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@oakleaf.bsky.social
call me oakleaf or sui (随). audhd writer, artist, and friend to cats everywhere. multi-fandom. theLoyalRoyalGuard on ao3. not chinese, it’s a fandom nickname. she/they
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· Oct 17
Sleep is not enough I need a vacation to Rivendell
I need everyone to see that Milo has somehow made his tail into a FULL LOOP DE LOOP
January 16, 2026 at 4:59 AM
I need everyone to see that Milo has somehow made his tail into a FULL LOOP DE LOOP
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I don’t know who needs to hear this but
Examining or re-evaluating your gender/sexuality and changing your labels can happen as many times as you want, whenever you want, including NOT changing your labels, including deciding you ARE cis or het or allo actually
Anyone who says otherwise is a dick
Examining or re-evaluating your gender/sexuality and changing your labels can happen as many times as you want, whenever you want, including NOT changing your labels, including deciding you ARE cis or het or allo actually
Anyone who says otherwise is a dick
August 10, 2025 at 5:42 PM
I don’t know who needs to hear this but
Examining or re-evaluating your gender/sexuality and changing your labels can happen as many times as you want, whenever you want, including NOT changing your labels, including deciding you ARE cis or het or allo actually
Anyone who says otherwise is a dick
Examining or re-evaluating your gender/sexuality and changing your labels can happen as many times as you want, whenever you want, including NOT changing your labels, including deciding you ARE cis or het or allo actually
Anyone who says otherwise is a dick
One odd thing I’ve noticed as I’m slowly starting to socialize more is that, while I continue to be very socially anxious and easily overwhelmed, one thing I’m *not* anxious about is *saying* that I’m anxious
Just being straight up like “hey if I’m weird and anxious it’s me not you it’s fine”
Just being straight up like “hey if I’m weird and anxious it’s me not you it’s fine”
January 16, 2026 at 3:51 AM
One odd thing I’ve noticed as I’m slowly starting to socialize more is that, while I continue to be very socially anxious and easily overwhelmed, one thing I’m *not* anxious about is *saying* that I’m anxious
Just being straight up like “hey if I’m weird and anxious it’s me not you it’s fine”
Just being straight up like “hey if I’m weird and anxious it’s me not you it’s fine”
Also. BOOK ARRIVED!!! And this edition includes On Fairy-Stories I’m delighted
Every time the mail or a package comes I’m like BOOK??? BOOK PLS??? and it is not book 😭
Bought myself a book (tales from the perilous realm) Because I Can And I Want To
January 16, 2026 at 3:15 AM
Also. BOOK ARRIVED!!! And this edition includes On Fairy-Stories I’m delighted
So my friend does actual play podcasts, not any of the huge ones or anything, but apparently there are TWO fanfic for one of his podcasts on ao3! How utterly cool to see something my friend made be loved enough that people made fic of it!!
January 16, 2026 at 3:09 AM
So my friend does actual play podcasts, not any of the huge ones or anything, but apparently there are TWO fanfic for one of his podcasts on ao3! How utterly cool to see something my friend made be loved enough that people made fic of it!!
I missed most of #WeeknightWriters tonight because I got to see a friend I haven’t seen since 2017!!!
Also!! Cats!!!
Also!! Cats!!!
January 16, 2026 at 1:39 AM
I missed most of #WeeknightWriters tonight because I got to see a friend I haven’t seen since 2017!!!
Also!! Cats!!!
Also!! Cats!!!
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Hey folks Calvary Food Shelf has been helping out people in Minneapolis for 30 years, and now they’re ramping up to meet the crisis, including doing home deliveries so people don’t have to risk going out.
They’re just over halfway to their current goal—let’s get them all the way, shall we?
They’re just over halfway to their current goal—let’s get them all the way, shall we?
Support Calvary Food Shelf: Emergency Response Fundraiser on GiveMN
Help us respond to urgent community needs
www.givemn.org
January 15, 2026 at 4:31 PM
Hey folks Calvary Food Shelf has been helping out people in Minneapolis for 30 years, and now they’re ramping up to meet the crisis, including doing home deliveries so people don’t have to risk going out.
They’re just over halfway to their current goal—let’s get them all the way, shall we?
They’re just over halfway to their current goal—let’s get them all the way, shall we?
