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HELL WIZARD
@pyramidmaster.bsky.social
psychedelic death dream
Writer: Criticism - Consequence of Sound, Invisible Oranges, Treble, Lighthouse Media // Fiction - Lammergeier, 365tomorrows, Imperial Youth Review // Essays - Buttondown // Host: DEATH//SENTENCE

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Pinned
—“Define yourself in one word.”
—“No.”
Wild Strawberries is throwing me off because there is like human humor and laughter in it and not exclusively the horrors and the agonies. it does have those however
January 21, 2026 at 2:03 AM
Bergman just like me fr fr. two brothers are going over rationalism and god, biological death and horror, like the Karamazov’s, which is normal
January 21, 2026 at 1:53 AM
Wild Strawberries got that heat
January 21, 2026 at 1:34 AM
my wife is letting me show them another Bela Tarr on back to back nights
January 21, 2026 at 12:47 AM
not a failure
January 20, 2026 at 9:05 PM
I am not being abandoned by her
January 20, 2026 at 8:00 PM
stop when you say when
January 20, 2026 at 4:25 PM
it’s jelly hour
January 20, 2026 at 3:46 PM
none who would follow me into the dark and I who would push you back toward the light
January 20, 2026 at 3:32 PM
thaw slowly
January 20, 2026 at 2:58 PM
I am math permutating
January 20, 2026 at 2:35 PM
the new Mayhem record certainly sounds like Mayhem
January 20, 2026 at 2:05 PM
It’s good that they let me go to work as an enormous weeping skull
January 20, 2026 at 1:44 PM
painful. but toward healing
January 20, 2026 at 1:32 PM
sedate me
January 20, 2026 at 2:38 AM
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If the last 6 years haven’t made you a communist then you’re a sociopath
January 20, 2026 at 2:29 AM
why stay?
January 20, 2026 at 1:55 AM
I keep contemplating partial hospitalization
January 20, 2026 at 1:19 AM
it feels like I stop existing. c-ptsd makes this hard
January 20, 2026 at 1:06 AM
I feel like I can say anything and nothing will happen because no one sees it
January 20, 2026 at 1:01 AM
I feel like I should disappear
January 20, 2026 at 12:50 AM
feeling lonely. took a klonopin
January 20, 2026 at 12:48 AM
I’m feeling a lot of dread again
January 20, 2026 at 12:33 AM
kill someones dog and theyre sad for a day. show them The Turin Horse and they are sad for a lifetime
January 19, 2026 at 10:52 PM
about to show my wife one of the most important films of my life that I hadn’t shown them in the decade we’ve been together
January 19, 2026 at 7:18 PM