Big Tail Energy
@oneironott.bsky.social
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[AKA Solstice Skunk/Axel Zinfandel] They/Them or Ve/Ver; ΔΘ Writer, Musician, Animist Former Human and Wildhearted Dreamer 🔞Openly sexual and immensely kinky🔞
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oneironott.bsky.social
As a soft reminder, This account is rather unfiltered and will post/boost art and photography of sexual and/or kinky content. Usually sporadically.
oneironott.bsky.social
also, if anyone had a lead on a job in the seattle area it is much appreciated. my background is in tech support, but i will take anything ATM
oneironott.bsky.social
ko-fi.com/oneironott losing my housing sometime soon (do not know when)
disabled and struggling to find work
could use any help i can get
thank you, i love you all
#mutualaidmonday #mutualaid
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littlefur.bsky.social
yeah soooo um those new pixel pals diapers. laser targeted for me 😵‍💫

yes i used a product photo for the diaper. im not drawing all of that <3
kay the rattata taur (they/it/xe) in a super pixel pals diaper. it's using a controler
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theonion.com
Nation’s Indigenous People Confirm They Don’t Need Special Holiday, Just Large Swaths Of Land Returned Immediately https://theonion.com/nation-s-indigenous-people-confirm-they-don-t-need-spec-1839033177/
Nation’s Indigenous People Confirm They Don’t Need Special Holiday, Just Large Swaths Of Land Returned Immediately
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cactrot.bsky.social
We have known for a long time that guy with spiky hair, girl with purple hair and glasses and a frog is the ideal group for cataclysmic times.
joshuaerlich.bsky.social
people in Portland are taking down ICE with what looks like a party from Chrono Trigger
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suedeinbrackets.bsky.social
Im tired of all the really sexy mech engineer pinups, it should already be sexy to be meticulous and immersed in your work.

gift for @junelalonde.bsky.social Happy Birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
an anthro donkey is focused and working on the lifted underchassis of a large mech in some capacity. Smoke pools in the tight spacing of the air, blurring the line between where the work meets the donkey. some kind of precision tool is held with focus and purpose
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onlyyotes.bsky.social
#hourly #yote https://api.tinyfox.dev/hourly/yotes/scooter982.jpg
Image of yotes
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4nikkolas.bsky.social
after millions of views and shares of my Portland Frog art. (thank you all🙏🏾) I got requests to highlight priests, and chickens, and Chicagoans, and T-Rexes, and more… all of us who refuse to bend the knee. so this is for US.
𝚂𝚝𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚃𝚊𝚕𝚕.
𝚆𝚎 𝚆𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚆𝚒𝚗.
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razigator.bsky.social
the kobold trying its best
oneironott.bsky.social
executive function is only one aspect of ADHD, and those aspects can vary in severity. executive function particularly is impacted by other things such as trauma and PTSD, and is probably why it’s been harder for you to function this year. same confounded mechanism :P
oneironott.bsky.social
Paradoxically, this seems to also manifests in the polar opposite behavior patterns in some, but is still ultimately because the good reward juices our brains get from tasks is so negligible that folks need to do way, way more just to stay ahead of the point in which your brain says 'no'
oneironott.bsky.social
It is very difficult for most people to understand that the 'reward' thing is a little signal that allows you to Try. Neurotypical folks will probably never have a sense of this mechanism, but it is as if someone told you to lift a mug and despite every fiber of your being wanting to, you cannot.
adhd-alien.bsky.social
Sometimes I feel like a ghost, unable to make meaningful changes to my life, while not being believed when I tell people how much I try.
Four-page comic.

Page 1
Top section: Narration text says, “Every day I wake up convinced I’ll finally do the thing I’ve been wanting to do for so long, but I’ve gotten so tired of waking up every day knowing that nothing has changed.”

Panels show lists of undone tasks:
- Narration: “Another day and I still haven’t cleaned the table so I can cook, still haven’t filled out important forms, haven’t thrown out the spoiled food I put next to the fridge a week ago, still haven’t unpacked the luggage from 9 months ago, and I lost a letter and am too ashamed to ask for a copy.”

