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Iwanashid
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My morals can be bought (pls give me a job)
Today my mental got so bad I started smoking again
February 22, 2025 at 11:40 AM
I was unable to do anything today and I ended up missing another one of my final year events. I feel like such a failure why does this keep happening
February 22, 2025 at 9:24 AM
Spent my free time today building my kits. I understand that the new push to seeing dorky stuff as attractive is almost entirely because the people doing that are attractive in the first place, but it's nice to know that I have something in common with these people.
February 14, 2025 at 11:23 AM
Everywhere i turn to I end up feeling like I don't belong. Every where I go end up I'm too broke, too weak, too dumb to be. The people I hope to catch me will never get off my ass for falling and the people I want to catch up too are only getting further away while I end up fucking losing everything
February 10, 2025 at 12:07 PM
New day new problems. I never knew that self hatred stacks with hating everyone around you.

Theres never a dull moment in my life cause no matter the occasion there will be at least three things pissing me off. I cant even get home without someone getting on my ass.
February 10, 2025 at 12:01 PM
I got last place and ended up punching the wall and fucking up my hand

How the fuck do I sacrifice so much and still get nowhere while my friends get to do whatever they want and still get ahead

I legitimately feel like quitting cause someone could use my place better
February 9, 2025 at 7:53 AM
Feeling left behind sucks. Sacrificing so many precious moments trying to catch up is terrible especially when you know that even after all that you've still only barely caught up
February 6, 2025 at 4:29 PM
I finally own an AOZ kit. Personally would have prefered an MG or the woundwart hazenthley but beggars cant be choosers
February 5, 2025 at 2:13 PM
Awesome 9 ball kits I saw recently. I didn't see any in stock but I was too shy to ask and now I can never show my face there again
February 5, 2025 at 2:10 PM
Today I've felt like a loser, under appreciated, and a core aspect of my self is a waste of time and effort and that the things I've sacrificed for it have gone to waste and that I'll never recover these experiences from my youth

Also I am sore and low key injured
a robot with red eyes is standing in front of a tree
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February 5, 2025 at 12:47 PM
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If I ever write another novel I’m forcing the publisher to give me 30 covers all by different artists.
December 27, 2024 at 5:16 PM
Balatro is the single most chill game of my life. This some drinks and friends is all I need for an amazing night
December 27, 2024 at 6:00 PM
Im gona have to paint you aren't I. Well at least the primer was ridiculous cheap.
December 22, 2024 at 4:12 PM
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December 22, 2024 at 9:32 AM
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Barack Obama has shared his top erotic free-to-play games of 2024
December 21, 2024 at 9:31 PM
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December 21, 2024 at 2:44 PM
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....and another thing.
December 21, 2024 at 4:09 PM
I got jump scared by a new fully booked in my local mall that unironically appeared out of nowhere
December 22, 2024 at 10:02 AM
Holy shit I just got an hg dynames from my christmas party. Putting the g self away for a bit cause now I have another kit I need to paint and show off.
December 21, 2024 at 5:49 AM
Holy shit g self is gona kill me. The effort it takes to fix an hg is quite impressive. Im in so fuck pain trying to paint the blues
December 19, 2024 at 5:27 PM
Now building the HGReco in G G-Self Perfect pack
December 19, 2024 at 12:52 PM
More people gota start telling me to find a person or bring this item to someone
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December 16, 2024 at 5:02 PM
I've been going to a hobby store at periodic intervals to ask if they have a deathwatch kill team. It's been over a year and I dont think theyre gona stock deathwatch.
December 16, 2024 at 4:51 PM
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I couldn’t agree more…
December 15, 2024 at 5:47 PM
I kinda love older kits cause they force me to make them super high quality by painting or panel lining each piece individually and also they are like dirt cheap. Except my rg zaku 2 cause I had to buy a second one.
December 15, 2024 at 6:00 PM