McRaeWrites
@mcraewrites.bsky.social
Adults Only Please. All Work/Words 18+.
"Baba (Old Lady) McRae."
Grandma To All. Polymath-Neurodivergent-AF, Demi-Ace Spec, Agender, Humanist, Anarchist, Secular Old Mountain Witch.
McRaeWrites.com as ever.
Most Prolific Living Poet. Or Something.
"Baba (Old Lady) McRae."
Grandma To All. Polymath-Neurodivergent-AF, Demi-Ace Spec, Agender, Humanist, Anarchist, Secular Old Mountain Witch.
McRaeWrites.com as ever.
Most Prolific Living Poet. Or Something.
Pinned
Are you a wealthy celebrity or C-Suite, who'd like an incredibly clever, neurodivergent polymath savant on the team - to solve all your problems?
I'm hunting employment - people & organizations anywhere in the world - that I can bring my full skillsets to.
Shoot me an email - [email protected]
I'm hunting employment - people & organizations anywhere in the world - that I can bring my full skillsets to.
Shoot me an email - [email protected]
If ya ever wanna know how sociopathic CEDH MTG scene is - there're people - whenever my name or work comes up, will absolutely go out of their way to shit on me hard as possible publicly.
Pretty tough bein' myself; queer & very neurodivergent/disabled online globally, but damn, get better hobbies.
Pretty tough bein' myself; queer & very neurodivergent/disabled online globally, but damn, get better hobbies.
December 18, 2025 at 12:39 AM
If ya ever wanna know how sociopathic CEDH MTG scene is - there're people - whenever my name or work comes up, will absolutely go out of their way to shit on me hard as possible publicly.
Pretty tough bein' myself; queer & very neurodivergent/disabled online globally, but damn, get better hobbies.
Pretty tough bein' myself; queer & very neurodivergent/disabled online globally, but damn, get better hobbies.
Throwaway,
Standing In Lineups,
Choppy & Simplistic Like The Japanese.
I Do Not Ramble Haikus,
Whilst Drinking,
In Batches Of A Hundred.
Haughty Arrogant Boomer Women.
Treating Service Staff Like Servants -
Or Slaves.
Need Employment,
Myself.
Will I End Up In A Kitchen Line,
Or Logging Crew,
Again?
Standing In Lineups,
Choppy & Simplistic Like The Japanese.
I Do Not Ramble Haikus,
Whilst Drinking,
In Batches Of A Hundred.
Haughty Arrogant Boomer Women.
Treating Service Staff Like Servants -
Or Slaves.
Need Employment,
Myself.
Will I End Up In A Kitchen Line,
Or Logging Crew,
Again?
December 17, 2025 at 9:21 PM
Throwaway,
Standing In Lineups,
Choppy & Simplistic Like The Japanese.
I Do Not Ramble Haikus,
Whilst Drinking,
In Batches Of A Hundred.
Haughty Arrogant Boomer Women.
Treating Service Staff Like Servants -
Or Slaves.
Need Employment,
Myself.
Will I End Up In A Kitchen Line,
Or Logging Crew,
Again?
Standing In Lineups,
Choppy & Simplistic Like The Japanese.
I Do Not Ramble Haikus,
Whilst Drinking,
In Batches Of A Hundred.
Haughty Arrogant Boomer Women.
Treating Service Staff Like Servants -
Or Slaves.
Need Employment,
Myself.
Will I End Up In A Kitchen Line,
Or Logging Crew,
Again?
There Is Always Seemingly Another Tomorrow.
Until There Isn't.
But That Being The Irony.
You Aren't Around To Notice.
Everyone Else Wakes Up,
The Next Day.
& Begins Picking Up All Your Pieces.
Life;
Or Otherwise.
How Many Have I Outlived?
Children & Men?
Dead By Thirty.
/1
Until There Isn't.
But That Being The Irony.
You Aren't Around To Notice.
Everyone Else Wakes Up,
The Next Day.
