🎟️The Ringmaster🎪
@ringmasterkaiden.bsky.social
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He/Him, 33, Digital Clown PNGtuber, Horror & Film Nerd, Proud Satanist, Comedian, Fatboi, LGBTQ+, Socialist-Anarchist. 🚫GenAI 🔞 Pls. I Block Stalky Accounts. Twitch: http://twitch.tv/ringmasterkaiden YouTube: https://youtube.com/@kaidensgamingcircus
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ringmasterkaiden.bsky.social
If you wanna catch up on old streams, or maybe just need some longform background stuff to put on, my VOD channel is ripe for the picking. I also upload shorts here so hit me with a subscription maybe? I’d appreciate it greatly.

🎪💜

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This is the stream backlog for my twitch channel streams! Expect regular uploads of past streams to converge here for your continued enjoyment. Thanks so much for hanging out!
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ringmasterkaiden.bsky.social
And scene! We had a blast causing chaos and jumping off high places. Raided out to Unipenguin!

We’ll be back to schedule next week with any luck.

Thanks for hangin’ out! 🎪💜
ringmasterkaiden.bsky.social
And that’s it for Pre-Sequel! We managed to stomp the final boss of the DLC 4 levels under recommended with only two people. I call that an achievement.

Back at 7:30pm with Dying Light!
ringmasterkaiden.bsky.social
Pre-Sequel rides high today, possibly for the final time! Come see the DLC as it plays out!

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#Vsky #PNGTuber #VTuber #EnVtuber #LiveNow #Twitch #Borderlands
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ringmasterkaiden.bsky.social
Pre-Sequel rides high today, possibly for the final time! Come see the DLC as it plays out!

twitch.tv/ringmasterka...

#Vsky #PNGTuber #VTuber #EnVtuber #LiveNow #Twitch #Borderlands
Twitch
Twitch is the world
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nymonia.bsky.social
While lurkers are valid, please, please, PLEASE give a hi, hello, or something to support a streamer.

It is one of the more soul crushing things to see an empty chat. I feel this in a way I didn't expect.
sparkysummers.vtubers.social
Im going to say something controversial

Streaming to a silent chat is soul crushing

Say hi to your streamer when you can 💛
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ringmasterkaiden.bsky.social
Streams resume today, I’m feeling more ready for it.

Borderlands: The Pre-Sequel at 1pm, Dying Light at 7pm EST, both with carnival cast co-hosts.

Come show your pretty faces in my chat & your love to the carnival cast.

We’re here to help lift you up and make you laugh. That’s always the goal.
ringmasterkaiden.bsky.social
If you can’t respect me choosing survival over being constantly connected and outraged, I really don’t need you in my space.

I appreciate you all, but I am still nothing more than a very deeply flawed and broken person under the paint.

I am still, unfortunately, human.
ringmasterkaiden.bsky.social
Overall I just plan to keep moving forward. Difficult as it may be right now, it is the only choice I really have. I will not hesitate to cut people off who are doing harm to my head anymore. Allowing it in my space at all was a core part of what set all this off for me.

No words, I’ll just vanish.
ringmasterkaiden.bsky.social
My art and entertainment work will continue. I will not be stopping streams at all. I hope to still increase my output so I can give people a safe and fun place to decompress and vibe with likeminded goofs. I hope to be able to resume YouTube content before the end of the year, but no promises.
ringmasterkaiden.bsky.social
I will still be limiting myself on social media for the foreseeable future to try and keep this from all happening again too soon.

Until my armor is placed back where it belongs, I need to protect myself.

Call it privileged, selfish, whatever the fuck you want. I call it self-preservation.
ringmasterkaiden.bsky.social
I have outpaced yet another round of incomprehensible self-loathing & passive ideation.

I am still standing once more, despite whatever in me calls to the void.

I will continue to exist despite my own best efforts.

I will not be the same; I never am after these periods.

Change for the better.
ringmasterkaiden.bsky.social
I have been having a very hard couple of weeks, and I feel like I’m coming out the other end of a meat grinder for the soul right now.

The intense sensations have ended but I am still very tender. Little things feel large, large things feel gargantuan. The world is bright and loud and terrifying.
ringmasterkaiden.bsky.social
I know you can! You emanate kindness and generosity, and those kinds of energies draw in others of the same frequency. 🎪💜
ringmasterkaiden.bsky.social
It really is the relatability of that pain that draws it out. I dunno if I can even say I envy people who don’t feel that pull, because I can’t imagine it.
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shiningknightx.bsky.social
"we cant uninvent ai" no we cant but we couldnt uninvent nfts either and nobody gives a fuck about them anymore
ringmasterkaiden.bsky.social
That’s a listen for when you *need* to hurt.
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nomorerobots.io
Here's how we handle manchildren on the Steam forums at No More Robots:
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sparkysummers.vtubers.social
Im going to say something controversial

Streaming to a silent chat is soul crushing

Say hi to your streamer when you can 💛
ringmasterkaiden.bsky.social
That is disappointing. The other two set a high bar, so at some point if it continued it was bound to stumble. Hopefully this will be the lowest point if it continues.
ringmasterkaiden.bsky.social
I’m so proud of my home city.
mskellymhayes.bsky.social
I donated some copies of Let This Radicalize You for distribution at an ICE watch training for folks who want to join school patrols in a nearby neighborhood. Not everyone got a copy, because 120 people showed up for that training tonight. I am endlessly proud of Chicago.
A display of copies of Let This Radicalize You on a table in front of a sign that reads: "Let This Radicalize You offers stories, strategy and heart for the kind of collective care and resistance we're building together today. It helps us move from reacting to organizing. Showing how ordinary people protect each other, build power, and keep hope alive. Take a copy. Read it. Stay connected."
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ringmasterkaiden.bsky.social
This clown’s mood has been wonky today.

Somebody send a care package of green and tiddy pics so I can level back out.
ringmasterkaiden.bsky.social
Promise technically not broken yet, I just haven’t got the mental stamina right now. Maybe tonight, if not, I’m sorry I failed you all.
ringmasterkaiden.bsky.social
Stream did not happen today because I apparently needed a *lot* of sleep. I fell back asleep around 10am and only woke up at 2:30pm because I was hungry.

Tomorrow is Solo Spookies, I promise.