felix, better when silent
@leftoverfelix.blog
she/her, plural (+2), a cat, writer, broken bits of other things. permanently tired.
i delete a lot of posts. it's a coping mechanism for something.
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i delete a lot of posts. it's a coping mechanism for something.
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Fallen For Her - Chapter 1 - leftoverfelix - Original Work [Archive of Our Own]
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
archiveofourown.org
i wrote a novel (by length) once, then deleted the post about it, as i do. it needs an edit, but i wrote it with love, if not skill. i'd be happy to have your thoughts on it, misshapen thing that it is.
www.scribblehub.com/series/13118...
archiveofourown.org/works/630120...
www.scribblehub.com/series/13118...
archiveofourown.org/works/630120...
rare is it that i get impaled upon a flashing spear of old memories. but this is every bit as good now as it was then; if anything, it's only gotten better with age.
a redraw would be marvelous.
a redraw would be marvelous.
I will still get Tumblr notifications for my Zelda-as-protagonist pitch from 12 years ago, and my knee-jerk reaction is always "I could draw this so much better now"
November 25, 2025 at 8:42 PM
rare is it that i get impaled upon a flashing spear of old memories. but this is every bit as good now as it was then; if anything, it's only gotten better with age.
a redraw would be marvelous.
a redraw would be marvelous.
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This is your sign btw that you should call Mastercard
Spoke to my source familiar with internal workings at Mastercard. The holiday call campaign re payment processor censorship is working, there is a lot of pressure being felt from your calls. This is resulting in increased response times at a core moment for Mastercard due to the holiday season
November 24, 2025 at 5:35 PM
This is your sign btw that you should call Mastercard
wishing i had a slightly wider circle to bounce my smut off of, bc seeing other people in various stages of writing has always helped me work. it's hard (for me) to write in a vacuum.
the few writing circles i had previously are all pretty dead now. it's one of life's many small miseries.
the few writing circles i had previously are all pretty dead now. it's one of life's many small miseries.
November 21, 2025 at 5:00 AM
wishing i had a slightly wider circle to bounce my smut off of, bc seeing other people in various stages of writing has always helped me work. it's hard (for me) to write in a vacuum.
the few writing circles i had previously are all pretty dead now. it's one of life's many small miseries.
the few writing circles i had previously are all pretty dead now. it's one of life's many small miseries.
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an excellent way to start the morning. if you're not making your smut weird in some way, it probably won't interest me.
fantastic stuff here; i adore when dialogue matches the original game's vibe so well you can hear the VAs in your head. if you liked Control, you should definitely read this.
fantastic stuff here; i adore when dialogue matches the original game's vibe so well you can hear the VAs in your head. if you liked Control, you should definitely read this.
Reminder that I wrote Jesse/esseJ smut
I will ALWAYS make it weird for EVERYONE
archiveofourown.org/works/61452304
I will ALWAYS make it weird for EVERYONE
archiveofourown.org/works/61452304
November 14, 2025 at 4:38 PM
an excellent way to start the morning. if you're not making your smut weird in some way, it probably won't interest me.
fantastic stuff here; i adore when dialogue matches the original game's vibe so well you can hear the VAs in your head. if you liked Control, you should definitely read this.
fantastic stuff here; i adore when dialogue matches the original game's vibe so well you can hear the VAs in your head. if you liked Control, you should definitely read this.
image that makes you inhale sharply and go 'oh. wow. wow, i'm really gay'
girl bond with bond girl, simply perfect
girl bond with bond girl, simply perfect
i'm gonna lose my mind
November 11, 2025 at 6:14 PM
image that makes you inhale sharply and go 'oh. wow. wow, i'm really gay'
girl bond with bond girl, simply perfect
girl bond with bond girl, simply perfect
that's me in the lower right! i wasn't sure how a themed commission was going to come out but leo's art is absolutely amazing and well worth the wait. easily one of my new favorites.
look at my drink commissions theyre so cool ok u want one
November 9, 2025 at 7:19 PM
that's me in the lower right! i wasn't sure how a themed commission was going to come out but leo's art is absolutely amazing and well worth the wait. easily one of my new favorites.