& Begins Picking Up All Your Pieces.
Life;
Or Otherwise.
How Many Have I Outlived?
Children & Men?
Dead By Thirty.
/1
December 17, 2025 at 9:37 AM
There Is Always Seemingly Another Tomorrow.
Until There Isn't.
But That Being The Irony.
You Aren't Around To Notice.
Everyone Else Wakes Up,
The Next Day.
& Begins Picking Up All Your Pieces.
Life;
Or Otherwise.
How Many Have I Outlived?
Children & Men?
Dead By Thirty.
/1
Until There Isn't.
But That Being The Irony.
You Aren't Around To Notice.
Everyone Else Wakes Up,
The Next Day.
& Begins Picking Up All Your Pieces.
Life;
Or Otherwise.
How Many Have I Outlived?
Children & Men?
Dead By Thirty.
/1
Useless,
Feeble,
Pathetic,
Haggard Old Lady.
Raggedy Mountain Witch Cryptid.
At A Loss For What To Do.
How To Live.
Survive.
Beyond Martyrdom.
Leaving My Philosophies In Poems.
Those Poems As Digital Slivers:
Steel Splinters -
Tied With Blood-Soaked Hair.
Then Burned Clean.
To Black Carbon Charcoal.
Feeble,
Pathetic,
Haggard Old Lady.
Raggedy Mountain Witch Cryptid.
At A Loss For What To Do.
How To Live.
Survive.
Beyond Martyrdom.
Leaving My Philosophies In Poems.
Those Poems As Digital Slivers:
Steel Splinters -
Tied With Blood-Soaked Hair.
Then Burned Clean.
To Black Carbon Charcoal.
December 17, 2025 at 9:21 AM
Useless,
Feeble,
Pathetic,
Haggard Old Lady.
Raggedy Mountain Witch Cryptid.
At A Loss For What To Do.
How To Live.
Survive.
Beyond Martyrdom.
Leaving My Philosophies In Poems.
Those Poems As Digital Slivers:
Steel Splinters -
Tied With Blood-Soaked Hair.
Then Burned Clean.
To Black Carbon Charcoal.
Feeble,
Pathetic,
Haggard Old Lady.
Raggedy Mountain Witch Cryptid.
At A Loss For What To Do.
How To Live.
Survive.
Beyond Martyrdom.
Leaving My Philosophies In Poems.
Those Poems As Digital Slivers:
Steel Splinters -
Tied With Blood-Soaked Hair.
Then Burned Clean.
To Black Carbon Charcoal.
Goodnight,
Void.
Lizard Brain.
Amygdala.
Yes.
Self-Struck As Serpent;
More Than Many.
Sunk Fangs Into My Tail.
Sharp Pain Numbed With Venom.
Black Tar Thick;
Hallucinogen.
Up Until Late In The Night.
Witching Hours.
Worrying About What To Do.
Can't Even Sell My Sports Gear.
Tearing Myself To Shreds.
Void.
Lizard Brain.
Amygdala.
Yes.
Self-Struck As Serpent;
More Than Many.
Sunk Fangs Into My Tail.
Sharp Pain Numbed With Venom.
Black Tar Thick;
Hallucinogen.
Up Until Late In The Night.
Witching Hours.
Worrying About What To Do.
Can't Even Sell My Sports Gear.
Tearing Myself To Shreds.
December 17, 2025 at 9:16 AM
Goodnight,
Void.
Lizard Brain.
Amygdala.
Yes.
Self-Struck As Serpent;
More Than Many.
Sunk Fangs Into My Tail.
Sharp Pain Numbed With Venom.
Black Tar Thick;
Hallucinogen.
Up Until Late In The Night.
Witching Hours.
Worrying About What To Do.
Can't Even Sell My Sports Gear.
Tearing Myself To Shreds.
Void.
Lizard Brain.
Amygdala.
Yes.
Self-Struck As Serpent;
More Than Many.
Sunk Fangs Into My Tail.
Sharp Pain Numbed With Venom.
