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@oleandose.bsky.social
i talk about things sometimes

pfp and banner are @araibokuseki 💖
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the thing about using alcohol as a social lubricant is that you have to be able to socialize without it or it's not you i'm friends with, but your drinks
November 27, 2025 at 12:28 AM
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Sarah Evans (British Artist, born 1974)
"Scotland", 2023.
Acrylic on Wood, 12 × 9 inches.
Private Collection.

#art #painting #painters #BlueSkyArt
November 26, 2025 at 7:27 AM
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Why would I ever want to see anything again?
November 26, 2025 at 11:22 PM
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I think a lot about how profoundly unfair childhood trauma is.

It gives you a disability for effectively the rest of your life, AND can make you underearn, struggle with stability, become abused later in life, on top of impacting your physical health for years.
November 26, 2025 at 6:38 PM
if telling the truth makes you sound like a monster then that's something you'll have to come to terms with.
November 26, 2025 at 10:30 PM
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weaponize me
November 26, 2025 at 9:27 PM
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I hate the holidays so much
November 26, 2025 at 3:14 PM
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I am so sick of existing
Lmaooo
November 26, 2025 at 8:39 PM
some part of me still loves you
but i'll never forgive you
it's done
there are no apologies
no going back
no explanations or clearing things up -
November 25, 2025 at 9:04 PM
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HOUSE / HAUNT / HEME
November 25, 2025 at 12:15 AM
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SADAKO for VOGUE JAPAN
November 24, 2025 at 10:08 PM
lmao twitter is so cooked they suspended me for... asking to accept my account is real bc i verified by phone and e-mail? like brother YOU'RE THE ONE THAT FAILED TO AUTHENTICATE ME BECAUSE YOUR CODE IS HANGING ON BY TWO TOOTHPICKS AND A PIECE OF GUM.
November 24, 2025 at 10:07 PM
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stunning how often christians will project their own issues onto you. no, humanity was not "designed" to want [thing that you specifically want because of religious indoctrination]. i'm not losing any sleep over anything your bible says
November 24, 2025 at 7:31 AM
also assuming i was being relayed information by the two people who care about me enough to not stir up problems or hinder my progress and don't want to see me upset is telling. i know YOU would want people to relay information for you. i know YOU would go out and find it yourself. but i'm not you.
November 24, 2025 at 9:24 PM
it does hurt when someone you used to call your best friend makes fun of the sexual harassment you faced at a weird creepy dude. but i think, more importantly, it validates how much safer i am now that you're out of my life.
November 24, 2025 at 8:39 PM
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It worries me that the world has become so uncurious and dogmatic
November 23, 2025 at 12:38 AM
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She'll be the death of me. #art
November 22, 2025 at 2:49 AM
i had a parfait all is right again
when u get so hungry that ur no longer hungry and eating makes you sick
November 22, 2025 at 6:10 PM
when u get so hungry that ur no longer hungry and eating makes you sick
November 22, 2025 at 5:56 PM
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Every once in a while I reveal a piece of information about myself and realize that I forget to ever mention it or bring it up in like any context because it never feels super relevant to a discussion until I reveal it like a loading screen tip when there's like nothing else going on.
November 22, 2025 at 3:16 AM
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yes, i am ever tired of being nice, and yea, i do wanna go apeshit
November 21, 2025 at 8:55 PM
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my pc just played a sound i've never heard before so now im slowly picking through my open tabs with a loaded gun
November 21, 2025 at 5:55 PM
roman godfrey when i catch you roman godfrey
Nothing better than having a deep hatred for any character I see myself in
November 22, 2025 at 9:08 AM
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Zohran flip your hair again we need healthcare get him to give us healthcare.
November 21, 2025 at 9:26 PM
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shout out to your biggest hater, and it's just saying hi to your mother
November 21, 2025 at 3:34 PM