I’m supposed to see a friend today I haven't seen since like… 2017? So of course I feel like crap all day 😩
January 15, 2026 at 7:44 PM
I’m supposed to see a friend today I haven't seen since like… 2017? So of course I feel like crap all day 😩
Island map ink with light watercolor aging vs island map with full color added
January 15, 2026 at 7:25 PM
Island map ink with light watercolor aging vs island map with full color added
I’m so tired of being tired
January 15, 2026 at 5:57 PM
I’m so tired of being tired
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Sometimes self care is making a map purely because I feel like it, with no story attached. Just. Here’s a world
January 14, 2026 at 11:18 PM
Sometimes self care is making a map purely because I feel like it, with no story attached. Just. Here’s a world
Carrying my laundry up two flights of stairs like a video game character when they’re over-encumbered 😂
January 15, 2026 at 3:58 AM
Carrying my laundry up two flights of stairs like a video game character when they’re over-encumbered 😂
I fucked around (joked about writing knockoff Silmarillion fanfic) and now I’m finding out (coming to grips with the fact that my silly little book is rapidly starting to look like a series) 😅
January 15, 2026 at 12:49 AM
I fucked around (joked about writing knockoff Silmarillion fanfic) and now I’m finding out (coming to grips with the fact that my silly little book is rapidly starting to look like a series) 😅
I sometimes think about taking commissions for art. I don’t think I’d do it for my regular art because that tends to be loose and unpredictable. But maybe for maps? If anyone liked my map style enough to want something for their dnd game or novel or whatever… that could be fun…
January 15, 2026 at 12:09 AM
I sometimes think about taking commissions for art. I don’t think I’d do it for my regular art because that tends to be loose and unpredictable. But maybe for maps? If anyone liked my map style enough to want something for their dnd game or novel or whatever… that could be fun…
Sometimes self care is making a map purely because I feel like it, with no story attached. Just. Here’s a world
January 14, 2026 at 11:18 PM
Sometimes self care is making a map purely because I feel like it, with no story attached. Just. Here’s a world
Every time the mail or a package comes I’m like BOOK??? BOOK PLS??? and it is not book 😭
Bought myself a book (tales from the perilous realm) Because I Can And I Want To
January 14, 2026 at 9:15 PM
Every time the mail or a package comes I’m like BOOK??? BOOK PLS??? and it is not book 😭
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He follows me here! He follows me there! By god that cat follows me everywhere!
I say in a faux posh British voice as Milo sits next to me in the bathroom 😂
I say in a faux posh British voice as Milo sits next to me in the bathroom 😂
January 6, 2026 at 2:00 AM
He follows me here! He follows me there! By god that cat follows me everywhere!
I say in a faux posh British voice as Milo sits next to me in the bathroom 😂
I say in a faux posh British voice as Milo sits next to me in the bathroom 😂
I am. So small. And so stressed
January 14, 2026 at 6:00 PM
I am. So small. And so stressed
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Me, too, traffic cone. Me, too.
January 14, 2026 at 1:34 PM
Me, too, traffic cone. Me, too.
This is SO FUNNY given my post about characters lying last night 😂
My characters usually lie more by omission or half truths than outright lies, but my current MC is going to be doing a helluva lie to everyone in the near future claiming an elf prince is his son to protect him
My characters usually lie more by omission or half truths than outright lies, but my current MC is going to be doing a helluva lie to everyone in the near future claiming an elf prince is his son to protect him
What’s the biggest lie your MC has ever told? Who did they lie to and why? #WritingPrompt
January 14, 2026 at 3:35 PM
This is SO FUNNY given my post about characters lying last night 😂
My characters usually lie more by omission or half truths than outright lies, but my current MC is going to be doing a helluva lie to everyone in the near future claiming an elf prince is his son to protect him
My characters usually lie more by omission or half truths than outright lies, but my current MC is going to be doing a helluva lie to everyone in the near future claiming an elf prince is his son to protect him
Really feeling Waymond’s “be kind” speech today
January 14, 2026 at 3:28 PM
Really feeling Waymond’s “be kind” speech today
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Me, remembering I can make characters lie or say things they don’t actually believe:
a close up of a pikachu with a surprised look on its face
Alt: Surprised pikachu gif
media.tenor.com
January 14, 2026 at 5:03 AM
Me, remembering I can make characters lie or say things they don’t actually believe:
That feeling when one of your favorite YouTubers releases a video for the first time in FOUR YEARS 🎉🎉🎉
January 13, 2026 at 6:31 PM
That feeling when one of your favorite YouTubers releases a video for the first time in FOUR YEARS 🎉🎉🎉
Omg wait I can get old school runescape ON MY PHONE???
January 13, 2026 at 3:03 PM
Omg wait I can get old school runescape ON MY PHONE???