Black Tar Thick;
Hallucinogen.
Up Until Late In The Night.
Witching Hours.
Worrying About What To Do.
Can't Even Sell My Sports Gear.
Tearing Myself To Shreds.
This Old Anxiety.
Gatekeeping, Queerphobia, & Ableism Aside -
Job Market Worse Than Ever:
These Past Five Years.
Anxiety Disorder?
Punching Through -
Government Funded Meds.
Amygdala Fight & Flight Cranked -
To 11.
Executive Dysfunction -
Obsessed Hyperfocus -
Wrong Things -
To Chronic Exhaustion.
Gatekeeping, Queerphobia, & Ableism Aside -
Job Market Worse Than Ever:
These Past Five Years.
Anxiety Disorder?
Punching Through -
Government Funded Meds.
Amygdala Fight & Flight Cranked -
To 11.
Executive Dysfunction -
Obsessed Hyperfocus -
Wrong Things -
To Chronic Exhaustion.
December 17, 2025 at 9:10 AM
This Old Anxiety.
Gatekeeping, Queerphobia, & Ableism Aside -
Job Market Worse Than Ever:
These Past Five Years.
Anxiety Disorder?
Punching Through -
Government Funded Meds.
Amygdala Fight & Flight Cranked -
To 11.
Executive Dysfunction -
Obsessed Hyperfocus -
Wrong Things -
To Chronic Exhaustion.
Gatekeeping, Queerphobia, & Ableism Aside -
Job Market Worse Than Ever:
These Past Five Years.
Anxiety Disorder?
Punching Through -
Government Funded Meds.
Amygdala Fight & Flight Cranked -
To 11.
Executive Dysfunction -
Obsessed Hyperfocus -
Wrong Things -
To Chronic Exhaustion.
Probably Been?...
Another Hundred Poems,
By Now.
Close To Most Written Ever;
At 6000.
All By One. Individual. Human.
Poem After Poem After Poem.
Staggered Line.
Staggered Split Timing.
Sliver After Splinter -
Of My Soul & Self & Experiences.
Living & Dying 5x Faster Than Other Humans.
/1
Another Hundred Poems,
By Now.
Close To Most Written Ever;
At 6000.
All By One. Individual. Human.
Poem After Poem After Poem.
Staggered Line.
Staggered Split Timing.
Sliver After Splinter -
Of My Soul & Self & Experiences.
Living & Dying 5x Faster Than Other Humans.
/1
December 16, 2025 at 10:04 PM
Probably Been?...
Another Hundred Poems,
By Now.
Close To Most Written Ever;
At 6000.
All By One. Individual. Human.
Poem After Poem After Poem.
Staggered Line.
Staggered Split Timing.
Sliver After Splinter -
Of My Soul & Self & Experiences.
Living & Dying 5x Faster Than Other Humans.
/1
Another Hundred Poems,
By Now.
Close To Most Written Ever;
At 6000.
All By One. Individual. Human.
Poem After Poem After Poem.
Staggered Line.
Staggered Split Timing.
Sliver After Splinter -
Of My Soul & Self & Experiences.
Living & Dying 5x Faster Than Other Humans.
/1
A World Full Of Hate.
Should Be:
A World Full Of Love.
Us Intersectional Minorities -
Of All Strokes?
We Suffer That Hate.
Whilst Craving Love.
Yet?
Walk The World?
& Find Ourselves Drowning In It -
Detested & Prejudiced;
On The Melanin Levels In Our Skin,
The People We Love,
Or How We Were Born.
Should Be:
A World Full Of Love.
Us Intersectional Minorities -
Of All Strokes?
We Suffer That Hate.
Whilst Craving Love.
Yet?
Walk The World?
& Find Ourselves Drowning In It -
Detested & Prejudiced;
On The Melanin Levels In Our Skin,
The People We Love,
Or How We Were Born.
December 16, 2025 at 9:51 PM
A World Full Of Hate.
Should Be:
A World Full Of Love.
