Opal (she/her) 🏳️⚧️🏴
@torn-apart-by-dogs.bsky.social
Sad old transsexual woman in Seattle searching for family and building community while on fire. NBD.
Pinned
I love you. It's going to be okay. You're going to be okay. Put one foot in front of the other. Breathe. I'll stay. I'll wait for you. We're all waiting for you. You're not alone. It's not your fault. Hang on, bb. 🫂🥀🐀
sobbing while horizontal
nostrils plugged
bubble sounds and gasping
no room for kindnesses
nostrils plugged
bubble sounds and gasping
no room for kindnesses
February 5, 2026 at 7:53 AM
sobbing while horizontal
nostrils plugged
bubble sounds and gasping
no room for kindnesses
nostrils plugged
bubble sounds and gasping
no room for kindnesses
I just keep telling myself there's a ER next door and nobody will judge you and you won't be trapped with people who are hurting you like before fuckin breathe this is so difficult. every time. If I go right now I won't be able to advocate well for myself. I need some rest first
February 5, 2026 at 7:31 AM
I just keep telling myself there's a ER next door and nobody will judge you and you won't be trapped with people who are hurting you like before fuckin breathe this is so difficult. every time. If I go right now I won't be able to advocate well for myself. I need some rest first
I can't talk with my best friend and it makes everything hurt so much worse.
February 5, 2026 at 7:24 AM
I can't talk with my best friend and it makes everything hurt so much worse.
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Hey again, things are still pretty rough and I need some help so I'm boosting this again. Thank you!
Hi, everyone. Things have been rough and I could really use a hand. Anything helps, even just a boost. Thank you so, so much. I can't tell you how much I hope I can stop sharing this soon.
(Venmo isnt me but a trusted person who can transfer to me since I can't get the app to work)
(Venmo isnt me but a trusted person who can transfer to me since I can't get the app to work)
February 5, 2026 at 4:31 AM
Hey again, things are still pretty rough and I need some help so I'm boosting this again. Thank you!
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I'm not sad. I'm a robot girl. Robot girls don't get sad. Beep beep.
January 31, 2026 at 11:41 PM
I'm not sad. I'm a robot girl. Robot girls don't get sad. Beep beep.
This was a big deal for me 🎉
I pass the pencil test now.
February 5, 2026 at 6:40 AM
This was a big deal for me 🎉
none of you would dare
go off
February 5, 2026 at 6:02 AM
none of you would dare
you know, maybe this time I'll be allowed to have a wig on the bhu. last time I could bring Bear and they had long colored pencils not just golf ones. It's hard to get myself to go. No one usually visits and the dehumanization is almost too much.
February 5, 2026 at 5:46 AM
you know, maybe this time I'll be allowed to have a wig on the bhu. last time I could bring Bear and they had long colored pencils not just golf ones. It's hard to get myself to go. No one usually visits and the dehumanization is almost too much.
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when my heart breaks
I just wait until late
when I'm alone in the dark.
I get on all fours
with my head down
and sob until
my broken heart chokes me.
I just wait until late
when I'm alone in the dark.
I get on all fours
with my head down
and sob until
my broken heart chokes me.
February 5, 2026 at 3:45 AM
when my heart breaks
I just wait until late
when I'm alone in the dark.
I get on all fours
with my head down
and sob until
my broken heart chokes me.
I just wait until late
when I'm alone in the dark.
I get on all fours
with my head down
and sob until
my broken heart chokes me.
I remember in 89 how excited I was to get my tongue pierced. I was trembling. One of my favorite memories. No bad sides.
February 5, 2026 at 3:17 AM
I remember in 89 how excited I was to get my tongue pierced. I was trembling. One of my favorite memories. No bad sides.
The new folks in the room above me are given the bed a workout. I think they can hear me right now making this post about it which I think is really funny
February 5, 2026 at 3:11 AM
The new folks in the room above me are given the bed a workout. I think they can hear me right now making this post about it which I think is really funny
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Stopped to rest, I start 2 think. The setting sun is gold & pink. The weight I carry guides me down until my back’s on solid ground
No way with words, can’t win the crowds. An empty loaded loser’s vows. My mind’s been dull & numb 4 years. Said with such expressive elegance, changes nothing
#poetry
No way with words, can’t win the crowds. An empty loaded loser’s vows. My mind’s been dull & numb 4 years. Said with such expressive elegance, changes nothing
#poetry
February 5, 2026 at 2:54 AM
Stopped to rest, I start 2 think. The setting sun is gold & pink. The weight I carry guides me down until my back’s on solid ground
No way with words, can’t win the crowds. An empty loaded loser’s vows. My mind’s been dull & numb 4 years. Said with such expressive elegance, changes nothing
#poetry
No way with words, can’t win the crowds. An empty loaded loser’s vows. My mind’s been dull & numb 4 years. Said with such expressive elegance, changes nothing
#poetry
Face & neck tats for me yeah or nah?
