ren kanoelani
@renmaicha.bsky.social
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they/them • māhū • kanaka maoli, CHamoru, & taiwanese + japanese • renmaicha.carrd.co
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Please donate to local LA restaurant, Azay as they make and distribute meals to folks during the ongoing fires!!
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tbh a bouquet of kalo leaves would do something for me 🌱
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If I vent to my friends about it, it feels like I’m trying to guilt them for being better off.
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In many ways, I’m glad my friends can’t relate. But in others, I feel so lonely because no one in my circles share this experience and I can’t stop wondering if it’s my fault I’m in so much debt. Maybe it is??
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I don’t think I’m actively suicidal, but I do feel like the only way out of my debt is to die and that I will never be able to pay it all back no matter how hard I try.
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Sometimes I feel really jealous of my friends whose families were able to help them financially and who weren’t in debt from the day they turned 18. I hate when I’m jealous of my friends for not struggling like I did, it makes me feel gross and ugly.
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But realistically I don’t know how many meals I’d have to skip to pay off my $80k student debt and my much more reasonable, but still high credit card debt.
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Sometimes I feel so frustrated about things outside my control that I just cry. Lately it’s just that I’m poor and I fall into the “maybe if I just stopped eating lunch or buying snacks once in a while, I wouldn’t be so broke.”
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HELLO!!! My webcomic Daughter of a Thousand Faces has been nominated for a Ringo award again! 🥳

Go read my comic if you like Chinese inspired fantasies about angry girls and the evil demonic father figures they didn’t ask for ✨ tapas.io/series/daugh...
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When I’m with other Pasifika, I’m just like WOW I’m so grateful to be Pasifika YIPPEE
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being around other Pasifika truly is just such a good feeling 99% of the time. the 1% are because sometimes there’s pilau ass people since being Pasifika doesn’t automatically make you a good person lmao.
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My tummy was upset so I had some po chai pills and a mug of instant miso soup and am feeling much better. YIPPEE!!
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Hey! It’s September now! Did you know my book comes out this month? Strange but true! Pick up this fun yōkai adventure in time for spooky season.

Pre-order links here (heaps of countries/locations listed): site.andrewsmcmeel.com/folk-remedy-...
An illustration of Maple, the main character of Folk Remedy, reading a book with sparkles in her eyes. Behind her is the cover of Folk Remedy Book 1.
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Avian August is complete!
Big thanks to @cookiedoves.bsky.social for the Birds of Hawaii prompt.

Prints of each bird and all the bird together are available in my print on demand shop

www.redbubble.com/people/JadaF...

#avianaugust #avianaugust2025 #birdsofhawaii #hawaii #birds #birdart
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🪶 I’ve completed Avian August 2025! I hope all the conservation programs will go well and they live long and prosper.
🌺 鳥類月間2025〜ハワイ編〜 完走しました! 今夏も毎日TLで大勢の鳥を観測できて楽しかったです。また来年!
#AvianAugust #Birds
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spent yesterday with some wonderful kānaka (& my roommate, mya) and we made kalo luau stew, pork laulau, & tī leaf lei! I’m still basking in the joy of it all :>
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Another red bird for #avianaugust 🔴
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🪶[11] 'Anianiau. Here comes another adorable honeycreeper. The first impression of them was “A yellow egg with a tiny bill”
🌺[11] コハワイミツスイ。まだまだ続くミツスイ団。卵にクチバシと足が生えてるようなシルエット好き。
#AvianAugust #Birds
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cookiedoves.bsky.social
#avianaugust hawaiian crow, hawaiian duck, white tern, 'aniānau
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renmaicha.bsky.social
Sometimes my heart feels heavy and life feels like a weight, but I am not sad for lack of love. I am so loved.

Unfortunately, sometimes the world sucks and capitalism is killing me. But despite it, I love and am loved. And sometimes that has to be enough to keep going.
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What a miracle it is to have been alive at the same time as these people. Who I love and have loved.
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I’m so grateful for the people in my life — they continue to be proof that there is good in the world and that there will always be space for love. I’m still grateful to the people who used to be in my life — they helped to shape me into the person I am now.
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Folk Remedy Book 1 releases on September 23!

You can pre-order right now!
An image with the cover of Folk Remedy Book 1. Releasing on 23 September! Pre-order now!
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moa810.bsky.social
🪶[1] ʻIʻiwi. They come to my mind first when it comes to Hawaiian birds. (tbh Java sparrows come first, but they’re not native, I think)
🌺[1]ベニハワイミツスイ。英名のʻIʻiwiってどういう意味だろうと思ったら、語源はチュウシャクシギだそうです。確かにシルエットが似ている。
#AvianAugust