Us Intersectional Minorities -
Of All Strokes?
We Suffer That Hate.
Whilst Craving Love.
Yet?
Walk The World?
& Find Ourselves Drowning In It -
Detested & Prejudiced;
On The Melanin Levels In Our Skin,
The People We Love,
Or How We Were Born.
Should Be:
A World Full Of Love.
Us Intersectional Minorities -
Of All Strokes?
We Suffer That Hate.
Whilst Craving Love.
Yet?
Walk The World?
& Find Ourselves Drowning In It -
Detested & Prejudiced;
On The Melanin Levels In Our Skin,
The People We Love,
Or How We Were Born.
Fair Truth - The Paper Moon Gang has an AI cover, specifically 'cause I was broke then (& still am).
It ain't great. At time I was like: "I can control 100% of my process!"
But I'm just non dogshit enough at art to have done my own, a la The Butterfly King Poem Anthology Cover as dogshit as is!
It ain't great. At time I was like: "I can control 100% of my process!"
But I'm just non dogshit enough at art to have done my own, a la The Butterfly King Poem Anthology Cover as dogshit as is!
December 16, 2025 at 9:43 PM
Fair Truth - The Paper Moon Gang has an AI cover, specifically 'cause I was broke then (& still am).
It ain't great. At time I was like: "I can control 100% of my process!"
But I'm just non dogshit enough at art to have done my own, a la The Butterfly King Poem Anthology Cover as dogshit as is!
It ain't great. At time I was like: "I can control 100% of my process!"
But I'm just non dogshit enough at art to have done my own, a la The Butterfly King Poem Anthology Cover as dogshit as is!
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How Your Private ChatGPT And Gemini Chats Are ‘Sold For Profit’
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These Chrome extensions see everything — and take everything. It may already be too late.
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December 15, 2025 at 7:28 PM
How Your Private ChatGPT And Gemini Chats Are ‘Sold For Profit’
Goodnight.
Void.
Good Men.
Heroes.
All Die;
& Rot.
Just The Same;
As Haggard Old Villains Like Me.
I Was Never "Good" From The Start.
Endless Hours Speaking.
To Humans, Animals,
Ghosts, & Dragons -
Taught Me Better.
Than To Hunger At Immortality.
/1
Void.
Good Men.
Heroes.
All Die;
& Rot.
Just The Same;
As Haggard Old Villains Like Me.
I Was Never "Good" From The Start.
Endless Hours Speaking.
To Humans, Animals,
Ghosts, & Dragons -
Taught Me Better.
Than To Hunger At Immortality.
/1
December 16, 2025 at 10:39 AM
Goodnight.
Void.
Good Men.
Heroes.
All Die;
& Rot.
Just The Same;
As Haggard Old Villains Like Me.
I Was Never "Good" From The Start.
Endless Hours Speaking.
To Humans, Animals,
Ghosts, & Dragons -
Taught Me Better.
Than To Hunger At Immortality.
/1
Void.
Good Men.
Heroes.
All Die;
& Rot.
Just The Same;
As Haggard Old Villains Like Me.
I Was Never "Good" From The Start.
Endless Hours Speaking.
To Humans, Animals,
Ghosts, & Dragons -
Taught Me Better.
Than To Hunger At Immortality.
/1
Some Poems Must Be Our Struggles;
Thoughts,
& Fears.
need a job.
Cafe Job Hunt Tomorrow!
THEN.
then
-can use still ridiculously long 2nd shortlist to hammer out Rainbow CEDH shell base to brew at least 5+ different Rainbow Commander example decklists-
-Ur-Dragon Cheap Changeling Dragons Tribal
/1
Thoughts,
& Fears.
need a job.
Cafe Job Hunt Tomorrow!
THEN.
then
-can use still ridiculously long 2nd shortlist to hammer out Rainbow CEDH shell base to brew at least 5+ different Rainbow Commander example decklists-
-Ur-Dragon Cheap Changeling Dragons Tribal
/1
December 16, 2025 at 10:26 AM
Some Poems Must Be Our Struggles;
Thoughts,
& Fears.
need a job.
