zallard1
@zallard1.bsky.social
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I speedrun games sometimes. I also beat some Punch Out games blindfolded live on some GamesDoneQuick streams somehow idk
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zallard1.bsky.social
Aw, thank you dude :D
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I had a huge stretch of time where I didn't need to take pain killers, and it let me sleep earlier today. I only just now am getting to the point where I need to take more.

It's been necessary every 4-5 hours, but this stretch was from 6AM to 4PM before I had to cave... pretty solid!
zallard1.bsky.social
Totally get that; I'd probably keep that up too
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Thank you so much! Hoping this surgery is the momentum I need.
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Aww, thank you so much. It's been real hard, but I'm at least happy to be finally past the surgery. That's been the most anxiety inducing bit to me, so I at least have some weight lifted off of me.
zallard1.bsky.social
I saw your post earlier! Thank you for the super kind words :D
zallard1.bsky.social
Thank you dude :)
zallard1.bsky.social
great picture ahaha
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Wow, so @agentannk.bsky.social put together a public "get well soon" card and passed it around to folks. I'm legit teary eyed at reading these. This cheered me up a ton today. www.kudoboard.com/boards/N4vg9...

You can also add an entry if you want to!
Kudoboard for Zallard 1 | Kudoboard
Kudoboard is an online replacement for the greeting card that you pass around and sign!
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zallard1.bsky.social
Yeah I was late tonight because of surprise nap and I paid the price of one hour of pain until they decided to kick in.
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Yeah mine definitely feels like I need to pre-emptively squash it with my meds, otherwise I pay the torment toll until they decide to kick in 😬
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Definitely. This stage is just really testing me and pushing me hard lol.
zallard1.bsky.social
Ugh that's awful. I get trying to avoid people getting addicted, but right after a surgery is literally one of the times where they're needed the most.
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I also got my doctors to give me another prescription of them, because at the rate I'm taking these, I'll run out in... 2.5 days lmao. Definitely feel like this leg pain will not be resolved in under 3 days, and the docs agreed, so I got that going too at least.
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Ok, so I ended up realizing that I absolutely 1000% need to take the maximum allowable amount of pain killers as often as possible, ahead of time. So now I've got a 4 hour alarm set up so I can take my lineup of pills before my leg pain ramps up again.

I'm a woozy mess with this, but not screaming.
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Nevermind, I was not ready for this. This is the worst pain I’ve ever had in my life. This is “wake up at 5am screaming in my pillow” pain, and it gets worse every hour.

I am just screaming and howling in pain. I cannot believe this level of pain exists.
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For anyone curious, these are all the procedures that were done to me for this surgery. It involved cutting a couple of bones (I know heel and big toe are two of them).

This is gonna be so fucking hard to endure, but now that I made it past the scariest part, I'm ready for anything.
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It feels like I jumped off a building and landed squarely on this foot. My heel feels like it has the most insane deep pain ever, and my big toe and top pad of my foot feel likewise. It is overwhelming and pain meds don’t seem to take the edge off enough to be comfortable anymore.
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I’ve had machines giving my leg nerve blocks, but the dosage gets smaller and smaller every time.

It’s reached a point where I’m feeling the true pain of my surgery and hooooooooly fuuuuuuuck does it hurt more than I ever could have imagined.
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No more throwing up today! Now my foot just feels like it’s permanently asleep like I laid on it weird or something (I’m getting nerve block medication constantly)

Oh and my big toe permanently feels like it’s being impaled with a thumbtack and I can’t access it, so that’s cool too I guess lol.
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Maybe it was just a really really bad reaction or something, but it caused me to vomit off and on for hours. They gave me like 5 different anti nausea meds and they all didn’t help lol
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I am throwing up a lot and just got my phone again, but the surgery was a success!

Ketamine is awful. Avoid it at all costs.