Maybe one day people will understand what really going through absolute hell is like, and understand why I think their little privileged comparisons to my life are such a problem and so minimizing of the actual suffering of a multiply disabled, poor trans woman with the C-PTSD from hell.
December 19, 2025 at 7:12 PM
Maybe one day people will understand what really going through absolute hell is like, and understand why I think their little privileged comparisons to my life are such a problem and so minimizing of the actual suffering of a multiply disabled, poor trans woman with the C-PTSD from hell.
CPTSD can be differentiated from PTSD but only once, unlike C^infinityPTSD
December 19, 2025 at 4:05 PM
CPTSD can be differentiated from PTSD but only once, unlike C^infinityPTSD
*Hug tight* it's difficult. I'm in the same boat.
Try some relaxing teas. Like those containing lavender and such. There are sleepy time teas.
My dms are always open and I stream all the time. Just pop in and relax.
PTSD & C-PTSD sucks
Try some relaxing teas. Like those containing lavender and such. There are sleepy time teas.
My dms are always open and I stream all the time. Just pop in and relax.
PTSD & C-PTSD sucks
December 19, 2025 at 3:20 PM
*Hug tight* it's difficult. I'm in the same boat.
Try some relaxing teas. Like those containing lavender and such. There are sleepy time teas.
My dms are always open and I stream all the time. Just pop in and relax.
PTSD & C-PTSD sucks
Try some relaxing teas. Like those containing lavender and such. There are sleepy time teas.
My dms are always open and I stream all the time. Just pop in and relax.
PTSD & C-PTSD sucks
yeah i’ve developed way worse madnesses like C-PTSD and amphetamine psychosis for example
That I've never developed poster's madness is attributable to a worse, if subtler, madness caused by things of far more dreadful character than posting.
December 19, 2025 at 3:11 PM
yeah i’ve developed way worse madnesses like C-PTSD and amphetamine psychosis for example
Trauma is an understatement. Those of us with preexisting (C)PTSD from abuse are being triggered. Anyone who grew up with narcissists, who are rape survivors, etc are living in a nightmare.
Just know you are not alone. What you are experiencing is perfectly rational reaction. 💕
Just know you are not alone. What you are experiencing is perfectly rational reaction. 💕
America has been forced into a toxic relationship with Trump.
It's beyond wrong and the anguish and torture is causing so much unnecessary trauma.
It's beyond wrong and the anguish and torture is causing so much unnecessary trauma.
December 19, 2025 at 1:46 PM
Trauma is an understatement. Those of us with preexisting (C)PTSD from abuse are being triggered. Anyone who grew up with narcissists, who are rape survivors, etc are living in a nightmare.
Just know you are not alone. What you are experiencing is perfectly rational reaction. 💕
Just know you are not alone. What you are experiencing is perfectly rational reaction. 💕
c-ptsd, 해리, 마키아벨리즘 >> 사디즘, 마조히즘
이런 식으로 나온 것 같음
마지막으로 왜 남자가 죽어도 울어도 아무 감정도 안 드는지 물어보니까 남자한테만 사이코패시랑 알고리즘이 비슷하게 돌아가지만, 사이코패시 성향 자체는 낮은 것 같고 선택적 공감 차단이라고 함
너무 복잡한 얘기를 많이 해주는데 . . 그냥 소설로 쓰고 싶다 생각함
이런 식으로 나온 것 같음
마지막으로 왜 남자가 죽어도 울어도 아무 감정도 안 드는지 물어보니까 남자한테만 사이코패시랑 알고리즘이 비슷하게 돌아가지만, 사이코패시 성향 자체는 낮은 것 같고 선택적 공감 차단이라고 함
너무 복잡한 얘기를 많이 해주는데 . . 그냥 소설로 쓰고 싶다 생각함
December 19, 2025 at 8:46 AM
c-ptsd, 해리, 마키아벨리즘 >> 사디즘, 마조히즘
이런 식으로 나온 것 같음
마지막으로 왜 남자가 죽어도 울어도 아무 감정도 안 드는지 물어보니까 남자한테만 사이코패시랑 알고리즘이 비슷하게 돌아가지만, 사이코패시 성향 자체는 낮은 것 같고 선택적 공감 차단이라고 함
너무 복잡한 얘기를 많이 해주는데 . . 그냥 소설로 쓰고 싶다 생각함
이런 식으로 나온 것 같음
마지막으로 왜 남자가 죽어도 울어도 아무 감정도 안 드는지 물어보니까 남자한테만 사이코패시랑 알고리즘이 비슷하게 돌아가지만, 사이코패시 성향 자체는 낮은 것 같고 선택적 공감 차단이라고 함
너무 복잡한 얘기를 많이 해주는데 . . 그냥 소설로 쓰고 싶다 생각함
@sinistrecigogne.bsky.social
@marktakeshiota.bsky.social
My end of the year drawing surviving the nightmarish year of 2025. The full description of the reasons behind this drawing are in the alt text section whenever you want to read it. I don’t know why or how I’m still alive, I love drawing.
