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Lili Saintcrow
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I write books. A crow for a fetch, I'm your huckleberry. She/her. (Hint: Like "synchro.")

https://www.lilithsaintcrow.com
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Hello, new followers! I'm Lili; I write books, sometimes other people even read them.

This feed holds squirrel stories, the life of a working writer, Morning Walk Reports, random ephemera, and links to articles I find interesting, thought-provoking, or cool.

Nice to have you along.
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Here's a recent picture I took of Muscovy duck. I thought you might like to see him.
January 10, 2026 at 12:11 AM
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I did flipbooks for all of the Animorphs covers I did, but they appeared in black and white and very small, so I am posting them here so you can see them large and in color. No AI here--just Elastic Reality and painting. You can buy a signed print of this cover here:
www.etsy.com/listing/798779814
January 9, 2026 at 10:47 PM
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I am struggling to put my full throat behind this because I am so demoralized and angry these days, but I believe there is a way forward to a better world precisely * because * these fascist fucks are so rabid at the moment. Change is possible, and they are fighting against it with deadly force.
January 10, 2026 at 12:08 AM
Superspies and mayhem! The first Viral Agents book--AGENT ZERO--is $2.99USD (and CAD) in ebook through these retailers, until January 21. books2read.com/agentzero
January 10, 2026 at 12:24 AM
"But in our rush to point out imperfections of tentpole shows to make us all seem smarter, we often fail to take moment and appreciate triumph of actually making – and FINISHING!! – a show with something to say that nailed the landing."
We Are the Stranger Things - Kameron Hurley
CONTENT CAUTION: Contains spoilers for Stranger Things season 5 and discusses childhood emotional and physical abuse.          When I was a child, I lived with a monster. He slept in the big room at the back of my grandmother’s house during the day and only came out at night. Unless you woke him up. Unless […]
www.kameronhurley.com
January 9, 2026 at 10:53 PM
The urge to down an edible and retreat to the couch with a book on the history of ancient Egypt is near overwhelming.
January 9, 2026 at 10:25 PM
The point at which I have to say, "Okay, well, I've warned you," and start looking around for an alternative...

(Maybe I ought to just cancel the rest of Friday. Ugh.)
January 9, 2026 at 9:48 PM
Good heavens, dealing with Meta in any capacity is so *endlessly* frustrating. Can't wait for the day it's possible to bin every single "product" of theirs, even as an creative required to do marketing.
January 9, 2026 at 9:14 PM
Huh. After a large glass of ice water and some leftover pizza, suddenly things seem fractionally less grim.

Gonna try a cuppa next, see if the trend continues.
January 9, 2026 at 8:33 PM
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it’s come to my attention that my tumblr post has been crossposted to bluesky, so I’m posting it on my account here #AntiAI #GenAI
January 9, 2026 at 5:07 PM
"Over four months, LLM users consistently underperformed at neural, linguistic, and behavioral levels."
Your Brain on ChatGPT: Accumulation of Cognitive Debt when Using an AI Assistant for Essay Writing Task
This study explores the neural and behavioral consequences of LLM-assisted essay writing. Participants were divided into three groups: LLM, Search Engine, and Brain-only (no tools). Each completed three sessions under the same condition. In a fourth session, LLM users were reassigned to Brain-only group (LLM-to-Brain), and Brain-only users were reassigned to LLM condition (Brain-to-LLM). A total of 54 participants took part in Sessions 1-3, with 18 completing session 4. We used electroencephalography (EEG) to assess cognitive load during essay writing, and analyzed essays using NLP, as well as scoring essays with the help from human teachers and an AI judge. Across groups, NERs, n-gram patterns, and topic ontology showed within-group homogeneity. EEG revealed significant differences in brain connectivity: Brain-only participants exhibited the strongest, most distributed networks; Search Engine users showed moderate engagement; and LLM users displayed the weakest connectivity. Cognitive activity scaled down in relation to external tool use. In session 4, LLM-to-Brain participants showed reduced alpha and beta connectivity, indicating under-engagement. Brain-to-LLM users exhibited higher memory recall and activation of occipito-parietal and prefrontal areas, similar to Search Engine users. Self-reported ownership of essays was the lowest in the LLM group and the highest in the Brain-only group. LLM users also struggled to accurately quote their own work. While LLMs offer immediate convenience, our findings highlight potential cognitive costs. Over four months, LLM users consistently underperformed at neural, linguistic, and behavioral levels. These results raise concerns about the long-term educational implications of LLM reliance and underscore the need for deeper inquiry into AI's role in learning.
arxiv.org
January 9, 2026 at 6:56 PM
(Why yes, I *am* wildlife-watching around the Chez this morning as a distraction from the news cycle...)
January 9, 2026 at 6:16 PM
I do not mind the squirrel using our birdbath for ablutions (“bath” is after all right in the name) but it is the dead of winter, little fella, please be careful.
January 9, 2026 at 6:09 PM
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I'm hesitant to put this part in because some of you will instantly know who I'm talking about, so please don't reply with the name - I don't have time to deal with nonsense this weekend.

