J~~~
jetuala.bsky.social
J~~~
@jetuala.bsky.social
Musical theatre. Video games. Piano. 🏳️‍🌈. Don't be a weird stalker plz??
Stumbled across "autism masking" today, and a lot of it seemed to apply to me.

What are some good resources to look up?
December 19, 2025 at 12:44 AM
SAD is hitting me particularly hard this year. Even my dreams are conspiring against me lol
December 3, 2025 at 7:29 PM
Some days things go so poorly that you think you're just gonna get fired.
November 4, 2025 at 5:13 PM
Is the American dream really attainable anymore? The middle class is being sucked dry. Not all at once, but over many years... just enough for them to not revolt.
October 22, 2025 at 9:55 PM
My eyelid has been twitching for a week now. Hopefully me putting it out into the universe will make it go away lol
October 20, 2025 at 5:10 PM
WTF... Only day off, and my body decides to wake up BEFORE my usual alarm time.
September 27, 2025 at 2:18 PM
The world is going to shit.
September 18, 2025 at 1:35 AM
My brain and body are struggling with getting older. Everything takes longer to recover, words and phrases take longer to come to mind yet I have no problem overthinking, hairs are coming in gray. Argh.
September 5, 2025 at 8:34 PM
It's Monday, and with it comes the usual doomsday catastrophizing 🤪

Get me out of hereeeee
August 18, 2025 at 10:13 PM
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THEM: how are you doing?

ME: [starts sobbing] I don't know how, please make it stop
August 15, 2025 at 5:11 AM
Trying desperately not to mentally check out of work early today. It's 11:00am ffs.

But I'm gonna lose this battle.
August 15, 2025 at 5:51 PM
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August 12, 2025 at 8:27 PM
Tired of politics. Tired of hearing about whatever Rapist-in-Chief gets away and suffering no consequences whatsoever. Tired of absolutely no one doing anything about it whatsoever.
August 13, 2025 at 8:27 PM
Feeling discouraged. What is this life but getting into debt and trudging to work every day? Is this what we were put on this earth to do?
August 5, 2025 at 5:09 PM
Just... not feeling it anymore. Don't want to be there, don't enjoy what I do, don't see its effectiveness or impact. All I see anymore are politics and sucking up to the right people.
August 4, 2025 at 6:33 PM
Highlight of my NYC trip? Outside of dinner with a friend and a little small talk with fellow theater goers, I didn't talk with anyone for pretty much five days straight.
July 31, 2025 at 4:41 AM
Oh, New York City. I still love you, but I still know better than to hang around you for more than a week.
July 29, 2025 at 9:06 PM
Trying for something different. Didn't succeed my first attempt but I'll try again!!
July 3, 2025 at 5:01 PM
Feeling slightly lost with my life again. Some major decisions coming up that I don't feel ready to make. When does it end?
June 16, 2025 at 6:07 AM
Such an easy question for other people to answer, but I haven't been able to:

What makes you happy?
June 13, 2025 at 7:48 PM
Had a pretty good day today. Now back to your regularly scheduled programming of tired and slightly sad tomorrow.
June 13, 2025 at 7:23 AM
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this is like drake and kendrick lamar but they're both drake
June 5, 2025 at 8:22 PM
Feeling a bit socially overwhelmed. After this movie tomorrow night I have to retreat for a bit
June 3, 2025 at 5:11 AM
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May 19, 2025 at 10:25 PM
Oh shit. Discovered two things tonight:

1.) I might have a slight rotator cuff injury from the show I just finished. Shoulder presses hurt a bit.

2.) I think I have an avoidant attachment style. That's hugely concerning but explains a heck of a whole lot.
May 14, 2025 at 5:37 AM