chadzia dax 🔞😷🖖🏻
@m00psy.bsky.social
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they/them, 30s; disabled, exhausted, auADHD, agender, kinky. 🔞 #NSFW #StarTrek #garashir #art. SFW prints: inprnt.com/gallery/m00psy/ ❌ gen AI, NFTs, crypto banner: people wearing respirators, PFP: garak w/ an assprint on his face (“nice”); both my art.
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m00psy.bsky.social
my BFF, formerly my platonic partner and spouse of a number of years, who went through an acute MCAS flare from may-august and then moved home, i’m finding out after taking some space, is still not doing well.

any donations i get will go toward helping him get medical care.
m00psy.bsky.social
$50/$50 received, thank you all so so much!!!

deleted my posts with requests for this goal, but am going to leave this up on my profile because my bank account is still only about $20 away from $0, with only $422 in freelancing payments coming this week.

💕 💸 🏳️‍⚧️
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doodlemancy.com
it turns out that if you draw you do get better at drawing. it's just. in order to do that you have to draw
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thekatriarch.bsky.social
Once I wrote a paper on the poetry of yona wallach and I didn't even start reading the poetry until the day it was due, and I was genuinely a little pissed off when I got a perfect score on it
monkeyminion.com
I wrote a 15 page report on heraldic symbolism in medieval armor and weapon design for my art history class the night before it was due (8am class). Made up 90% of it (only found one book for reference) and got an A. GenAI could fucking never.
wrote 20 pages on Faulkner's The Bear four hours before final papers were due on trucker pills and coffee and cigarettes and got an A, fuck you.
You people couldn't hang with real slackers.
finn
wokeupchic • 4d
It's fuck Al till your homework due in 25 minutes
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tvictrix.bsky.social
day 8 i was pretty busy today & i couldnt figure out the rest of this drawing so i just cropped in on spock cause hes what i know hehe #art #startrek #startrekart #spock
a digital sketch of spock from the waist up & nude. he is seated.
m00psy.bsky.social
the same two EMTs from the previous skeet ended up coming back for this particular skeet, and again, refused to mask. until i die i will remember how resigned my BFF was, telling them to just go away and leave *him* to die.
m00psy.bsky.social
i have never felt more disgust for two medical professionals tbh but we did not end up going to the hospital again, primarily because partner’s life coach / friend with MCAS walked us through a lot of stuff, helped us understand what is an “emergency” and what is just distressing as actual fuck.
m00psy.bsky.social
this whole experience was traumatizing to us both, deeply.
m00psy.bsky.social
partner woke up from 6 hours’ sleep swollen and panicking and here’s a fun thing you shouldn’t have to say to EMTs who won’t mask before coming inside to check someone for MCAS-related anaphylaxis: “okay, if you’re fine bringing in a disabling disease!!”

reader, they still did not mask.
m00psy.bsky.social
i also am trying to figure out how i am going to survive without breaking the lease on this place while still being disabled with ME/CFS, etc, so... yeah... donations are extremely welcome.
m00psy.bsky.social
too much time has passed for me to remember specifics, but i too BSed many a paper the night before it was due yet still got As.

(though to be fair, i had only been infected with whatever gave me ME/CFS... covid wasn't also around at that point to cause cognitive damage)
monkeyminion.com
I wrote a 15 page report on heraldic symbolism in medieval armor and weapon design for my art history class the night before it was due (8am class). Made up 90% of it (only found one book for reference) and got an A. GenAI could fucking never.
wrote 20 pages on Faulkner's The Bear four hours before final papers were due on trucker pills and coffee and cigarettes and got an A, fuck you.
You people couldn't hang with real slackers.
finn
wokeupchic • 4d
It's fuck Al till your homework due in 25 minutes
m00psy.bsky.social
i just said, "whUUUT" in the weirdest way...
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cafastfoodunion.org
BREAKING: Burger King workers are on strike in Oakland due to pregnancy discrimination.

