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i am not one of those women who can stand things. sabbat enthusiast. siobhan hargrave @ darkness emergent
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finally finished my big project from last year! It's my fully in character hunter: the reckoning server! do YOU!!! want to be a hunter in the world of darkness? join this server, then, i guess :) it's gonna be funnnn

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bethcnyesda.bsky.social
i need whatever's wrong with my brain to stop
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"carter, do i look like your father?"

"uh... no actually. not at all."
bethcnyesda.bsky.social
BENTON MAKES ME MAAAAAAAD ok i like benton and eriq la salle is GORGEOUS as hell, but benton pmo so baaaaaad sometimes. his whole relationship with jeanie icks me out so bad.
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men when they have misty eyes and they're vulnerable...
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*puts all ur art in my heart so that i can cherish it forever*
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dauverney.bsky.social
hola! #portfolioday

my name’s laia, i currently live in spain and I like drawing, both traditionally and digitally, always with a bit of a weird twist ❤️

#art #traditionalart
a collage of my charcoal drawings; a man, elderly hands, a little girl, a ram my character sybille wearing stockings and a labubu hoodie, creating a flesh flower with an eye in the middle borderlands character mad moxxi (BL3 version) and claptrap my character sybille dressed as a rococo like princess, sitting on a sofa made of flesh and with flesh flowers in the background
bethcnyesda.bsky.social
noah wyle so pretty when he about to cry
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hagiologist.bsky.social
So the empty moralism of a lot of 90's family sitcoms didn't amount to much but I do wonder if future kids are getting figures like Mr Feeny
Cause William Daniels can still absolutely flip my life upside down w/one line
"Believe in yourselves. Dream. Try. Do good. I love you all. Class dismissed."
a man in a suit and tie is standing in front of a group of students in a classroom .
ALT: a man in a suit and tie is standing in front of a group of students in a classroom .
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bethcnyesda.bsky.social
THIRTY MINUTES DEEP INTO SEASON 2 AND !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WEAVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love weaver. she's SUCH a good character. kerry and mark and SUCH a good duo.
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anyway. tune in next week i guess for me yapping about season 2
bethcnyesda.bsky.social
susan suffers from something i certainly suffer from too. that thing where you let people walk all over you. she lets chloe do whatever she wants and threatens consequences but never gives them. i do the same with my own siblings. family tends to make us *stupid* about things.
bethcnyesda.bsky.social
THEN GREENE. Greene who loves his job but loves his family and can't find balance between the two. But also being in an abusive relationship. Not physical but emotional, in that, she doesn't consider his feelings or his wants. But then again... is that incompatibility or have they just grown apart?
bethcnyesda.bsky.social
I also see a lot of myself in doug. that sort of search for companionship in fleeting things. short lived relationships or flirting. that kind of... avoidance of something serious because it might not work out. that fear of absolutely fucking things up so you fuck them up first.
bethcnyesda.bsky.social
THEN GREENE. Greene who loves his job but loves his family and can't find balance between the two. But also being in an abusive relationship. Not physical but emotional, in that, she doesn't consider his feelings or his wants. But then again... is that incompatibility or have they just grown apart?
bethcnyesda.bsky.social
I also see a lot of myself in doug. that sort of search for companionship in fleeting things. short lived relationships or flirting. that kind of... avoidance of something serious because it might not work out. that fear of absolutely fucking things up so you fuck them up first.
bethcnyesda.bsky.social
just a constant reminder that human nature does not change. there's a desire in us naturally to want companionship and love no matter where we get it from.

hell, i've felt it. i just love this show and i'm glad i'm rewatching it and getting some good, new meaning out of it.
bethcnyesda.bsky.social
I also see a lot of myself in doug. that sort of search for companionship in fleeting things. short lived relationships or flirting. that kind of... avoidance of something serious because it might not work out. that fear of absolutely fucking things up so you fuck them up first.
bethcnyesda.bsky.social
just a constant reminder that human nature does not change. there's a desire in us naturally to want companionship and love no matter where we get it from.

hell, i've felt it. i just love this show and i'm glad i'm rewatching it and getting some good, new meaning out of it.
bethcnyesda.bsky.social
"What’s wrong with me? Why can’t I fall in love with a nice guy? Someone who loves me, who wants to be with me? Someone who’s honest and decent?"

"And boring..."

"God, he was dull!"

just AHHHHHH that whole thing... her last line...

"I just want to be happy and I’m so afraid I never will be." 🥺
bethcnyesda.bsky.social
just a constant reminder that human nature does not change. there's a desire in us naturally to want companionship and love no matter where we get it from.

hell, i've felt it. i just love this show and i'm glad i'm rewatching it and getting some good, new meaning out of it.
bethcnyesda.bsky.social
"What’s wrong with me? Why can’t I fall in love with a nice guy? Someone who loves me, who wants to be with me? Someone who’s honest and decent?"

"And boring..."

"God, he was dull!"

just AHHHHHH that whole thing... her last line...

"I just want to be happy and I’m so afraid I never will be." 🥺
bethcnyesda.bsky.social
GOD and to think!!!! carol was going to die in the pilot. but damn. she made it the whole first season. julianna margulies is such an amazing and talented actress. she really has so much charm and charisma on screen. especially with george clooney as doug. their exchange in the chapel always get me.
bethcnyesda.bsky.social
"What’s wrong with me? Why can’t I fall in love with a nice guy? Someone who loves me, who wants to be with me? Someone who’s honest and decent?"

"And boring..."

"God, he was dull!"

just AHHHHHH that whole thing... her last line...

"I just want to be happy and I’m so afraid I never will be." 🥺
bethcnyesda.bsky.social
GOD and to think!!!! carol was going to die in the pilot. but damn. she made it the whole first season. julianna margulies is such an amazing and talented actress. she really has so much charm and charisma on screen. especially with george clooney as doug. their exchange in the chapel always get me.
bethcnyesda.bsky.social
GOD and to think!!!! carol was going to die in the pilot. but damn. she made it the whole first season. julianna margulies is such an amazing and talented actress. she really has so much charm and charisma on screen. especially with george clooney as doug. their exchange in the chapel always get me.
bethcnyesda.bsky.social
maybe i should start making video essays. i miss literary analysis. i don't have anyone i can just yap about literary theory with anymore. :/
bethcnyesda.bsky.social
also. would not have fumbled dr. greene. straight up. i would have kept. that. man. CUFFED.
bethcnyesda.bsky.social
damn. i forgot how early on in the series that benton's mom dies. i forgot how bad i didn't like benton. but damn that's tough.
bethcnyesda.bsky.social
another thing. I remember not liking Dr. Swift when I first watched ER as a kid with my mom, but now that I'm officially an adult with a developed prefrontal cortex, I really see that Greene lost his groove once Jen took the job in Milwaukee. his head wasn't in the game. he needed that push.
bethcnyesda.bsky.social
ok. so rewatching er as of late. and GOD i forgot how much i hated jen greene. so glad when she and mark divorced tbh
bethcnyesda.bsky.social
ok. so rewatching er as of late. and GOD i forgot how much i hated jen greene. so glad when she and mark divorced tbh
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bethcnyesda.bsky.social
YESSSSSS I WANT TO SO BAAAAAD