as a lonely resourceful introvert it was like everyone else had to live in my world for a while. i miss it sometimes

by this time next year, we want ICE agent to be one of the most miserable, soul destroying, hated jobs in america, we want parking enforcement to look like a dream job by comparison

me when I have opinions and 4% battery

i'm not sure whether her reposting all this shit makes me think more or less of her

moments like that permanently change the way i see those friends. had someone do some heavy lifting for me today too

one phrase you can look into is "reaction formation," though it's a big topic on which i want to read more

weirdo sexologists would rather invent elaborate lore on the corrupting influence of crossdressing than apply "sometimes topics of deep shame are sexualized as a coping mechanism" to trans women in line with how it works for everyone else

lacuna matata
what a wonderful phrase
lacuna matata
ain't no passing craze
it means no memory
of the horrible days

Lord, I see what you've done for others

(love the shit out of my partner but need to add a top to my life)

still not sure these are different conditions

if they actually elect this guy i take back most of the shit i've ever talked about new york

which is why my campaign's consultants have advised me to lose every election

i would make a terrible pro wrestler, this is way too congenial

i know, but i thought this would be stupid and funny and could use a laugh

throwing down the gauntlet @katie.bzky.team

so like, no, I'm very sad I don't get to have a deeply special week with my friends, most of whom did not assault me. i was in tremendous distress before i could articulate what was wrong, and now i'm very relieved to be alone. but I got out of there and didn't used to

i told my partner about a really uncomfortable thing that happened, and she said there's a word for that. my other friends listened and supported. one told me she's been repeatedly called out for this behavior. i have extracted myself from the group, changed my flight, and un cancelled therapy

trans women have a biological advantage at dissociation

i was sexually assaulted by a friend a couple days ago. it took a couple days before I talked to friends and it sank in what really happened. in the middle i had an amazing time at an underground rave. dissociation, you da real mvp

The way you'll bring this up and get a chorus of "Oh, I never thought of that" from cis people when it lives eternally in our heads....

sprays are extremely not hard

one of my favorite book titles is "advertising shits in your head"

feeling more and more vindicated that i never got into this kind of bullshit