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Bea!
@jurassicbea.bsky.social
♀️ 28 | She/her
🎗 Major stroke survivor
🎨 Art & fursuit account for your favorite raptorjay thing!
🦖 Fursuit by: @hounds-teeth.com
🎥 My videos: youtube.com/@jurassicbea
💖 My pack: @glitterdisaster.bsky.social
Do you see me?
February 3, 2026 at 6:00 PM
I wish I died on that fucking night man...

I'm tired of pretending I was happy I was saved, the truth was I accepted it and was ready to let go in that moment of realization. It was so peaceful, now I'm just stuck here in hell.
January 31, 2026 at 8:36 AM
What do I do now? Who can I be at this point? I don't know, nobody knows. I've searched for it for years and instead made several plans to take my own life...

I just need a will, I want to make sure that my passing could at least help the right people. That I could do one last good thing.
January 31, 2026 at 8:34 AM
I hate to say that,, I really do. I don't want them to feel like bad friends. But I'm deeply hurting, I can't get closure for the issues that affect me constantly, the uselessness I feel in this society, the lack of ambition because everything I wanted to work towards died along with me.
January 31, 2026 at 8:34 AM
I wanted to get better, I fought hard to push through it but life kept sending huge blow after huge blow and I'm left just feeling like a shadow of myself. I feel invisible to so many people I want to say are my friends - but they hardly recognize the decay I'm in. It withers away at my trust.
January 31, 2026 at 8:34 AM
They say that depression is treatable, but honestly the treatments I've got either sucked for my quality of life or left me no better off. I have severe depression, I have active suicidal ideation. My support system is small and I worry for scaring them or overloading them.
January 31, 2026 at 8:34 AM
There's a lot of snow going around! 🌨️ Figured it's time to bring back this classic~ #FursuitFriday
Stay safe out there!

✂️ @hounds-teeth.com
January 30, 2026 at 7:49 PM
Reposted by Bea!
January 30, 2026 at 4:58 PM
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January 30, 2026 at 12:33 AM
x3
January 29, 2026 at 3:58 AM
It's really one or the other, and idk what I'll do if it's the bad result xc
January 27, 2026 at 4:33 PM
This could either be the biggest relief or my world collapsing, I fear it's the latter... Only time can tell :/
January 27, 2026 at 4:27 PM
Reposted by Bea!
January 24, 2026 at 7:11 PM
THEY TOOK HIM!!
January 26, 2026 at 12:06 AM
I added the B I G G O R I L L A :)
January 25, 2026 at 11:17 PM
OFC I DO, THERE'S A REALISM/RP SERVER I LOVE PLAYING ON
January 25, 2026 at 7:33 AM
OMFG I WANT TO OKAY POT WITH YOU!!!!
January 25, 2026 at 4:55 AM
BEAUTIFUL!!!!!
January 24, 2026 at 1:50 AM
Reposted by Bea!
Qamaqtuq ᖃᒪᖅᑐᖅ “To call dogs to oneself”

For the Gender Mutual exhibition @ SUM Gallery
January 24, 2026 at 12:42 AM
hehehe thank youuu :3 it's a ton of fun!
January 21, 2026 at 3:33 AM
Yeah I do! I love Impreza's! I got it super cheap and have spent the last 6~ years on-and-off doing as much DIY as I can (or having friends help) to make her pretty~

Very proud of her, I keep it as good as possible, it's got some really nice parts and it's glued to the ground when driven hard :3
January 21, 2026 at 3:16 AM
Roundest shark and tiddies ever
January 21, 2026 at 3:08 AM
Yes it is! Her name is Baby :)
January 21, 2026 at 2:48 AM
Clean girly~
January 20, 2026 at 9:01 PM
I don't know about 200~ following being a lot, and I have NSFW over on an entirely separate account which has 50% less -- neither of them feel dead
January 19, 2026 at 5:02 PM