Be ready babe. Find me in that 30 minute window of my awakeness tonight
February 3, 2026 at 10:57 PM
Be ready babe. Find me in that 30 minute window of my awakeness tonight
February 1, 2026 at 9:48 PM
have hit the point of awakeness where nothing is going in or out and the rabbit's been judging me for awhile now, so nap then writing
January 30, 2026 at 10:08 PM
have hit the point of awakeness where nothing is going in or out and the rabbit's been judging me for awhile now, so nap then writing
I've been working night shift the last few months and the worst thing about that is learning to go to bed at a sensible time when you aren't working.. On a positive, the awakeness gives you time to kill fantastic bottles like this. This is the best renewal bottle from SMWS I've had in 2024. #Slainte
January 30, 2026 at 12:36 AM
I've been working night shift the last few months and the worst thing about that is learning to go to bed at a sensible time when you aren't working.. On a positive, the awakeness gives you time to kill fantastic bottles like this. This is the best renewal bottle from SMWS I've had in 2024. #Slainte
Hmmmm time to shower and then depending on my levels of awakeness I'll either doodle or keep working on the wip
January 27, 2026 at 9:21 PM
Hmmmm time to shower and then depending on my levels of awakeness I'll either doodle or keep working on the wip
ok i think that has been more than enough awakeness for the day
January 26, 2026 at 4:58 PM
ok i think that has been more than enough awakeness for the day
Sneezes into awakeness. hi
January 26, 2026 at 2:04 PM
Sneezes into awakeness. hi
Pretension to awakeness of the lamp
contrives new secret room of breathing walls
where millions of people without cell phones
bypass memories of traumatic events
by laughing as they swing in the playground
enclosed in glass dome on the misty moon.
contrives new secret room of breathing walls
where millions of people without cell phones
bypass memories of traumatic events
by laughing as they swing in the playground
enclosed in glass dome on the misty moon.
January 25, 2026 at 5:12 PM
Pretension to awakeness of the lamp
contrives new secret room of breathing walls
where millions of people without cell phones
bypass memories of traumatic events
by laughing as they swing in the playground
enclosed in glass dome on the misty moon.
contrives new secret room of breathing walls
where millions of people without cell phones
bypass memories of traumatic events
by laughing as they swing in the playground
enclosed in glass dome on the misty moon.
no, but i did get psychologically terrorized into awakeness by a squirrel, who has decided it likes trying to dig in our gutters??
January 24, 2026 at 1:04 PM
no, but i did get psychologically terrorized into awakeness by a squirrel, who has decided it likes trying to dig in our gutters??
sleep is just awakeness leaving the body
January 23, 2026 at 10:23 PM
sleep is just awakeness leaving the body
The Buddha Nature
Master Dogen's BUSSO in 100 Words BUTSU means 'Buddha' and SHO means 'nature' so BUSSHO means Buddha-nature. In turn the word 'Buddha' means 'awake' and the word 'nature' means 'born' (from the Latin 'natus') so 'Buddha-nature' literally means 'awakeness born' or 'awareness…
Master Dogen's BUSSO in 100 Words BUTSU means 'Buddha' and SHO means 'nature' so BUSSHO means Buddha-nature. In turn the word 'Buddha' means 'awake' and the word 'nature' means 'born' (from the Latin 'natus') so 'Buddha-nature' literally means 'awakeness born' or 'awareness…
The Buddha Nature
Master Dogen's BUSSO in 100 Words BUTSU means 'Buddha' and SHO means 'nature' so BUSSHO means Buddha-nature. In turn the word 'Buddha' means 'awake' and the word 'nature' means 'born' (from the Latin 'natus') so 'Buddha-nature' literally means 'awakeness born' or 'awareness arises'. Therefore to think of 'Buddha-nature' as something that we 'have', 'have the potential to have', or 'will have' is a misunderstanding.
zenbeyondborders.wordpress.com
January 21, 2026 at 3:21 PM
The Buddha Nature
Master Dogen's BUSSO in 100 Words BUTSU means 'Buddha' and SHO means 'nature' so BUSSHO means Buddha-nature. In turn the word 'Buddha' means 'awake' and the word 'nature' means 'born' (from the Latin 'natus') so 'Buddha-nature' literally means 'awakeness born' or 'awareness…
Master Dogen's BUSSO in 100 Words BUTSU means 'Buddha' and SHO means 'nature' so BUSSHO means Buddha-nature. In turn the word 'Buddha' means 'awake' and the word 'nature' means 'born' (from the Latin 'natus') so 'Buddha-nature' literally means 'awakeness born' or 'awareness…
I feel like we non morning people are made to feel like Worse people, sinful sausages. With morning people being the goody twoshoeses of awakeness, and permanent babyfaces of life in general. It’s not fair really, I can’t help what I am
I’m sure that some days (like today) I feel tireder when I sleep decently but wake up slightly too early than I do when I have a full on insomnia night and sleep three hours
January 17, 2026 at 5:51 PM
I feel like we non morning people are made to feel like Worse people, sinful sausages. With morning people being the goody twoshoeses of awakeness, and permanent babyfaces of life in general. It’s not fair really, I can’t help what I am
These are conversations that Penk has when he's on that verge of sleep and awakeness. They are not ones small business owners have with him in the real world, fully awake.