I mean, it's not like I'm going to be going back to tech anytime soon certainly not systems architecture.
I mean, it's not like I'm going to be going back to tech anytime soon certainly not systems architecture.
February 5, 2026 at 3:08 AM
Face & neck tats for me yeah or nah?
I mean, it's not like I'm going to be going back to tech anytime soon certainly not systems architecture.
I mean, it's not like I'm going to be going back to tech anytime soon certainly not systems architecture.
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will be looking for new comms soon! I'm finishing up with my last clients order
February 5, 2026 at 1:17 AM
will be looking for new comms soon! I'm finishing up with my last clients order
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GODBEAST SECOND EDITION NOW AVAILABLE We sold out the hardback edition first and second press and now we go to paperback! Cheaper and more affordable, easier to ship and mail. $12.99. Same book, same story just softcover. Thank you for your support.|
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GODBEAST — A Feral Memoir (Paperback + PDF) - Shimi & Critter's Ko-fi Shop
GODBEAST is my first full-length book.
A feral memoir. A sacred howl.
SECOND EDITION
We sold out all the hardbacks so it’s time for paperbacks!
GO...
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February 4, 2026 at 6:32 PM
GODBEAST SECOND EDITION NOW AVAILABLE We sold out the hardback edition first and second press and now we go to paperback! Cheaper and more affordable, easier to ship and mail. $12.99. Same book, same story just softcover. Thank you for your support.|
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ko-fi.com/s/ecba5ebb8d
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The B in Jesus B Christ stands for bukkake.
February 5, 2026 at 1:47 AM
The B in Jesus B Christ stands for bukkake.
my heart is confused and it hurts a lot. i feel as if i am in a spaceship and this is my terminal to the world but everyone is so far away
February 5, 2026 at 1:56 AM
my heart is confused and it hurts a lot. i feel as if i am in a spaceship and this is my terminal to the world but everyone is so far away
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Being 40 years old and watching the entire country figure out all the messed up stuff about itself that I've been aware of since I was a 14 year-old communist is... Exhausting...
It's like… I'm glad you're all here, finally, but…
Can we please do something about it now?
It's like… I'm glad you're all here, finally, but…
Can we please do something about it now?
February 5, 2026 at 1:35 AM
Being 40 years old and watching the entire country figure out all the messed up stuff about itself that I've been aware of since I was a 14 year-old communist is... Exhausting...
It's like… I'm glad you're all here, finally, but…
Can we please do something about it now?
It's like… I'm glad you're all here, finally, but…
Can we please do something about it now?
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what folks seem to be missing is that america isnt doomed anymore, it just isnt anymore. america is gone. the usa is gone. there is no going back. stop dreaming. wake up and do something that promotes life and growth. anything at all. no representative is going to fix this. you have to.
February 4, 2026 at 11:53 PM
what folks seem to be missing is that america isnt doomed anymore, it just isnt anymore. america is gone. the usa is gone. there is no going back. stop dreaming. wake up and do something that promotes life and growth. anything at all. no representative is going to fix this. you have to.
grind away survival for 50 years. people say youre brave and blah blah blah like there was a choice that my mind made instead of my body. a lifetime of people i stayed for who cheered me on, for a moment. all no longer in my life. my illness is not palatable. all my friendships are doomed. #uglysick
February 4, 2026 at 11:15 PM
grind away survival for 50 years. people say youre brave and blah blah blah like there was a choice that my mind made instead of my body. a lifetime of people i stayed for who cheered me on, for a moment. all no longer in my life. my illness is not palatable. all my friendships are doomed. #uglysick
when youre chasing down resources to help dv survivors get to safety and community resources and you realize you havent begun to heal from that yourself and this is a lot to take
February 4, 2026 at 10:34 PM
when youre chasing down resources to help dv survivors get to safety and community resources and you realize you havent begun to heal from that yourself and this is a lot to take
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not that you asked but i repost my fundraiser posts a lot because i like to leave this thread as my pinned, i hope it continues to help xoxoxo
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quote posting this so i can make it my pinned
this thread is full of incredible advice from incredible trans fems
tysm everyone whose added their thoughts 💜💜💜💜
this thread is full of incredible advice from incredible trans fems
tysm everyone whose added their thoughts 💜💜💜💜
before i answer, i'm going to open the floor to my trans fem friends if they want to offer any advice as well, the more the merrier, these threads can be massively helpful
i got 10 little bits of thoughts below, feel free to add your own
xoxoxo
i got 10 little bits of thoughts below, feel free to add your own
xoxoxo
February 4, 2026 at 6:31 AM
not that you asked but i repost my fundraiser posts a lot because i like to leave this thread as my pinned, i hope it continues to help xoxoxo
just bt dubs fyi icymi iydknyk
💜💜💜💜💜
just bt dubs fyi icymi iydknyk
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