felix, better when silent
@leftoverfelix.blog
she/her, plural (+2), a cat, writer, broken bits of other things. permanently tired.
i delete a lot of posts. it's a coping mechanism for something.
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i delete a lot of posts. it's a coping mechanism for something.
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Fallen For Her - Chapter 1 - leftoverfelix - Original Work [Archive of Our Own]
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
archiveofourown.org
i wrote a novel (by length) once, then deleted the post about it, as i do. it needs an edit, but i wrote it with love, if not skill. i'd be happy to have your thoughts on it, misshapen thing that it is.
www.scribblehub.com/series/13118...
archiveofourown.org/works/630120...
www.scribblehub.com/series/13118...
archiveofourown.org/works/630120...
-they did not call me a good girl, they were definitely pleased and gave me new mods and a loadout template and uh...
look. sometimes not thinking is very nice. having someone you trust to Know Things while you only have to Do Things and not think about How or Why.
being in control is so tiring.
look. sometimes not thinking is very nice. having someone you trust to Know Things while you only have to Do Things and not think about How or Why.
being in control is so tiring.
January 17, 2026 at 12:06 AM
-they did not call me a good girl, they were definitely pleased and gave me new mods and a loadout template and uh...
look. sometimes not thinking is very nice. having someone you trust to Know Things while you only have to Do Things and not think about How or Why.
being in control is so tiring.
look. sometimes not thinking is very nice. having someone you trust to Know Things while you only have to Do Things and not think about How or Why.
being in control is so tiring.
normally i don't really vibe with the handler/hound dynamic but it did kinda hit me today when a friend pulled me into deimos like 'girl we gotta work on your busted necramech c'mon' and proceeded to direct me to various locations and not require me to think, just stomp around and shoot, and while-
January 17, 2026 at 12:06 AM
normally i don't really vibe with the handler/hound dynamic but it did kinda hit me today when a friend pulled me into deimos like 'girl we gotta work on your busted necramech c'mon' and proceeded to direct me to various locations and not require me to think, just stomp around and shoot, and while-
finally managed a win vs warframe's profit-taker today, barely. decided to take a swing at exploiter after, and one-shot it with a little frustration. (all solo)
two irritating orbs, obliterated on the same day. the last time that happened, it took a whole surgical team and weeks of recovery
two irritating orbs, obliterated on the same day. the last time that happened, it took a whole surgical team and weeks of recovery
January 15, 2026 at 7:20 PM
finally managed a win vs warframe's profit-taker today, barely. decided to take a swing at exploiter after, and one-shot it with a little frustration. (all solo)
two irritating orbs, obliterated on the same day. the last time that happened, it took a whole surgical team and weeks of recovery
two irritating orbs, obliterated on the same day. the last time that happened, it took a whole surgical team and weeks of recovery
if you told me you could saw me up and stitch me into titania prime my one and only question would be 'i still get my free will, right, this isn't some corpo project?'
cat at heart but i love my murderous little archwing fairy more than any other frame out there
cat at heart but i love my murderous little archwing fairy more than any other frame out there
January 15, 2026 at 3:19 AM
if you told me you could saw me up and stitch me into titania prime my one and only question would be 'i still get my free will, right, this isn't some corpo project?'
cat at heart but i love my murderous little archwing fairy more than any other frame out there
cat at heart but i love my murderous little archwing fairy more than any other frame out there
i regret to say that i have solved my warframe problems with a config change so my gfx card no longer tries to torch itself. regret, because this means i am liable to burn myself out and collapse from dehydration and not eating, since the limiting factor is no longer the [electronic] hardware
January 15, 2026 at 3:19 AM
i regret to say that i have solved my warframe problems with a config change so my gfx card no longer tries to torch itself. regret, because this means i am liable to burn myself out and collapse from dehydration and not eating, since the limiting factor is no longer the [electronic] hardware
i remember seeing the original concept post and thinking 'that's going to hurt if it's done well'.
this is done very well - and it does hurt. even if you're not a mechsplo fan, the writing is superb and the topic is handled with all the care it deserves.
a beautiful work of art, and a must-read.
this is done very well - and it does hurt. even if you're not a mechsplo fan, the writing is superb and the topic is handled with all the care it deserves.
a beautiful work of art, and a must-read.
New story and my first venture into the Mechsplo space.
