Natalie "Gail" O'Connor
@rottennat.com
Not a dog as in a puppygirl but a dog as in lies on you very heavily, falls asleep, snores, farts, and begrudgingly goes for a walk. Manchester, UK.
She had your dark suit in greasy wash water all year www.rottennat.com
She/her
She had your dark suit in greasy wash water all year www.rottennat.com
She/her
One advantage of hooking up with somebody who posts a lot is that, in a low moment, I can go back and look at gushing about me and go "oh yeah! That's about me!" and feel better
Add a 'Poster' filter to Grindr *now*, Mr Grindr
Add a 'Poster' filter to Grindr *now*, Mr Grindr
December 22, 2025 at 9:07 PM
One advantage of hooking up with somebody who posts a lot is that, in a low moment, I can go back and look at gushing about me and go "oh yeah! That's about me!" and feel better
Add a 'Poster' filter to Grindr *now*, Mr Grindr
Add a 'Poster' filter to Grindr *now*, Mr Grindr
Ok I ate something and feel better, funny how that works god I'm a child
December 22, 2025 at 9:07 PM
Ok I ate something and feel better, funny how that works god I'm a child
"Why don't you just deliver more, to make more money while you're looking for a job?" because it makes me so depressed to be doing this while I should be pulling down £50k at least that I want to kill myself, and then I don't look for work at all.
December 22, 2025 at 4:16 PM
"Why don't you just deliver more, to make more money while you're looking for a job?" because it makes me so depressed to be doing this while I should be pulling down £50k at least that I want to kill myself, and then I don't look for work at all.
I feel like I only come back to bluesky when I'm having a panic attack and I don't want to post through it on twitter because I'm desperately anxious of alienating my new friends with the sadposting, anyway I'm doing fine, I still don't have a job again, can't force self to consistently deliver food
December 22, 2025 at 3:52 PM
I feel like I only come back to bluesky when I'm having a panic attack and I don't want to post through it on twitter because I'm desperately anxious of alienating my new friends with the sadposting, anyway I'm doing fine, I still don't have a job again, can't force self to consistently deliver food
Date 1: Brilliant, great, she stayed over, we'll see each other again
Date 2: "I don't watch movies", made me pay for my lunch after taking me to an overpriced trendy brunch place, didn't realise that place served food and "wasn't planning on eating" after meeting me there at 1230
Date 2: "I don't watch movies", made me pay for my lunch after taking me to an overpriced trendy brunch place, didn't realise that place served food and "wasn't planning on eating" after meeting me there at 1230
Woman who is very nervous about her two dates back-to-back this weekend but did her hair anyway
December 20, 2025 at 8:38 PM
Date 1: Brilliant, great, she stayed over, we'll see each other again
Date 2: "I don't watch movies", made me pay for my lunch after taking me to an overpriced trendy brunch place, didn't realise that place served food and "wasn't planning on eating" after meeting me there at 1230
Date 2: "I don't watch movies", made me pay for my lunch after taking me to an overpriced trendy brunch place, didn't realise that place served food and "wasn't planning on eating" after meeting me there at 1230
Woman who is very nervous about her two dates back-to-back this weekend but did her hair anyway
December 19, 2025 at 3:09 PM
Woman who is very nervous about her two dates back-to-back this weekend but did her hair anyway
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December 11, 2025 at 6:19 PM
Ach, this one really hurts too. I put a lot of work into that application and I thought I'd at least get an interview. I don't know what criteria I didn't meet. It's my field.
December 10, 2025 at 3:21 PM
Ach, this one really hurts too. I put a lot of work into that application and I thought I'd at least get an interview. I don't know what criteria I didn't meet. It's my field.
OK I took my meds and feel better
December 10, 2025 at 10:12 AM
OK I took my meds and feel better
Sabotaging everything. Destroying everything. Everything that has happened to me is my fault. I'm to much of a coward to just fucking die
December 10, 2025 at 5:45 AM
Sabotaging everything. Destroying everything. Everything that has happened to me is my fault. I'm to much of a coward to just fucking die
Filled with horror and self-loathing at 4am. Trying to sleep I was in governance for years. I have expertise. I have an inner life. I write. I play music. I need people to know that if die - this headcase who struggles to deliver pizza - this is not all that I am. Please
December 10, 2025 at 4:02 AM
Filled with horror and self-loathing at 4am. Trying to sleep I was in governance for years. I have expertise. I have an inner life. I write. I play music. I need people to know that if die - this headcase who struggles to deliver pizza - this is not all that I am. Please
Great yawning pit in my stomach since this one. 1.5 out of five. For a policy role of the kind I have done much of for 10 years. Oh, and a rejection to be a postie. I feel done. Beaten, finished. This, plus people I make plans with cancelling last minute - great yawning pit in my stomach. End times.