The store cut our coworker’s hours because she is pregnant and asked for accommodations to ensure a safe pregnancy. 🧵

#UnionsForAll
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olufemiotaiwo.bsky.social
repost this if an editor has ever saved you from yourself
blipstress.bsky.social
An actual hot take: Too many authors are afraid of editors watering down their voice or whatever and not afraid enough of editors letting you put any old slop on the page.
m00psy.bsky.social
CN // emeto

he said he's been mostly throwing up a lot.

seriously, anything i get will go to help him get what he needs to not be feeling so miserable / actually in danger... and i will be trying to help him apply for medicaid, etc. 😞
m00psy.bsky.social
this was a near-death experience for him, too.

i'm worried he's now back in epi-pen territory... and he hasn't had the energy to apply for medicaid since moving back 😭
m00psy.bsky.social
the really ironic thing is that garak's leukocytes (probably specifically his lymphocytes) were making his lymphatic tissues fill with toxins... when my BFF's lymphatic system was filled with mast cells.
m00psy.bsky.social
me 🛀:give my favorite DS9/garashir episode, “the wire.”

my last remaining shred of sanity: you’re really gonna subject yourself to an episode about someone else going through a medical crisis but having their doctor go above and beyond to save his life? right NOW?

me: 😬 …”our man bashir” it is.
m00psy.bsky.social
this was *with* a sign on the door that said "please wear a mask in this room"
m00psy.bsky.social
us: *tells about how we were having trouble getting people to mask the other day & are worried the MRI people won’t mask*

nurse: wow, that’s horrible, but they should listen to you, or they shouldn’t be working here.

nurse, later: *keeps sticking unmasked face back in room when we have questions*
m00psy.bsky.social
all of the covid exposures we went through, trying to get help, when there's all this evidence that covid makes MCAS worse!
m00psy.bsky.social
we asked the dispatcher if the folks who came would mask. everyone except one EMT did show up with a surgical on. but then the lead EMT mentioned his partner had just had “a cold” for three weeks and that the unmasked EMT had just gotten over one too.

you absolutely sure it’s “just a cold” tho??
broadwaybabyto.bsky.social
I will never understand the objection to masks in healthcare.

It’s where the sickest people are, and where the strongest & most treatment resistant bugs thrive.

People can’t “just stay home” when they need healthcare, and no one should be forced to choose between care & covid
m00psy.bsky.social
*white cis guys

i think is what i meant in that skeet
m00psy.bsky.social
EMTs literally made him try to get himself into an ambulance at one point... which was actually a time we realized in retrospect that what he needed was an epi-pen
m00psy.bsky.social
they were both white via guys and the driver had tattoos (which always makes me nervous now, is this a chud?) they made him *climb* into the ambulance rather than bringing the stretcher to the ground, and he *collapsed* trying to do so
m00psy.bsky.social
if you have a number of hours to go through this thread and see what we went through for those months, & if you happen to have any spare money, my BFF could really use the help. he's been way too sick to ask for what he's needed, & tbh he has spent too long exposing his trauma to the internet anyway
m00psy.bsky.social
just remembered that all the unmasked EMTs breathed a bunch in the air my cats are now currently walking around in, hope the three small purifiers we have will do enough to keep them from getting covid and then possibly infecting us with it!!!!!
m00psy.bsky.social
at the ER ✌🏻yall better not get us sicker than we already are ✌🏻 also the EMT who rode with us in the ambulance sucked ✌🏻
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gettheorion.bsky.social
Late night doodle. 🖖🏻

Odo is quite rigid for someone made out of goo. 💚
star trek deep space nine fan art illustration of Odo. he's sitting at his desk in the security office. His head is leaning against the palm of his hand.
m00psy.bsky.social
i know it’s a different show, but i just love thinking of shawn, the good place character, who just wants to go back to his container of goo
m00psy.bsky.social
i have a pretty high tolerance for edibles, at least as far as the ones i can get via the hemp farm bill (but i’ve also taken 130+mg of pure THC with little effect before)
m00psy.bsky.social
3 gummies over the course of about 6 hours, the last one about 2 hours ago. unless it all hits me in an extremely delayed fashion, which i suppose is still possible but is unlikely, i have to conclude that i could probably just eat these 13,000mg gummies like overpriced candy… 🤦🏼