including that one therapist who dismissed my struggles and then died 2 years later. you were a real one

thank you to my therapists and gay people

so crazy to just be living every day through the slow motion car crash of escalating fascism and it’s still like. aw man i have to go to the dentist

happy 20th birthday to the internets

tautology doubtful changed the trajectory of my life

‼️Temps are dropping and federal funding is being cut! PLEASE begin donating to your local shelters! Homeless shelters, food shelves, they will need your help now more than ever! If you can't donate share their links, print & put up flyers, be that lifeline for someone struggling‼️

all discourse aside, there is one machine with consciousness. it's printers. they are alive and conscious and they hate you and they'd take your arm clean off if you let them. never trust a printer.

i've gotten so used to saying "projecting my diva" around my irls to acknowledge i'm gaming and therefore going rogue for a bit. it may become a part of my regular lexicon at the rate i'm going

This is a proud moment! I started working on SpongeBob in fall of 1999. Four of my students just worked on the CG for the recent episode "Go Fetch!" Congrats to Jack Gatto, Anthony Syracuse, Lucas Santos, Geoff Roberts. Great job guys! #spongebob #CGartist #animation #legacy #daemenuniversity

give me pizza

!!!

please help a trans woman escape !! details below

www.gofundme.com/f/help-egypt...

just passed a quiz

fascinating that "no, the computer is not alive" and "yes, it's questionable to gleefully say anti-computer phrases modeled after racial slurs" are two thoughts people are struggling to reconcile

Free Greta Thunberg and the rest of the illegally detained flotilla activists.

just failed a test

i've only been in this hell for 8 years which depending on who you ask is not a very long time and vocal synth fandom history isn't very well documented altogether which is partially why i want to do this but that also means a Lot of digging

i want to do an extensive write up of vocal synth fandom history (in the west or at least in north america) but it would take a Long long time to do and that requires me and my diagnosis of severe social anxiety to interview people

that is called jacking off

THANK GOD SOMEONE ELSE KNOWS i was looking at diva songs and wanted to see meola's work nowadays and was slapped in the face with slop slop slop. They can't keep getting away with this

I had to expunge my thoughts on Bluesky's current, uh, choppy waters into a proper blog post (which jay can't take down for being too mean or saying 'lol' in a threatening way)

azhdarchid.com/delusions-of...

basically if a bunch of people are saying the science community is finding a new home on bluesky where their work is actually welcome i don't think you have any hill to die on, you're just fucked

that people at the very least are actively fighting against and recognize as a problem even if the bluesky staff are stubborn as fuck, rather then twitter gluing their feet to the ground knowing they're helpless but refusing any help because "it's just how it is". it just annoys me

because they think there's nowhere else to go in the centralization of social media. it took a long time to keep myself away from social media to the point i had a healthy relationship with it again and it was in part thanks to bluesky's features, but bluesky remains with a chunk of the same issues