@marktakeshiota.bsky.social
My end of the year drawing surviving the nightmarish year of 2025. The full description of the reasons behind this drawing are in the alt text section whenever you want to read it. I don’t know why or how I’m still alive, I love drawing.
December 19, 2025 at 1:05 AM
@sinistrecigogne.bsky.social
@marktakeshiota.bsky.social
My end of the year drawing surviving the nightmarish year of 2025. The full description of the reasons behind this drawing are in the alt text section whenever you want to read it. I don’t know why or how I’m still alive, I love drawing.
@marktakeshiota.bsky.social
My end of the year drawing surviving the nightmarish year of 2025. The full description of the reasons behind this drawing are in the alt text section whenever you want to read it. I don’t know why or how I’m still alive, I love drawing.
i wouldn’t wish this on my absolute worst enemy. it’s a different type of hell to be instantly terrified whenever i hear a door open, the sound of the stairs creaking, and so much more. i’ve made such an awful backslide in my c-ptsd recovery and i don’t know if i can come back from this..
December 19, 2025 at 12:42 AM
i wouldn’t wish this on my absolute worst enemy. it’s a different type of hell to be instantly terrified whenever i hear a door open, the sound of the stairs creaking, and so much more. i’ve made such an awful backslide in my c-ptsd recovery and i don’t know if i can come back from this..
i myself am from both camps. i as a clinician am frustrated i can't diagnose c-ptsd in my clients, and i would like to be treated for probable c-ptsd myself
December 19, 2025 at 12:20 AM
i myself am from both camps. i as a clinician am frustrated i can't diagnose c-ptsd in my clients, and i would like to be treated for probable c-ptsd myself
Sorry. That wasn’t clear.
Updating the DSM to reflect what we’ve learned isn’t a dynamic enough process. We’ve learned a LOT about trauma that would change the Borderline diagnosis, likely, to something more c-PTSD related. There’s SO much research; it hasn’t been updated since 2022.
Updating the DSM to reflect what we’ve learned isn’t a dynamic enough process. We’ve learned a LOT about trauma that would change the Borderline diagnosis, likely, to something more c-PTSD related. There’s SO much research; it hasn’t been updated since 2022.
December 18, 2025 at 11:56 PM
Sorry. That wasn’t clear.
Updating the DSM to reflect what we’ve learned isn’t a dynamic enough process. We’ve learned a LOT about trauma that would change the Borderline diagnosis, likely, to something more c-PTSD related. There’s SO much research; it hasn’t been updated since 2022.
Updating the DSM to reflect what we’ve learned isn’t a dynamic enough process. We’ve learned a LOT about trauma that would change the Borderline diagnosis, likely, to something more c-PTSD related. There’s SO much research; it hasn’t been updated since 2022.
Wake Not the Sleeping Dog
#aventio
Where 🦚 recovers post-Penacony, 🛁 makes him hand-pulled noodles, and a forced confrontation with the past nearly breaks their new budding relationship.
