CN Lester 🏳️‍⚧️
@cnlester.bsky.social
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Multi-genre musician: voice/piano/composition/improvisation Artistic Director Transpose PhD on Barbara Strozzi - interdisciplinary work is life ’Trans Like Me’, ‘Furies,’ various critical intros, 2 current trans historical WIP they/them www.cnlester.com
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I'm working so hard on letting other people see me again after some very hard years of fighting the need to defensively hide.

It means so much that I can actually see myself in my new headshots.
A black and white photographic portrait of CN, a white genderqueer trans person, looking up and away from the camera. They have short dark hair - the photograph is deeply shadowed. A black and white photographic portrait of CN, a white genderqueer trans person, looking up with their eyes closed. They have short dark hair - the photograph is deeply shadowed. A black and white photographic portrait of CN, a white genderqueer trans person, looking straight to camera. They have short dark hair falling in waves across their forehead - the photograph is deeply shadowed. A black and white photographic portrait of CN, a white genderqueer trans person, with their eyes closed as though thinking. They have short dark hair - the photograph is deeply shadowed, which highlights their lashes.
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cnlester.bsky.social
Stopped doomscrolling, took myself on a walk with the amazing new episode of @ologies.bsky.social and learnt about revolutions - and even for someone who's done a fair bit of activism, there were vital new things to learn. Feeling grateful for all the other people who give a fuck and make it count.
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discoelysiumbot.bsky.social
And above all, you let life defeat you. All the gifts your parents gave you, all the love and patience of your friends, you drowned in a neurotoxin. You let misery win. And it will keep on winning till you die -- or overcome it.
cnlester.bsky.social
Stopped doomscrolling, took myself on a walk with the amazing new episode of @ologies.bsky.social and learnt about revolutions - and even for someone who's done a fair bit of activism, there were vital new things to learn. Feeling grateful for all the other people who give a fuck and make it count.
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jamellebouie.net
regular reminder that "he wants" ≠ "he will"
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jamellebouie.net
the president of the united states wants to use the american military to kill american citizens on american soil. that's the whole story!
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dov.bsky.social
Britain invested a /lot/ of energy into telling the world that's what it is. That's the purpose of soft power institutions like the British Council - selling a Cool Britannia of Bend It Like Beckham, Blur versus Oasis, Amy Winehouse and green and pleasant landings.
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dov.bsky.social
The tragic thing about the nativistisation of UK politics is that it is the direct opposite of how Britain sells itself - /mostly successfully/ - to a huge chunk of the world. If you go to /even many former colonies/ of this island youll find they genuinely roughly believe in London Olympics Britain
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davidallengreen.bsky.social
Sums up this most dismal moment.
jasonv.bsky.social
Absolute all-timer sentence in today's @nytimes.com
"some legal experts have called it a crime to summarily execute civilians" says today's New York Times, continuing their long tradition of whitewashing fascism
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juliusgoat.bsky.social
Don’t worry, once we’ve helped them come for immigrants and trans people, they’re sure to be appeased and dedicated to solidarity in our great big tent and not come after anyone else, as history teaches
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juliusgoat.bsky.social
We need a bigger tent, that’s why we must betray and expel the following types of people:
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bencollins.bsky.social
Any of those public figures who say the words "Western civilization" all the time now should be immediately disregarded and also has a type of porn on their laptop that cannot be legally described in any known human language.
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meidastouch.com
It certainly appears the United States murdered an innocent fisherman who was a husband and father to four children, claimed he was a "narco-terrorist," posted a video of the execution, and then made jokes about it
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olufemiotaiwo.bsky.social
when he's right he's right
whstancil.bsky.social
it’s certainly true that PEOPLE haven’t changed - we’ve always wanted to be validated, we’re always enjoyed having our prejudices and resentments confirmed, we’ve always liked to be told our social or political enemies are responsible for everything. but the information economy has changed, a lot
cnlester.bsky.social
London people - on October 16th I'll be talking to the phenomenal author @bschillace.brandyschillace.com about trans history, fighting fascism, and what happens when you shine a light on the research the Nazis tried to burn. Could you help us to spread the word? www.waterstones.com/events/the-i...
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rincewind.run
we should take away all their money so they can’t do this
robertscotthorton.bsky.social
Larry Ellison envisions a surveillance state in which techbros rule. '“Citizens will be on their best behavior, because we’re constantly recording and reporting everything that is going on,” Ellison said in an hour-long Q&A during Oracle’s Financial Analyst Meeting last week.'
Larry Ellison predicts rise of the modern surveillance state where ‘citizens will be on their best behavior’ | Fortune
Oracle's Larry Ellison believes citizens and police alike will be under constant surveillance of each other.
fortune.com
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coachfinstock.bsky.social
In case we forget because so much happens every day, I think it's pretty clear they knew EXACTLY whom they blew up because Vance said as much and I hope someone will report on this
cnlester.bsky.social
As an addendum to Mallory's excellent thread on therapy: it's essential for me that my therapist understands what it's like to live under real threat. I'm incredible lucky to have that, and also had to go through a lot of bad therapists before I found her.
tressiemcphd.bsky.social
It’s really hard to find a therapist who can counsel people with actual real threat scenarios, like this one.

For example, I don’t think I have “haters”. I have actual coordinated attacks on my safety and wellbeing, sir or ma’am.

Same with political conflicts like these.
emericanjezebel.bsky.social
was going through the covid/blm era with my therapist, mostly about how many friendships ended during that time, and she said "I'm sensing a pattern here" and I'm just like...ma'am, a bunch of people in my life openly said they hated Black people and didn't care about spreading a deadly disease.
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sexabolition.blog
Often one complaint won't be enough to stop a but a therapist that treats you like this will hurt others, and if enough people complain the complaints will be taken seriously eventually.
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sexabolition.blog
If the therapist or counsellor has a professional licensing or accreditation body they will usually publicly have a code of conduct. Many ban this kind of behaviour and you can write to them to complain.
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sexabolition.blog
If you know a young person who says they've had a therapist like this, let them know: it's okay to find this upsetting, the therapist is in the wrong.
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sexabolition.blog
That doesn't mean the counsellor telling you you're wrong and demanding you prove things like your gender identity, or why you think you identify the way that you do.
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sexabolition.blog
You're not a lab rat for them to dissect. The therapy process is supposed to be about a productive relationship where they work with you to help you make sense of what's going on for you.
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sexabolition.blog
Counselling and therapy sessions are supposed to be safe spaces to address and manage difficult feelings not bury them.

Conversely, the therapy room isn't supposed to be about endless exploration of feelings the counsellor or therapist is interested in but that are not bothering you.
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sexabolition.blog
Sometimes these sessions will be about helping you recontextualise difficult feelings. That's fine and good! This should be about helping you learn ways to trust and use your feelings better and make sense of them.

However it shouldn't be about making you hide, deny or distrust your feelings!
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sexabolition.blog
This goes double for therapists and counselors dealing with young people who had no choice in selecting the therapist/counselor.

You have a right for your sessions to be a safe space for you and your development. For it to help you understand yourself.