A program dilates the last few moments with their pilot to make the most of them. Its scary but they'll have each other until their gentle end.
Read it here! archiveofourown.org/works/75837126
A program dilates the last few moments with their pilot to make the most of them. Its scary but they'll have each other until their gentle end.
Read it here! archiveofourown.org/works/75837126
January 14, 2026 at 8:46 PM
i remember seeing the original concept post and thinking 'that's going to hurt if it's done well'.
this is done very well - and it does hurt. even if you're not a mechsplo fan, the writing is superb and the topic is handled with all the care it deserves.
a beautiful work of art, and a must-read.
this is done very well - and it does hurt. even if you're not a mechsplo fan, the writing is superb and the topic is handled with all the care it deserves.
a beautiful work of art, and a must-read.
computer dusted. if i have time before electrolysis i will test with some warframe but i don't want to get too invested and miss the appointment seeing as it's the one bit of constant progress my brain is desperately clinging to
also it wasn't that much dust so idk how much difference it'll make
also it wasn't that much dust so idk how much difference it'll make
January 14, 2026 at 4:05 PM
computer dusted. if i have time before electrolysis i will test with some warframe but i don't want to get too invested and miss the appointment seeing as it's the one bit of constant progress my brain is desperately clinging to
also it wasn't that much dust so idk how much difference it'll make
also it wasn't that much dust so idk how much difference it'll make
i should probably do some dusting before playing more warframe
January 13, 2026 at 9:58 PM
i should probably do some dusting before playing more warframe
chapter 6 posted to ao3 and scribble, one more to go and it's already mostly done. ch6 is about two aristocratic men as previously mentioned, but i feel better about it now that i have plans for one of them to transition after his first taste of gender euphoria.
the other's an unrepentant villain.
the other's an unrepentant villain.
January 13, 2026 at 8:32 PM
chapter 6 posted to ao3 and scribble, one more to go and it's already mostly done. ch6 is about two aristocratic men as previously mentioned, but i feel better about it now that i have plans for one of them to transition after his first taste of gender euphoria.
the other's an unrepentant villain.
the other's an unrepentant villain.
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every trans woman should be issued upon coming out: three years supply of all hormones needed, a battlemech or fighter of her choosing, between two and twelve plushies, a flattering dress, a carabiner, a set of high quality headphones (cat ears optional), and foundation that matches her skin tone
January 9, 2026 at 9:01 PM
every trans woman should be issued upon coming out: three years supply of all hormones needed, a battlemech or fighter of her choosing, between two and twelve plushies, a flattering dress, a carabiner, a set of high quality headphones (cat ears optional), and foundation that matches her skin tone
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Just saw someone say "it feels like the whole country is slipping through my fingers"
Stop. YOU are not personally responsible for the country. You are not Superman. You are a regular person in society. Don't try to hold up the world. Hold yourself up first, then your friends, then your neighbours
Stop. YOU are not personally responsible for the country. You are not Superman. You are a regular person in society. Don't try to hold up the world. Hold yourself up first, then your friends, then your neighbours
January 7, 2026 at 6:57 PM
Just saw someone say "it feels like the whole country is slipping through my fingers"
Stop. YOU are not personally responsible for the country. You are not Superman. You are a regular person in society. Don't try to hold up the world. Hold yourself up first, then your friends, then your neighbours
Stop. YOU are not personally responsible for the country. You are not Superman. You are a regular person in society. Don't try to hold up the world. Hold yourself up first, then your friends, then your neighbours
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This is me literally every day
January 6, 2026 at 8:17 PM
This is me literally every day
it could have been so much better. the world can be such a dark and joyless place when you attempt to erase any form of queerness from it
January 6, 2026 at 5:05 PM
it could have been so much better. the world can be such a dark and joyless place when you attempt to erase any form of queerness from it
finished rewatching a vintage 2006? anime last night and was devastated to find that despite all the cool designs and regrettable fanservice there was not a single queer moment in the entire 24-episode run. the whole thing is cishet, start to finish (though you could fix the protag with e)
January 6, 2026 at 5:05 PM
finished rewatching a vintage 2006? anime last night and was devastated to find that despite all the cool designs and regrettable fanservice there was not a single queer moment in the entire 24-episode run. the whole thing is cishet, start to finish (though you could fix the protag with e)
the next chapter of Interludes is two men (derogatory)(nonsexual) and i rather wish i hadn't committed to it some time ago in its present form
In Shadows Lightcast is important to me but tbh i want to write something that is actually zero men, like, a full setting where that's just A Thing
In Shadows Lightcast is important to me but tbh i want to write something that is actually zero men, like, a full setting where that's just A Thing
January 6, 2026 at 1:49 AM
the next chapter of Interludes is two men (derogatory)(nonsexual) and i rather wish i hadn't committed to it some time ago in its present form
In Shadows Lightcast is important to me but tbh i want to write something that is actually zero men, like, a full setting where that's just A Thing
In Shadows Lightcast is important to me but tbh i want to write something that is actually zero men, like, a full setting where that's just A Thing
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The nyt is run by nazis and should be dealt with accordingly
In this in-depth interview Billie Jean Sweeney — a former editor at The New York Times — details how the paper shifted towards openly promoting anti-trans hatred, why this was directed from the very top, how some staff pushed back and the immense damage done by the NYT legitimizing bigotry.