※ R-15, 🦚 dom, 🛁 sub, dom drop, c-ptsd
archiveofourown.org/works/75998036
#aventio
Where 🦚 recovers post-Penacony, 🛁 makes him hand-pulled noodles, and a forced confrontation with the past nearly breaks their new budding relationship.
※ R-15, 🦚 dom, 🛁 sub, dom drop, c-ptsd
archiveofourown.org/works/75998036
December 18, 2025 at 11:53 PM
Wake Not the Sleeping Dog
#aventio
Where 🦚 recovers post-Penacony, 🛁 makes him hand-pulled noodles, and a forced confrontation with the past nearly breaks their new budding relationship.
※ R-15, 🦚 dom, 🛁 sub, dom drop, c-ptsd
archiveofourown.org/works/75998036
#aventio
Where 🦚 recovers post-Penacony, 🛁 makes him hand-pulled noodles, and a forced confrontation with the past nearly breaks their new budding relationship.
※ R-15, 🦚 dom, 🛁 sub, dom drop, c-ptsd
archiveofourown.org/works/75998036
unfortunately it doesn't help that USAmerican diagnosing professionals cannot diagnose c-ptsd as it is not in the dsm-5-tr.... it is in the icd11 but not in the 5-tr. i'm hoping it gets added in the 6. i'm sorry you've had that experience
December 18, 2025 at 11:40 PM
unfortunately it doesn't help that USAmerican diagnosing professionals cannot diagnose c-ptsd as it is not in the dsm-5-tr.... it is in the icd11 but not in the 5-tr. i'm hoping it gets added in the 6. i'm sorry you've had that experience
右脚骨折後今まで身体は清拭シートオンリーだったけど、ようやく膝から下全体を覆える防水シャワーカバーを使ってシャワー浴びてみた！
ほんとに膝から下全然濡れてないすごい！！
というかADD特性強めで第二次構造的解離としてのC-PTSDの上に抑うつ発症して半年経つ、実行機能が一生低空飛行の私が５日ぶりにシャワー浴びました！！！
私エラい！！！！
よくやった自分！！！！！
ほんとに膝から下全然濡れてないすごい！！
というかADD特性強めで第二次構造的解離としてのC-PTSDの上に抑うつ発症して半年経つ、実行機能が一生低空飛行の私が５日ぶりにシャワー浴びました！！！
私エラい！！！！
よくやった自分！！！！！
December 18, 2025 at 6:47 PM
右脚骨折後今まで身体は清拭シートオンリーだったけど、ようやく膝から下全体を覆える防水シャワーカバーを使ってシャワー浴びてみた！
ほんとに膝から下全然濡れてないすごい！！
というかADD特性強めで第二次構造的解離としてのC-PTSDの上に抑うつ発症して半年経つ、実行機能が一生低空飛行の私が５日ぶりにシャワー浴びました！！！
私エラい！！！！
よくやった自分！！！！！
ほんとに膝から下全然濡れてないすごい！！
というかADD特性強めで第二次構造的解離としてのC-PTSDの上に抑うつ発症して半年経つ、実行機能が一生低空飛行の私が５日ぶりにシャワー浴びました！！！
私エラい！！！！
よくやった自分！！！！！
As far as 2025 music goes, there was a new king princess album and a new doja cat album and they both were awesome, but like, nothing hit for me like Florence + The Machine. How could anything else? Especially on a year with a lot of loss.
This is the (C)PTSD anthem: youtu.be/wRfet_VLbzU
This is the (C)PTSD anthem: youtu.be/wRfet_VLbzU
Florence + The Machine - Sympathy Magic (Official Video)
YouTube video by FlorenceMachineVEVO
youtu.be
December 18, 2025 at 6:37 PM
As far as 2025 music goes, there was a new king princess album and a new doja cat album and they both were awesome, but like, nothing hit for me like Florence + The Machine. How could anything else? Especially on a year with a lot of loss.