Cafe Job Hunt Tomorrow!
THEN.
then
-can use still ridiculously long 2nd shortlist to hammer out Rainbow CEDH shell base to brew at least 5+ different Rainbow Commander example decklists-
-Ur-Dragon Cheap Changeling Dragons Tribal
/1
Thoughts,
& Fears.
need a job.
Cafe Job Hunt Tomorrow!
THEN.
then
-can use still ridiculously long 2nd shortlist to hammer out Rainbow CEDH shell base to brew at least 5+ different Rainbow Commander example decklists-
-Ur-Dragon Cheap Changeling Dragons Tribal
/1
The guy named Ahmed was the hero that took the long gun by charging the guy, btw. Even if he did flee to his buddy 'cause Ahmed yeeted the gun in shock.
A million Muslims live in New York City. We belong here, as does every other New Yorker.
This is vile Islamophobia from the Councilwoman and it has no place in our city.
This is vile Islamophobia from the Councilwoman and it has no place in our city.
December 16, 2025 at 10:16 AM
The guy named Ahmed was the hero that took the long gun by charging the guy, btw. Even if he did flee to his buddy 'cause Ahmed yeeted the gun in shock.
Thought I'd get to alias & maybe even poking around for games today but no dice. Up from 1pm-2am yet again. But at least I got longlist & shortlist #1 done & started doing a second CEDH shortlist cutting by plugging stuff into Cockatrice. Thinking New Alias/Pseudonym for playtests: "GrandmaNobody."
December 16, 2025 at 10:13 AM
Thought I'd get to alias & maybe even poking around for games today but no dice. Up from 1pm-2am yet again. But at least I got longlist & shortlist #1 done & started doing a second CEDH shortlist cutting by plugging stuff into Cockatrice. Thinking New Alias/Pseudonym for playtests: "GrandmaNobody."
Redux;
Of Rainbow Bible,
Nobody Asked For.
Another Silly Passion Project -
Based On A Simple Love Of Games.
When Witchcraft & Magic:
Become Mathematics;
Where I Can Play,
Allowing Brain To Go Infinite -
As Can Get It.
Exponentials On Top Of Themselves,
Webs Of Tree Branches -
Nobody Else Can See.
Of Rainbow Bible,
Nobody Asked For.
Another Silly Passion Project -
Based On A Simple Love Of Games.
When Witchcraft & Magic:
Become Mathematics;
Where I Can Play,
Allowing Brain To Go Infinite -
As Can Get It.
Exponentials On Top Of Themselves,
Webs Of Tree Branches -
Nobody Else Can See.
December 16, 2025 at 10:09 AM
Redux;
Of Rainbow Bible,
Nobody Asked For.
Another Silly Passion Project -
Based On A Simple Love Of Games.
When Witchcraft & Magic:
Become Mathematics;
Where I Can Play,
Allowing Brain To Go Infinite -
As Can Get It.
Exponentials On Top Of Themselves,
Webs Of Tree Branches -
Nobody Else Can See.
Of Rainbow Bible,
Nobody Asked For.
Another Silly Passion Project -
Based On A Simple Love Of Games.
When Witchcraft & Magic:
Become Mathematics;
Where I Can Play,
Allowing Brain To Go Infinite -
As Can Get It.
Exponentials On Top Of Themselves,
Webs Of Tree Branches -
Nobody Else Can See.
18,000?
12,000?
2000?
Why Do I Always Care About The Metrics;
The Quantitative Data Of My Work?
Rest Of World Doesn't!
Started Writing Poems From "Zero."
Well After LLMs Made Poets Obsolete.
7
"If I'm Gatekept About The Quality,
Of My Work?
I'll Produce So Much:
Quality Won't Be A Concern."
I, Fool.
12,000?
2000?
Why Do I Always Care About The Metrics;
The Quantitative Data Of My Work?