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Bunlith show just passed 25% funded!! LETS GOOOO!!!!!
Let's keep this momentum going! Tell ur friends!!
www.kickstarter.com/projects/bun...
Let's keep this momentum going! Tell ur friends!!
www.kickstarter.com/projects/bun...
November 8, 2025 at 7:44 PM
Bunlith show just passed 25% funded!! LETS GOOOO!!!!!
Let's keep this momentum going! Tell ur friends!!
www.kickstarter.com/projects/bun...
Let's keep this momentum going! Tell ur friends!!
www.kickstarter.com/projects/bun...
very happy with new tattoo, it's a continuation of the original design and it turned out pretty much perfectly. and it was no wait time at all, too, thanks to the specific timing of when i got to the shop.
sometimes the universe's gears align just right. =w=
sometimes the universe's gears align just right. =w=
November 7, 2025 at 9:34 PM
very happy with new tattoo, it's a continuation of the original design and it turned out pretty much perfectly. and it was no wait time at all, too, thanks to the specific timing of when i got to the shop.
sometimes the universe's gears align just right. =w=
sometimes the universe's gears align just right. =w=
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Some positive words on improving as a creative, especially as a writer, when everyone around you seems so much better at it than you from Mr. Eyepatchwolf
www.youtube.com/watch?v=wL93...
www.youtube.com/watch?v=wL93...
How to Stop Comparing Yourself to Other People - Eyepatch Wolf Yaps
YouTube video by Regular Eyepatch Wolf
www.youtube.com
November 6, 2025 at 6:43 AM
Some positive words on improving as a creative, especially as a writer, when everyone around you seems so much better at it than you from Mr. Eyepatchwolf
www.youtube.com/watch?v=wL93...
www.youtube.com/watch?v=wL93...
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this is the heart of it. "you don't need dysphoria to be trans" is both axiomatic and a truism by virtue of the fact that framing transition around negativity is unhelpful when the joy of euphoria is far more notable.
when every day is full of grey clouds, you're going to be shocked by a sunny day.
when every day is full of grey clouds, you're going to be shocked by a sunny day.
the reason you don't need dysphoria to be trans is because dysphoria can be impossible to realize without first accepting your own transness
November 6, 2025 at 7:49 AM
this is the heart of it. "you don't need dysphoria to be trans" is both axiomatic and a truism by virtue of the fact that framing transition around negativity is unhelpful when the joy of euphoria is far more notable.
when every day is full of grey clouds, you're going to be shocked by a sunny day.
when every day is full of grey clouds, you're going to be shocked by a sunny day.
rewatching vivy fluorite eyes today since one of my favorite authors has been posting about it. still holds up for so many reasons. looks and feels like ghost in the shell, but tastes a little sweeter
my transhumanism has always - at least partially - been unexpressed dysphoria, i think
my transhumanism has always - at least partially - been unexpressed dysphoria, i think
November 5, 2025 at 9:07 PM
rewatching vivy fluorite eyes today since one of my favorite authors has been posting about it. still holds up for so many reasons. looks and feels like ghost in the shell, but tastes a little sweeter
my transhumanism has always - at least partially - been unexpressed dysphoria, i think
my transhumanism has always - at least partially - been unexpressed dysphoria, i think
lrs: i have a variety of traumas but one of the keenest ones involves a sick little practical joke regarding motherhood and pregnancy that almost destroyed what was otherwise really good group chemistry. and not being out at the time i couldn't even be honest about why i was so upset about it
November 5, 2025 at 5:55 PM
lrs: i have a variety of traumas but one of the keenest ones involves a sick little practical joke regarding motherhood and pregnancy that almost destroyed what was otherwise really good group chemistry. and not being out at the time i couldn't even be honest about why i was so upset about it
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CW: infertility
one of the many frustrations about being a trans woman is that if you are one of the trans women who dreamt of being a mother and for whom infertility hits really hard, you often don't get any sympathy or space to talk about this except w/ other transfems
one of the many frustrations about being a trans woman is that if you are one of the trans women who dreamt of being a mother and for whom infertility hits really hard, you often don't get any sympathy or space to talk about this except w/ other transfems
November 5, 2025 at 4:40 PM
CW: infertility