but

Calling people bigots, racists, and misogynists for demanding financial professionalism is a red flag.
January 9, 2026 at 5:17 PM
In other news, my daughter reports that one of the local corvids is capable of stuffing four whole roasted (unsalted) in-shell peanuts into their gullet and beak and flying away. I believe this bird is the envy of their kin-group and am suitably amazed.
January 9, 2026 at 5:27 PM
Boxnoggin got EVERYTHING he wanted on morning walkies, came home and received pets from TWO humans (at once!) while chewing on his favourite squeaky crab toy, and is now settling on my bed for a richly deserved naptime.

It's a dog's life, but he manages.
January 9, 2026 at 5:25 PM
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What could go wrong with legalized crass betting on every single thing. Society is fine and healthy.
Gambling platform Polymarket not paying bets on US invasion of Venezuela
Gamblers who placed wagers totalling $10.5m angered after capture of Nicolás Maduro deemed not to qualify
www.theguardian.com
January 9, 2026 at 4:52 PM
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Anyway I'm tired of the State of Things constantly impeding us all from using this platform for it's intended purpose (being silly little gooses)
January 9, 2026 at 4:43 PM
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Of all the red flags Krista listed, some of them are the type that if you see one on occasion, it's more of a "caution" rather than "run away". But being defensive and lashing out about money? That's not a red flag: it's a big scarlet billboard screaming "DANGER".
January 9, 2026 at 4:41 PM
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There are two big reasons to get super defensive about money that I can see.

1. They know their business practices are exploitive (money is mismanaged/misappropriated).

2. They're not making any.

Times are REALLY tough right now--sales are down, everyone's broke. That affects publishers, BUT...
January 9, 2026 at 4:34 PM
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I've been told this is upsetting some folks, but I stand by everything in this thread.

Think hard about why this is causing people to lash out.
I want to do a thread on "Small Press Red Flags" brought to you by years in the trenches combined with some issues I’m seeing pop up again in writer circles.

Note: an isolated incident might not be a red flag, but cumulative flags are always worth examination.

First off: Let’s talk about money.
January 9, 2026 at 4:32 PM
"This one got my attention because, first of all, it didn’t arrive in the spam folder, it claimed to be from Amazon, and, like I said, “titles with fewer than 10 customer reviews” identified my entire bibliography."
New sophisticated publishing scam targets struggling authors on Amazon
I recently received an email stating that “Effective 2026, titles with fewer than 10 customer reviews and inactive rating activity may face reduced visibility or listing restrictions” and that “Ear…
rodraglin.wordpress.com
January 9, 2026 at 4:32 PM
Moved a sunscreen bottle six inches and less than a minute later couldn’t find it despite it being in plain sight.

Friday beginning as it means to go on I guess.
January 9, 2026 at 4:26 PM
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Worth a re-up. I do think the biggest red flag continues to be "extremely defensive the instant money is brought up."

Any other industry, partnering with a business (which writers/pubs are: business partners) it's expected to talk money. But in the arts, a lot is in play to shame writers for it.
I want to do a thread on "Small Press Red Flags" brought to you by years in the trenches combined with some issues I’m seeing pop up again in writer circles.

Note: an isolated incident might not be a red flag, but cumulative flags are always worth examination.

First off: Let’s talk about money.
January 9, 2026 at 4:15 PM