Rest Of World Doesn't!
Started Writing Poems From "Zero."
Well After LLMs Made Poets Obsolete.
7
"If I'm Gatekept About The Quality,
Of My Work?
I'll Produce So Much:
Quality Won't Be A Concern."
I, Fool.
December 15, 2025 at 9:11 PM
18,000?
12,000?
2000?
Why Do I Always Care About The Metrics;
The Quantitative Data Of My Work?
Rest Of World Doesn't!
Started Writing Poems From "Zero."
Well After LLMs Made Poets Obsolete.
7
"If I'm Gatekept About The Quality,
Of My Work?
I'll Produce So Much:
Quality Won't Be A Concern."
I, Fool.
12,000?
2000?
Why Do I Always Care About The Metrics;
The Quantitative Data Of My Work?
Rest Of World Doesn't!
Started Writing Poems From "Zero."
Well After LLMs Made Poets Obsolete.
7
"If I'm Gatekept About The Quality,
Of My Work?
I'll Produce So Much:
Quality Won't Be A Concern."
I, Fool.
Why do good guys like Rob Reiner get merked & all the ignorant stupid MAGA people don't? Why is Humanity & life so unfair?
December 15, 2025 at 9:04 PM
Why do good guys like Rob Reiner get merked & all the ignorant stupid MAGA people don't? Why is Humanity & life so unfair?
Absolute degenerates. The Yanks are such a hive of imbecile criminals & losers, eh?
NEW JERSEY — bonkers… the husband of an ICE agent uses her marked car to pretend to be Homeland Security and respond to a call HE MADE HIMSELF… with a gun and sirens and everything.
December 15, 2025 at 9:02 PM
Absolute degenerates. The Yanks are such a hive of imbecile criminals & losers, eh?
NFA; but remember, The Swiss Government SEALED all docs & info FOR 50 YEARS relating to Credit Suisse collapsing & FORCED UBS to take on the Credit Suisse bags.
Switzerland is rotten, & something stinks to high hell there. Credit Suisse should have been liquidated properly. Why wasn't it?
Switzerland is rotten, & something stinks to high hell there. Credit Suisse should have been liquidated properly. Why wasn't it?
December 15, 2025 at 9:00 PM
NFA; but remember, The Swiss Government SEALED all docs & info FOR 50 YEARS relating to Credit Suisse collapsing & FORCED UBS to take on the Credit Suisse bags.
Switzerland is rotten, & something stinks to high hell there. Credit Suisse should have been liquidated properly. Why wasn't it?
Switzerland is rotten, & something stinks to high hell there. Credit Suisse should have been liquidated properly. Why wasn't it?
Poor Rob Reiner. One of the few celebrities I saw standing up & saying & doing the right things by us common folk. Murdered in his own home by a psychopath. Ugh.
December 15, 2025 at 10:55 AM
Poor Rob Reiner. One of the few celebrities I saw standing up & saying & doing the right things by us common folk. Murdered in his own home by a psychopath. Ugh.
Holy shit, after like a hundred hours of work, longlist is finished! Now I can start CEDH brewing & make my alias accounts & shit.
December 15, 2025 at 3:08 AM
Holy shit, after like a hundred hours of work, longlist is finished! Now I can start CEDH brewing & make my alias accounts & shit.
For second thought Mycosynth Lattice was banned in Commander, then remembered that was Modern, & was 'cause degenerates like me used that one Karn Planeswalker as a fuckin' Artifact Wishboard to Perfect-Castrate our opponents for every archetype matchup. Degens indeed. IN THE LONGLIST CUBE IT GOES!
December 14, 2025 at 9:55 PM
For second thought Mycosynth Lattice was banned in Commander, then remembered that was Modern, & was 'cause degenerates like me used that one Karn Planeswalker as a fuckin' Artifact Wishboard to Perfect-Castrate our opponents for every archetype matchup. Degens indeed. IN THE LONGLIST CUBE IT GOES!