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Rivian Brooks
@rivianrudolf.bsky.social
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call me riv 🐺⚔️🦁 30yo || he/him || irl witcher at this point makes shitty art, mediocre at dark souls
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Idk guess I'm here now. I'm mediocre with art and souls games, will fight ghosts for cash, and obsessed with my snake daughter. Nothing new otherwise, same soup different app.
Oooooo digging the heavy texture painterly look
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Just a reminder that when you're at a shop and they're like 'oh we're raising money for -whatevercharity-', they get tax relief from YOUR donation. Donate directly, change in a bucket, money in a shaker, hell ANYTHING other than doing it with a corp as the middle man.
Don't get guilt tripped either.
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Going to cave in my own skull if the stress dreams dont chill the fuck out
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Illustration for the Castlevania Piano Collection vinyl
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Putting all my artussy into this one
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more flash in progress
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Sorry you can't sit on my chair, the monstera decided to sit there.
Same when I worked at coffee shops in the inner city. The weirdos were genuinely just perfectly fine outside of some extremely outliers. They were all nice, just had some special circumstances or illnesses that others just didnt want to understand or show compassion for because it's too hard or w/e.
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i think if you ride public transit enough you learn that most weird behavior is not dangerous, and conversely i think driving a car teaches you that everyone is trying to kill you at all times
Kinda hard to be a force of positivity in peoples' lives when ya hate yourself aint it hahaha. Man. I need a fuckin break. Just one damn day where I actually feel okay about who I am and where I'm at.
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Tender. oil on wood, 11x14 inches. up for sale and offers on my site.
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Yeah I think im feelin bad again
Great. My new debit card doesnt work at this stupid convenience store bc it's a different card brand now or whatever and they dont accept this new card brand. Time for me to scavenge the office freezer for expired frozen dinners people have clearly forgotten about for the last 4 years.
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Doordash is also delivering from food banks and waiving fees for SNAP recipients!
Here’s the How To:
There probably isnt a name for my issues anyway. Im just a little fucked up guy who needs to be sedated on a regular basis otherwise ill either cry non stop or ill chew your ear off for hours about fantasy lore that nobody gives a shit about. Thats just how it goes.
....tbh tho it would be nice to once and for all have like an actual fuckin name for the problems in my head but also I gave up on that shit years ago and it's been a very complicated ride in therapy ever since. I've had therapists theorize but nobody will actually give me anything concrete. Sucks.
Why does having extremely consuming interests like this feel so cringe. Idk if it's truly hyperfixation territory, feels weird to say it is when im not like. Diagnosed with anything. But oh my god it's all i can think about and all i wanna talk about and im so fucking sorry its so fuckin dire here
Unfortunately literally the only things I can think about or talk about lately are fucking bloodborne (bc new playthrough) or the witcher (be it the new book or the campaign im running or just the everything in general) and general love and lore dumps about them and oh my god im so sorry im That Guy