December 9, 2025 at 11:16 PM
Great yawning pit in my stomach since this one. 1.5 out of five. For a policy role of the kind I have done much of for 10 years. Oh, and a rejection to be a postie. I feel done. Beaten, finished. This, plus people I make plans with cancelling last minute - great yawning pit in my stomach. End times.
Distinct feeling that people are backing off of me because I have done something terribly wrong and nobody will tell me what it is, and are instead leaving me to speculare why friends old and new now behave as though I don't exist. I dont know how I fuck things up. But I do.
December 9, 2025 at 12:18 AM
Distinct feeling that people are backing off of me because I have done something terribly wrong and nobody will tell me what it is, and are instead leaving me to speculare why friends old and new now behave as though I don't exist. I dont know how I fuck things up. But I do.
Reposted by Natalie "Gail" O'Connor
✨4 seconds from every episode of Very Important People ✨
December 7, 2025 at 9:00 PM
✨4 seconds from every episode of Very Important People ✨
Reposted by Natalie "Gail" O'Connor
im not "detransitioning" you stupid faggot im spending years meticulously becoming the most cunty woman ever just so i can then turn around and retransition into a shockingly handsome fuckboy. mmhm. thats right., the worlds first trans man with a vaginoplasty,
December 6, 2025 at 5:17 AM
im not "detransitioning" you stupid faggot im spending years meticulously becoming the most cunty woman ever just so i can then turn around and retransition into a shockingly handsome fuckboy. mmhm. thats right., the worlds first trans man with a vaginoplasty,
Pluribus episode 6 really solid episode of television, innit
December 5, 2025 at 10:11 PM
Pluribus episode 6 really solid episode of television, innit
Photos of a scruffy butch dog! Taken on film! In colour!
December 5, 2025 at 3:42 AM
Photos of a scruffy butch dog! Taken on film! In colour!
Wrote a blog to explore some feelings I've been grappling with about guilt and my reactions to things. rottennat.com/2025/12/03/y...
Your Children Will Be Next
I listened to one line of a song on the radio and thought about transphobia, Gaza, and my guilt.
rottennat.com
December 3, 2025 at 3:11 PM
Wrote a blog to explore some feelings I've been grappling with about guilt and my reactions to things. rottennat.com/2025/12/03/y...
Continuing to wear this hat around the house completely unnecessarily (I think it makes me look hot)
November 30, 2025 at 1:47 PM
Continuing to wear this hat around the house completely unnecessarily (I think it makes me look hot)
These butches gay.
November 30, 2025 at 1:01 PM
These butches gay.
It is impprtant to have heroes, for example Joan here taught me to never wear a bra, use deoderant, and to always carry a weapon (she told me these in a dream)
November 29, 2025 at 9:20 PM
It is impprtant to have heroes, for example Joan here taught me to never wear a bra, use deoderant, and to always carry a weapon (she told me these in a dream)
I come back to bluesky and people are talking about their funds, stocks and shares, jesus fucking christ. Insufferable rich cunts, all of you.
November 29, 2025 at 12:46 AM
I come back to bluesky and people are talking about their funds, stocks and shares, jesus fucking christ. Insufferable rich cunts, all of you.
For me, BPD is the feeling of knowing exactly what I want at any moment, and feeling it more strongly that anything imaginable (as I feel everything in the strongest possible way), but being acutely aware that wanting it that much stops you from getting it.
November 29, 2025 at 12:10 AM
For me, BPD is the feeling of knowing exactly what I want at any moment, and feeling it more strongly that anything imaginable (as I feel everything in the strongest possible way), but being acutely aware that wanting it that much stops you from getting it.
Sincereposting because I feel like it: There are a lot of feasible worlds in which I (a trans woman with somewhat shaky mental health who is bad at staying employed) would live in misery, but I just don't! I have a good time! I woke up next to my partner! There's crumpets etc
November 24, 2025 at 8:11 AM
Sincereposting because I feel like it: There are a lot of feasible worlds in which I (a trans woman with somewhat shaky mental health who is bad at staying employed) would live in misery, but I just don't! I have a good time! I woke up next to my partner! There's crumpets etc