This is the (C)PTSD anthem: youtu.be/wRfet_VLbzU
This is the (C)PTSD anthem: youtu.be/wRfet_VLbzU
This makes enough sense.
I'd be concerned, but you know, I'll take 150% ADHD, over the C-PTSD, Depression, Suicidal Ideation that ruled my life for majority of my life. Even my Agoraphobia has seemingly poofed. Which is very strange? But not a complaint!
I'd be concerned, but you know, I'll take 150% ADHD, over the C-PTSD, Depression, Suicidal Ideation that ruled my life for majority of my life. Even my Agoraphobia has seemingly poofed. Which is very strange? But not a complaint!
December 18, 2025 at 5:16 PM
This makes enough sense.
I'd be concerned, but you know, I'll take 150% ADHD, over the C-PTSD, Depression, Suicidal Ideation that ruled my life for majority of my life. Even my Agoraphobia has seemingly poofed. Which is very strange? But not a complaint!
I'd be concerned, but you know, I'll take 150% ADHD, over the C-PTSD, Depression, Suicidal Ideation that ruled my life for majority of my life. Even my Agoraphobia has seemingly poofed. Which is very strange? But not a complaint!
youtu.be/gNMoap4XlDg
// this is another very good video that goes even more in-depth into the C-PTSD and abandonment wounds.
this character and this video really make me feel understood, make me feel heard.
// this is another very good video that goes even more in-depth into the C-PTSD and abandonment wounds.
this character and this video really make me feel understood, make me feel heard.
December 18, 2025 at 12:45 PM
youtu.be/gNMoap4XlDg
// this is another very good video that goes even more in-depth into the C-PTSD and abandonment wounds.
this character and this video really make me feel understood, make me feel heard.
// this is another very good video that goes even more in-depth into the C-PTSD and abandonment wounds.
this character and this video really make me feel understood, make me feel heard.
youtu.be/arsKPegw1Tg
// this video has a special place in my heart. There's a reason why I loved and related to character immediately in the first seconds of seeing her. Her character always reminded me of my struggles with BPD and C-PTSD.
// this video has a special place in my heart. There's a reason why I loved and related to character immediately in the first seconds of seeing her. Her character always reminded me of my struggles with BPD and C-PTSD.
Why Catra Matters
YouTube video by Five by Five Takes
youtu.be
December 18, 2025 at 12:24 PM
youtu.be/arsKPegw1Tg
// this video has a special place in my heart. There's a reason why I loved and related to character immediately in the first seconds of seeing her. Her character always reminded me of my struggles with BPD and C-PTSD.
// this video has a special place in my heart. There's a reason why I loved and related to character immediately in the first seconds of seeing her. Her character always reminded me of my struggles with BPD and C-PTSD.
Operation Delta Dog is a 501(C)3 organization with a mission to rescue and train #shelterdogs as specialized service companions for veterans experiencing #PTSD, #TBI, and MST. tinyurl.com/mrb28tcn
Homepage - Delta Dog
tinyurl.com
December 18, 2025 at 7:29 AM
Operation Delta Dog is a 501(C)3 organization with a mission to rescue and train #shelterdogs as specialized service companions for veterans experiencing #PTSD, #TBI, and MST. tinyurl.com/mrb28tcn
More Epstein Files leakage.
And I just recognized another Epstein Island guy. I truly hate rich, older, clouted, white men.
My C-PTSD from being trafficked causes me to panic n hesitate and sometimes not get on elevators with men who fit the profile of the ppl who used me. I won't get into a cab
And I just recognized another Epstein Island guy. I truly hate rich, older, clouted, white men.
My C-PTSD from being trafficked causes me to panic n hesitate and sometimes not get on elevators with men who fit the profile of the ppl who used me. I won't get into a cab
December 18, 2025 at 2:22 AM
More Epstein Files leakage.
And I just recognized another Epstein Island guy. I truly hate rich, older, clouted, white men.