January 17, 2026 at 5:32 PM
These are conversations that Penk has when he's on that verge of sleep and awakeness. They are not ones small business owners have with him in the real world, fully awake.
The last time I had an amazing nap was being put under for a medical test and woke up to Fall Out Boy playing and a nurse offering me cold apple juice while I told her it was the best sleep I had in years. The CLARITY, the AWAKENESS, the NO BRAIN FOG was an experience.
January 15, 2026 at 7:15 PM
The last time I had an amazing nap was being put under for a medical test and woke up to Fall Out Boy playing and a nurse offering me cold apple juice while I told her it was the best sleep I had in years. The CLARITY, the AWAKENESS, the NO BRAIN FOG was an experience.
You are already the awakeness that you seek!
January 13, 2026 at 2:02 AM
You are already the awakeness that you seek!
no, you can't make me 😤
I could try a double dose of hydroxyzine tho, that could probably delete my awakeness
I could try a double dose of hydroxyzine tho, that could probably delete my awakeness
January 12, 2026 at 12:40 PM
no, you can't make me 😤
I could try a double dose of hydroxyzine tho, that could probably delete my awakeness
I could try a double dose of hydroxyzine tho, that could probably delete my awakeness
There is a parallax effect between the memory of me as a child and how I remember my parents from my childhood, and me as an adult now at the age of the remembered parents. What hope did they have for me then, what hope did I have, what disappointment now, here in the awakeness of the early hours...
January 12, 2026 at 9:28 AM
There is a parallax effect between the memory of me as a child and how I remember my parents from my childhood, and me as an adult now at the age of the remembered parents. What hope did they have for me then, what hope did I have, what disappointment now, here in the awakeness of the early hours...
You could have sent coffee and kisses to hasten the awakeness.
Have you learned nothing this week?
Have you learned nothing this week?
January 11, 2026 at 7:06 PM
You could have sent coffee and kisses to hasten the awakeness.
Have you learned nothing this week?
Have you learned nothing this week?
Loneliness, then, is the price of awakeness. It’s what we face when we stop clutching second-hand notions—religion, nationalism, spiritual slogans, gender banners, racial labels—and instead meet the terrifying fact that we don’t actually know who or what we ar... https://thisness.one/post/2026-01-11
January 11, 2026 at 4:18 PM
Loneliness, then, is the price of awakeness. It’s what we face when we stop clutching second-hand notions—religion, nationalism, spiritual slogans, gender banners, racial labels—and instead meet the terrifying fact that we don’t actually know who or what we ar... https://thisness.one/post/2026-01-11
fuck out of you. et cetera. like if im not eating well or sleeping well or overall just doing really bad the medicine foesnt really do anything for productivity + awakeness other than make me not be in evilmode. but yeah
January 9, 2026 at 11:30 PM
fuck out of you. et cetera. like if im not eating well or sleeping well or overall just doing really bad the medicine foesnt really do anything for productivity + awakeness other than make me not be in evilmode. but yeah
< for ‘motivation and awakeness’ it brings me - nearly there
No rare spontaneous beasts will be drawn today, or for a while - as all limited energy on impossible sorting admin report writing tasks - damn it ☹️
No rare spontaneous beasts will be drawn today, or for a while - as all limited energy on impossible sorting admin report writing tasks - damn it ☹️
January 9, 2026 at 10:18 AM
< for ‘motivation and awakeness’ it brings me - nearly there
No rare spontaneous beasts will be drawn today, or for a while - as all limited energy on impossible sorting admin report writing tasks - damn it ☹️
No rare spontaneous beasts will be drawn today, or for a while - as all limited energy on impossible sorting admin report writing tasks - damn it ☹️
i am glowing with awakeness at 2:36 in the AM, so i will be dulling with sleepiness at 9:00 in the AM 😑
January 5, 2026 at 4:36 PM
i am glowing with awakeness at 2:36 in the AM, so i will be dulling with sleepiness at 9:00 in the AM 😑
I’m going to blame my awakeness on me taking a stimulant for the first time in weeks today.
January 5, 2026 at 9:18 AM
I’m going to blame my awakeness on me taking a stimulant for the first time in weeks today.
I’m rocking 27 hours of awakeness myself. It’s all because of all these stupid war criminals are running around murdering.
January 4, 2026 at 11:59 AM
I’m rocking 27 hours of awakeness myself. It’s all because of all these stupid war criminals are running around murdering.