking about this fr, how many times are people going to tell me one thing and make me feel exactly the opposite yet i still could not give up at all
idc what people say but restaurants who don't provide pictures to their food in their menu is 👎👎👎
December 3, 2025 at 1:54 AM
idc what people say but restaurants who don't provide pictures to their food in their menu is 👎👎👎
this would heal me, i used to have cute hello kitty chopsticks, seeing this makes me misses using cute utensils
December 2, 2025 at 6:56 AM
this would heal me, i used to have cute hello kitty chopsticks, seeing this makes me misses using cute utensils
aight asked for feedback on the dash, let's see if i could get any
December 1, 2025 at 7:59 AM
aight asked for feedback on the dash, let's see if i could get any
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when this happens, i get so demotivated to continue threads and drafts bc it just feels like they're not interested. which means if i don't continue, i don't even get to write which is the one thing i enjoy doing and like -- it just goes into a circle again and again
if they do, they are doing a very good job of not making me feel or think like they do
November 30, 2025 at 6:46 AM
when this happens, i get so demotivated to continue threads and drafts bc it just feels like they're not interested. which means if i don't continue, i don't even get to write which is the one thing i enjoy doing and like -- it just goes into a circle again and again
i don't think anyone even likes writing with me
November 30, 2025 at 12:37 AM
i don't think anyone even likes writing with me
back to making character playlists but specifically the type of songs they would sing on spotify
November 29, 2025 at 4:26 PM
back to making character playlists but specifically the type of songs they would sing on spotify
fr there really is zero notif on both tumblr & discord lmao like, i shouldn't get disappointed bc it's really normal, but it really just makes me think about how no one really cares about what i bring to the table anyway. we could plot all we want, but when it comes to actual writing, i get nothing
avoiding my indie tumblr blog like the plague to avoid getting disappointed due to no notifs at all now that i'd be gone for a week for travelling, yet still undeniably getting disappointed when i receive no notifs
November 29, 2025 at 4:21 PM
fr there really is zero notif on both tumblr & discord lmao like, i shouldn't get disappointed bc it's really normal, but it really just makes me think about how no one really cares about what i bring to the table anyway. we could plot all we want, but when it comes to actual writing, i get nothing
first day back from guangzhou: fought with the parents and have been crying so much all day that my eyes are so swollen
last day and night at guangzhou: dad got pissed
first night at guangzhou: headache then stomachache
November 29, 2025 at 4:15 PM
first day back from guangzhou: fought with the parents and have been crying so much all day that my eyes are so swollen
last day and night at guangzhou: dad got pissed
first night at guangzhou: headache then stomachache
November 29, 2025 at 4:14 PM
last day and night at guangzhou: dad got pissed
avoiding my indie tumblr blog like the plague to avoid getting disappointed due to no notifs at all now that i'd be gone for a week for travelling, yet still undeniably getting disappointed when i receive no notifs
November 24, 2025 at 9:56 AM
avoiding my indie tumblr blog like the plague to avoid getting disappointed due to no notifs at all now that i'd be gone for a week for travelling, yet still undeniably getting disappointed when i receive no notifs
no one:
china: has a random huge moomin statue in the middle of the street
china: has a random huge moomin statue in the middle of the street
November 24, 2025 at 9:52 AM
no one:
china: has a random huge moomin statue in the middle of the street
china: has a random huge moomin statue in the middle of the street
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first night at guangzhou: headache then stomachache
November 23, 2025 at 2:55 PM
first night at guangzhou: headache then stomachache
it's so embarrassing and humbling whenever i ask for memes or post plotting or starter calls bc it's truly just cricket noises sigh
November 22, 2025 at 1:01 AM
it's so embarrassing and humbling whenever i ask for memes or post plotting or starter calls bc it's truly just cricket noises sigh
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I am mad about all of the things
November 21, 2025 at 11:54 PM
I am mad about all of the things
i am not gonna lie, i'm an attention seeker. waking up to zero notifs sometimes makes me so :/ esp on my writing blog where i try to write as much as i could yet it still seems like people claim they love it but i never quite feel so
November 22, 2025 at 12:34 AM
i am not gonna lie, i'm an attention seeker. waking up to zero notifs sometimes makes me so :/ esp on my writing blog where i try to write as much as i could yet it still seems like people claim they love it but i never quite feel so
the sooner i come to terms with this, that this is just how things are going to be and i should accept that nothing really changes, the better i will feel (probably) but it's just so hard
i keep holding onto hope for nothing
i keep holding onto hope for nothing
从来没被坚定地选择过真的很难受啊
November 18, 2025 at 12:23 AM
the sooner i come to terms with this, that this is just how things are going to be and i should accept that nothing really changes, the better i will feel (probably) but it's just so hard
i keep holding onto hope for nothing
i keep holding onto hope for nothing