one of the many frustrations about being a trans woman is that if you are one of the trans women who dreamt of being a mother and for whom infertility hits really hard, you often don't get any sympathy or space to talk about this except w/ other transfems
one of the many frustrations about being a trans woman is that if you are one of the trans women who dreamt of being a mother and for whom infertility hits really hard, you often don't get any sympathy or space to talk about this except w/ other transfems
i'll be honest it has been a bit up and down lately. today i lost one of my favorite earrings after some issue taking off my facemask after going out, and though the self-injection ultimately went fine, i had to remove the draw needle with a little clamp tool bc i couldn't unscrew it by hand
November 4, 2025 at 5:24 AM
i'll be honest it has been a bit up and down lately. today i lost one of my favorite earrings after some issue taking off my facemask after going out, and though the self-injection ultimately went fine, i had to remove the draw needle with a little clamp tool bc i couldn't unscrew it by hand
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sonic had a rough transition
November 2, 2025 at 12:06 AM
sonic had a rough transition
first injection, minimum of fuss
playing in the big leagues now
playing in the big leagues now
November 4, 2025 at 1:11 AM
first injection, minimum of fuss
playing in the big leagues now
playing in the big leagues now
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I think one of the saddest things about being a millennial is remembering a time when technology was advancing in a way that made life better and easier and more exciting instead of actively, intentionally worse
July 9, 2025 at 7:18 PM
I think one of the saddest things about being a millennial is remembering a time when technology was advancing in a way that made life better and easier and more exciting instead of actively, intentionally worse
wishing a pleasant no nuts november to all who celebrate
November 1, 2025 at 10:11 PM
wishing a pleasant no nuts november to all who celebrate
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Every trans woman I know is riddled with guilt for like, existing, and sometimes asking for her needs to be considered.
Meanwhile there's guys out here are going "HEY! I accept other human beings have value other than getting me off MOST of the time, PRAISE ME!"
Meanwhile there's guys out here are going "HEY! I accept other human beings have value other than getting me off MOST of the time, PRAISE ME!"
November 1, 2025 at 12:16 PM
Every trans woman I know is riddled with guilt for like, existing, and sometimes asking for her needs to be considered.
Meanwhile there's guys out here are going "HEY! I accept other human beings have value other than getting me off MOST of the time, PRAISE ME!"
Meanwhile there's guys out here are going "HEY! I accept other human beings have value other than getting me off MOST of the time, PRAISE ME!"
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those of you who are afraid of aging, please understand that one of the huge blessings of middle age is arriving at this exact station
We gotta normalize responding to bullshit with "dude who fucking cares"
October 30, 2025 at 12:44 AM
those of you who are afraid of aging, please understand that one of the huge blessings of middle age is arriving at this exact station
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I miss the days of early Bluesky when we all agreed that putting screenshots of ragebait losers from other websites on each other's feeds was totally Bad and Uncool and behavior Best Left Behind
October 25, 2025 at 11:39 PM
I miss the days of early Bluesky when we all agreed that putting screenshots of ragebait losers from other websites on each other's feeds was totally Bad and Uncool and behavior Best Left Behind
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struggling with severe dysphoria today that bled in from yesterday, but currently getting ready for electrolysis and a new haircut so maybe things will get better by this evening.
really hope so. i could use a win. anything.
really hope so. i could use a win. anything.
October 23, 2025 at 4:17 PM
struggling with severe dysphoria today that bled in from yesterday, but currently getting ready for electrolysis and a new haircut so maybe things will get better by this evening.
really hope so. i could use a win. anything.
really hope so. i could use a win. anything.
yet another must-read from an author who has repeatedly proven herself capable of wielding words with masterful precision, not only to entertain but to teach. i have never regretted taking time to stop and read something of ela's, and this is no exception.
October 21, 2025 at 4:56 PM
yet another must-read from an author who has repeatedly proven herself capable of wielding words with masterful precision, not only to entertain but to teach. i have never regretted taking time to stop and read something of ela's, and this is no exception.