'A directive from above': Former NYT editor lays out how the paper pushes anti-trans bigotry
In this in-depth interview, former New York Times editor Billie Jean Sweeney details how the paper shifted towards openly promoting anti-trans hatred, how some staff tried to stop it, how it's directe...
transnews.network
January 1, 2026 at 8:21 PM
The nyt is run by nazis and should be dealt with accordingly
thanks for being awesome =w= hope this year's better than the last was!
January 1, 2026 at 6:21 PM
thanks for being awesome =w= hope this year's better than the last was!
you know what, that's my bad for saying the c-word and leaving the replies open. but the sentiment remains
January 1, 2026 at 6:09 PM
you know what, that's my bad for saying the c-word and leaving the replies open. but the sentiment remains
i definitely need to comm more lewd art this year in support of the brave pornographers who fight for our freedoms, especially since my headmate situation is getting More Complex
and i think you should too. or if you're an artist draw some yourself, or an author write some (i certainly plan to)
and i think you should too. or if you're an artist draw some yourself, or an author write some (i certainly plan to)
January 1, 2026 at 5:51 PM
i definitely need to comm more lewd art this year in support of the brave pornographers who fight for our freedoms, especially since my headmate situation is getting More Complex
and i think you should too. or if you're an artist draw some yourself, or an author write some (i certainly plan to)
and i think you should too. or if you're an artist draw some yourself, or an author write some (i certainly plan to)
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January 1, 2026 at 1:40 AM
delighted that interludes ch5 made it out before the new year. to scribblehub before east coast time, even. ao3 formatting took a bit longer, i should work on that.
two chapters to go, one of which is mostly written, and then it's onto novel #2
two chapters to go, one of which is mostly written, and then it's onto novel #2
January 1, 2026 at 5:17 AM
delighted that interludes ch5 made it out before the new year. to scribblehub before east coast time, even. ao3 formatting took a bit longer, i should work on that.
two chapters to go, one of which is mostly written, and then it's onto novel #2
two chapters to go, one of which is mostly written, and then it's onto novel #2
perfect in every way
January 1, 2026 at 3:42 AM
perfect in every way
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I think a great new year's commitment would be for people to start commenting on fic again so writers stop burning out from feeling unappreciated.
December 31, 2025 at 10:13 PM
I think a great new year's commitment would be for people to start commenting on fic again so writers stop burning out from feeling unappreciated.
my therapist says i should consider making the space myself if i can't find one, which tbh is a scary thing to consider in light of my previous 'being in charge of things' experience
but i need this. so i'm considering it anyway
but i need this. so i'm considering it anyway
December 31, 2025 at 10:32 PM
my therapist says i should consider making the space myself if i can't find one, which tbh is a scary thing to consider in light of my previous 'being in charge of things' experience
but i need this. so i'm considering it anyway
but i need this. so i'm considering it anyway
if there's one [printable] thing i really wish for this coming year, it's for a community where i can write and share smut of all kinds. i have my tiny inner circle, but i crave the company of other writers - both to bounce ideas off of and to share progress and grow together
feeling alone sucks
feeling alone sucks
December 31, 2025 at 10:32 PM
if there's one [printable] thing i really wish for this coming year, it's for a community where i can write and share smut of all kinds. i have my tiny inner circle, but i crave the company of other writers - both to bounce ideas off of and to share progress and grow together
feeling alone sucks
feeling alone sucks