Final narration on this page: “I do the wrong tasks, don’t finish, or get paralyzed before being able to start anything.” Page 2
Panels contrast misconceptions with reality.
Narration: “When I can’t do something, it’s not: ‘It’s not fun so I won’t bother.’ Or ‘I don’t wanna do it.’”

Next panels show dread. Narration: “It’s more like I feel dread and my body yells back at me: ‘You won’t feel rewarded for this, so you’re wasting survival resources and energy.’ ‘DON’T DO IT.’”

Further narration: “I can’t even explain why I don’t do things, so people don’t believe me. I’ve started isolating because gathering my courage to ask for help and being shamed hurts so much.”

Closing narration on this page: “It feels like I’m a ghost, unable to make meaningful changes to my life. An existence unseen and unheard, having to hide so as not to trouble others.” Page 3
Narration continues: “All I can do is watch as my life falls apart in slow-motion, as people watch and ask themselves ‘why doesn’t she just do something?’”

Further narration: “Every day I would fight myself to great exhaustion without any result to show for it. So after a while, I gave up fighting. 
Not because I had a negative mindset, but as a result of my experiences.”

Someone scolds: “No one is coming to save you, stop being so self-defeating!”

Shift in tone: Narration asks, “Do you know what saved my life?”
A supportive voice replies: “I believe you. I will help you.” Page 4
Narration: “It’s not that no one has helped me before, but no one believed how much help I needed.”

Someone else says dismissively: “I’m sure you can do it!”

Narration continues: “And it’s not that I can’t do anything – I can do many things that others can’t. It’s just that where my mother needs help using the PC, I need help organizing my day.”

Further narration: “People aren’t made to survive alone – without any help.”

Closing text: “I am still my own person. I have my own morals, agency, hopes and dreams. And if I have a robust scaffolding to work on, I can not only live, but thrive.”
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thespaceshipper.com
Halo Studios art director Glenn Israel (Halo 3 ODST, Infinite): "No illusion of security nor promise of wealth or fame or power is worth trading away your health, your dignity, your ethics or values - and no one can force you to. Stay strong, take evidence when necessary, and find where you belong."
eurogamer.bsky.social
Halo art director leaves studio after 17 years with ominous message alluding to discontent

www.eurogamer.net/halo-art-dir...
A promotional Halo Infinite image showing a close-up of Master Chief's helmet held by his side while a lush landscape of lakes and mountains is visible in the background.
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slutttytoob.bsky.social
"Cmon, get in, it's vacation time~"
Hey lovely dorks, guess what~
Part two has been made~
Once again by the lovely cute and sweet @queenrupti.bsky.social !
Hope you all enjoy~ [image versions below!⬇️]
Don't you want to just snuggle up inside and be trapped for a week in the plush~
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cowtoolsdaily.bsky.social
The only way to win is by lumping and the only way to lump is by prongling.
edited screenshots from the show Game Changer. Host Sam Reich, with cow ears and cow horns, addresses the contestants saying, "Now, you all understand how the tools work?"

The contestants, Brennan Lee Mulligan, Izzy Roland, and Lou Wilson look back at him expectantly from their player podiums behind a table with 4 cow tools on it.
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squishynezui.bsky.social
I think there needs to be a wider discussion about how badly disabled folks are treated in political spaces. Conservatives and liberals both have an ableism issue. I've seen/have been told by folks all over the political spectrum that my death is acceptable collateral. Unfortunately, I do not agree.
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chiitan.love
Chiitan has a dream.
I hope that one day the term LGBT will become a thing of the past.
I will continue to spread my message until we live in a world where everyone can love freely and is free from persecution and discrimination.
Until then, let's all support each other🤍
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buttplug.engineer
telling the kids this was ishkurs guide
bedsores.rest
bringing back a classic
an adaptation of the sandy loam chart, aka, a triangle where each side is an axis from 0 100, forming triangular little pockets in the center in a pseudo-3-axis chart form. the three axes are "hoinky sploinky" "doinky woinky" and "rinky dinky," each with a "pure" form (penis music, furret walk, and ukelele covers respectively). there is a minor screed here about electroswing sucking, which it does.
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magpiebones.bsky.social
Revisiting this tail. All foam construction with a strip of silicone poured directly into the foam poured strength and added movement. I'm just going to do this as a standard thing on my tails going forward.
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