My C-PTSD from being trafficked causes me to panic n hesitate and sometimes not get on elevators with men who fit the profile of the ppl who used me. I won't get into a cab
And I just recognized another Epstein Island guy. I truly hate rich, older, clouted, white men.
My C-PTSD from being trafficked causes me to panic n hesitate and sometimes not get on elevators with men who fit the profile of the ppl who used me. I won't get into a cab
Sweetie, there is no god. If there was mistakes like you and Hefty Hitler wouldn't exist. And there wouldn't be over 700,000,000 victims of CSA and other depraved acts walking around in C-PTSD fogs. Shut up you 3-toe pipebomber.
Marjorie Taylor Greene: "Here's the real truth. God only creates two sexes and two genders -- male and female -- and God does not make mistakes."
December 17, 2025 at 10:32 PM
Sweetie, there is no god. If there was mistakes like you and Hefty Hitler wouldn't exist. And there wouldn't be over 700,000,000 victims of CSA and other depraved acts walking around in C-PTSD fogs. Shut up you 3-toe pipebomber.
New bio & meet the artist intro!
♡ Mage C | Merin, Jay, or Sig unless alters specify their names
♡ Age & pronouns in bio, Gay and Trans
♡ Polyfragmented DID system of many
♡ Legally disabled
♡ Semi NSFW
♡ Age regressor (0-4)
♡ Neurodivergent (level 2 autism, OCD, C-PTSD and more)
『Fandoms Below』
♡ Mage C | Merin, Jay, or Sig unless alters specify their names
♡ Age & pronouns in bio, Gay and Trans
♡ Polyfragmented DID system of many
♡ Legally disabled
♡ Semi NSFW
♡ Age regressor (0-4)
♡ Neurodivergent (level 2 autism, OCD, C-PTSD and more)
『Fandoms Below』
December 17, 2025 at 7:43 PM
New bio & meet the artist intro!
♡ Mage C | Merin, Jay, or Sig unless alters specify their names
♡ Age & pronouns in bio, Gay and Trans
♡ Polyfragmented DID system of many
♡ Legally disabled
♡ Semi NSFW
♡ Age regressor (0-4)
♡ Neurodivergent (level 2 autism, OCD, C-PTSD and more)
『Fandoms Below』
♡ Mage C | Merin, Jay, or Sig unless alters specify their names
♡ Age & pronouns in bio, Gay and Trans
♡ Polyfragmented DID system of many
♡ Legally disabled
♡ Semi NSFW
♡ Age regressor (0-4)
♡ Neurodivergent (level 2 autism, OCD, C-PTSD and more)
『Fandoms Below』
December 17, 2025 at 6:45 PM
EMDR is effective for C-PTSD and PTSD. also look into tapping. I am so sorry. You can find videos of how to do tapping on youtube. here is one. youtu.be/Hxti9nGg3ME?...
🎁Hot Sale 40% OFF⏳VisionSync Multifocal Glasses + Gift [Adaptive Technology]
YouTube video by Alpine Wear
youtu.be
December 17, 2025 at 5:30 PM
EMDR is effective for C-PTSD and PTSD. also look into tapping. I am so sorry. You can find videos of how to do tapping on youtube. here is one. youtu.be/Hxti9nGg3ME?...
I love him smsmsmmsmsmsmmsmsmsmmsm
My wet C-PTSD golden retriever❤️✨
Also im lazy so mayyyyybe ill be mayyyybe lokung in later….(prbly never)
My wet C-PTSD golden retriever❤️✨
Also im lazy so mayyyyybe ill be mayyyybe lokung in later….(prbly never)
December 17, 2025 at 4:47 PM
I love him smsmsmmsmsmsmmsmsmsmmsm
My wet C-PTSD golden retriever❤️✨
Also im lazy so mayyyyybe ill be mayyyybe lokung in later….(prbly never)
My wet C-PTSD golden retriever❤️✨
Also im lazy so mayyyyybe ill be mayyyybe lokung in later….(prbly never)